Beloved Bee

Another day...

2010-12-17T07:32:00.002+08:00

In return of my message to a comment from anoymous previously, about how other people have the same view as me in their blog. Its was in french so

(Hope choses seront meilleures pour les personnes qui affichent les mêmes dans leur blog) Hope he/she understand :)

Oh well didn't blog much recently christmas coming and honestly haven't do much shopping yet
(not for me!) lol lots of money -.-....

I'm looking for a dress for christmas :S.. as there's a christmas dinner and I love fashion but i'm not willing to spend on it... I'm a woman with total collections 4 pairs of shoes in my house, yes one pair is slippers and another pair is work shoes that i got from charity shop!

Life is hard and i rather put my money into payment and savings for now then spending it but in future i will definately be a proper woman!

Anyway i have no idea why i say those :P but oh well just what cross my mind, and Ps: I have been very stress recently with work so this kinda makes me feel better i suppose ^^

Sadness....

2010-12-01T05:03:00.002+08:00

Video that bring tears to my eyes.. i get so emotional ... so sad video :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v092HxMHLwc

Went to hongkong fusion they start doing hot pot!! Will post some pic tomorrow :D

Haunted blog!

2010-11-24T02:34:00.005+08:00

It's been almost 3 years since i have decide to go back on to my blog, i think there is no one left in here.

Does it matter to you when you get bored of something and few years later you have a strong interest of it again? That is what happen to me.. Using my same old blog skin and start all over again hehe.

Oh well winter is coming or already here? Its Tuesday aka my off day and i'm lazing at home. Suppose to have a meeting today in town with the shopping centre (remained unnamed) manager (With all other manager of different retail shop) I decide to not turn up at the very last minute :P.

I kinda feel guilty i called the lady yesterday say I will turn up.. see you at 10am. Then last night was talking to the man from the shop next door (remained unnamed too but they make key LOL) then realize they can't be bothered to turn up because it's too boring. But what to do i already agree?! Oh well i just do it the ying way and overslept :P

Day wasn't well spent honestly, scrubbing floors, cleaning up, vacumming seem like there is so many things in the house -.-... i just like spacious and clean house honestly gives out kind of aura isn't it? :D Start from 9am finish at 2.25pm, made lunch for peoples (remain unnamed because they are pain in the butt) then realize i wish i'm out for the day :(

Everyone seen to be busy with their things or interest all i have is work, clean and cook. Life here is so much different, i miss my family and friends awful lot. So hard to even think about it. When i have the free time check my facebook look at their pages wondering how they doing, see the new pictures they took, got married, have kids, switch from drinking alcohol to tea/coffee, all the moments i missed and should be there to wish them happiness.... I'm really sorry i wish to be there but you all always have my blessing :) I believe you all know who u are which end up like midnight in Singapore.

Oh well that is what happen today maybe going out tonight (if it happen) but i doubt so lol. If not i will just have an early night.

Comments are welcome everyone :)

P.s: Vocabulary error or spelling error :P who cares?! It's my blog! ;)

KL trips of two kukus Continued

2007-10-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

Ok, so lets continue... as i mention we told jac that Frankel is only 29 years old... on that very day... what i heard from bug is...at home they finally saw Frankel who woke up for coffee at home... so they greet morning to each other then when F went back to his room...Jac ask bug....

Jac: He really 29 yrs old?

Bug: Yea... don't look like 29 hor..

Jac: omg he very stress is it??

So bug says it's so funny but she need to continue with the acting hahaa.... so when we meet for lunch.... Jac was the one very stress whole day :p....

This is the scenerio happen at the lunch...

As jac keep giving us "eye signal" that she can't believe this is true and at the same time she's felt sorry for him so she don't dare to say anything about old....

when F tease and ask her I don't look like 29 yrs old meh? All she replied was Hmm still ok la.... Maybe you too stress ler

so we so wanna laugh at Jac reaction and especially how Frankel say why he look like 29 at the table...

Then after the lunch in the cabbie to shopping....we finally tell jac the truth cos she say she's so stress and she scare will hurt his feelings etc...shes like sooooo relieved....
So many things happen on the weekend... it's like a mini market moving around it's a good trip but weekend when shopping we are soo tired as Bukit bintage shopping area is so big that we are sooo tired like having 3 grumpy face moving around.. I'm ok though just too thirsty to talk and busy finding the shops we looking for hahaha....

Then that night when we about to sleep... i saw something moving around the twin tower so i woke them up...we figuring what's that...Jac asked is it UFO... Bug say maybe it's fireflies.... i'm too tired to wake up and get the camera... but it's maybe dots... like a bunch of them.... circling the twin tower up and down....so i see carefully realize it's white tidy birds...cos i saw the wings flapping.... but there's soooo many of them...maybe hundred... because we are so far away we can still see the group of them the amount must be around there or more...

Then the sad day have come for them to leave.... Which i spoke to the driver they will be stopping at Pagoh for them to shop.... Bcos i ask the driver (which i know) where they stopping ...so he say i think is Pagoh... Oh good cos my frd might want to do some shopping...so he ask the drivers (because he's not driving that bus) remember to stop at Pagoh hehehehe...then i hand gesture to jac n bug where they stopping...Ok when the coach drove off....When i about to leave the spot where i was standing,... i realize i'm empty handed...Where's my hp...where's my drinks? cos 3 of us went 7 eleven to get drinks etc...and each of us has one bag...But mine is gone then i was like OH SHIT.... it's with them!! cos i bring their bags on the bus while they put their luggage and accidentally left mine there on their seat...My handphone is there and i was like sooo helpless....rush home i got no phone to dial.....my hubby keep helping me to call but they didn't answer the call then immed i know they KO in bus once they get on...But i was worried they might woke up at toilet break and thought there's nothing in the bag and threw it away :!!!! so we keeep spam bug phone ...spam n spam n spam... about 1-2 hours later she picked up...what a great relieved.... then she named me the king of blurzzz hahaha

Have to admit i really blur... maybe too many things in my mind....or old liao? hahah i dunno leh.... Here's a room they spent their night in...pic taken from bug friendster.. hehehe... that jeans belongs to bug..definaetly not mine cos mine is folded at the ankle.... SUPER EXTRA HOR? wa lau -.-....prove she take the pic after strip! ... super heng... hahah and also some other picture taken...

Vista Damai Condo

My room

View outside room, Clear traffic

Peak hour jam

The toolsFor the seafood feast.... we had 2 coconut each..too thirsty

Tong Lok Dim sum.... rm2.80 or rm3.80 each.... The best dim sum they ever have (quoted by BUG AND JAC)

They got the best kangkong...and their fish is so fresh (normally) but this time it's not that fresh...so we tell the boss and got a discount of rm10

Fishmanhattan Market... Sigh they lose their standard..not nice anymore...only the oyster and prawn is good....too oily...

I know this pic is ugly but it's something to remmeber.... our panda eyes after swimming and no sleep....P.S : I'm not naked... no worries ahhaahah

Night view from room taken by bug

Night view in office taken by bug

Our emergency lighter... cos all 3 of us lost our lighters haha

The farewell pics :( right bfore we left for their coach

Ok thats all for today....will blog more soon...

The arrival of two kukus!

2007-10-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

Last weekend, sasa and jac came to KL.. they reach on thursday midnight around 3.30am or so.

Before they arrived, i warned them about the T.D.S aka taxi drivers stalker... TDS will be without doubt guarding right there for their preys at Puduraya bus terminal. What they will do is all of them will cooperate, park their cab along the road right outside the entrance of the bus terminal. See example...

Ok, those money sign figures are T.D.S, those cab parked along the road side belongs to them.

It's a three lane road, TDS will park their vehicles like this and then gather around the entrance waiting for tourist to approach, as this is the only way out of the bus terminal i think. So as you can see if you intend to take other cab (meter based) you will have to go thru those cab like the stickman in the picture and approach those cab driving down the road.

But still depends on your luck, MOST probably those (other) cabs, will not go by meter too. However those if anyone willing to pick you up and meter based. The honest driver will get stares from those T.D.S.

Days bfore they come to KL, i told them about how stalking those TDS are, gather around shooting you with different prices, keep following you etc. Then on that day i told them maybe it is 3am it won't be that bad? So no worries! Because i don't wish to make it so dramatic even though i been thru bfore...

But in the end, i'm wrong...Jac and sasa saying all TDS was gathering! so many of them and touching arms, shoulders etc... it's like wanna pull them to their cab.

My plan for them to wait for me is because i will hail a cab from my apartment and fetch them back. Guess how much is the meter? Its $12 Rm including midnight charges from my apartment - pudu - apartment. How much will it be if you took those TDS cab? At least $25 - $50, for one trip it should be RM$6 only.

The first cab i hail at the apartment

Me: puduraya bus terminal

Driver: hmmmm how much you offer

Me: you cannot go by meter meh??

Driver: now is midnight, cannot go by metre

Me: aiyo why cannot? go meter then add the midnight charges 1.5 ma

Driver: cannot my meter not working

Me: ..... ok nvm... (about to close the door)

Driver: ok ok $35

Me: dun wan la

Driver: $30?

Me: BOOM (close door)

Stupid excuses all the time, the second driver is an indian young chap. Didn't say a word only smile, on meter and move.... I did tips him in the end.

So Sasa and jac saying how ENERGETIC and EXCITED they are...we went to M floor, to show them my apt's sauna, swimming pool and jacuzzi as they can't wait to try them... then headed home, put down things... hopping around my house saying how cool and comfortable it is... then hop on my sofa, smoke and talk about the journey...then they took shower after that then we went Mac for breakfast...then we went home, i suppose to sleep a little more as i need to wake up at 7am... and it's 6.30am that time...

so i decided to just take a shower instead... so i take a shower... step out of the bathroom.... two baby sleeping on the bed hahaha an hour ago they said they are energetic?!

Then i prepare to go work....then that morning jac did something sooo funny when i tell them the next day all laugh so bad... hahaha but of course those things cannot put it here... things that got to do with privacy like sexlife haha, sleepwalk, snore, name calling etc will be all secrets here! Don't worry gal... but dun have la...we are 3 decent gal!

The next day we go lunch with my collegue, Frankel a 50 yr old guy... beforehand at the mac breakfast, i tell jac about frankel having lunch with us...then i say he's only 29 yrs old but he look very matured...Then sasa know i'm trying to play a prank on jac and she play along with me...the thing is sasa and me know frankel for a long long time... he's a joker... also my housemate. So sasa say yea he look very mature... 29 yrs old only.. you will know during lunch..

Then sasa pull out a old lifelong joke.... Years old while we still working together in Raffles place... Mr frankel go those fried beehoon/mee stall for breakfast...

Jem my another collegue was with him.....ok so frankel order beehoon and the auntie ask him what ingredient he wan....

Auntie: what ingredient?

Frankel: Egg

Auntie: ok egg... and?

Frankel: Otah....

Auntie: ok otah and?

Frankel: Lan jiao meat...

Auntie: .....

Auntie: ok LUNCHEON MEAT...

then jem keep laughing n laughing it's so funny...

so this is the old joke that we can never forget.... Anyway i will blog the rest tomorrow.. i can't stop laughing while saying those... luckily he's on leave and no one in office know about my blog!! even if he know (evil) that will be a payback for suaning me and sasa all these years hahaha

Under Construction

2007-10-10T15:16:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone. This Blog is currently Under Construction. Although it is under construction please do not hesitate to continue visiting this Blog. You will notice a few changes in the design.

Thank you for your time,

XX Sky & Bee XX

Catching up...

2007-10-04T11:14:00.000+08:00

I don't mean to slack off this blog but i have no idea why i'm so quiet recently...my mind is flashing with different words, memories to share or questions to ask, but when i'm in msn or on blog all those vanished and i'm staring at the screen thinking what should i say?

Guess i'm stressing too much, my weight my face everything stressing me, i'm getting closer and closer to the deadline. But the goal still beyond reach. Is it something i did wrong? Sigh...

Ok firstly, i'm so happy for those who turned up for my birthday, so glad to see all my friends.

Now another reason i'm doing this blog again, will be targetting on everything i do with anyone, going out with anyone or even just a chat with anyone of cos i mean my friends... I will bring my camera everywhere...post all pictures here.. So i can read back everything when i'm in England....so i can tell myself i'm not alone perhaps...

Ok now the birthday pictures..

when the night start burning.... whose is whose? hahaha i tell u... this night all sharing saliva!

two cake... both i cannot eat actually...toothache at night cos too sweet for me haha but it's nice! thanks LAN for the oreo cheese cake! and the crew for the chocolate fudge cake...

The family of KUKUS brother look happiest hor hheheheehe

O.o that pair of glasses really stand out...two mei nu! with yan dao!

Switch parthners is as normal as eating rice :P

all my xiao dis....

another one... haha

someone going to feed me with something weird... honestly i still dunno whats that...

my kor paul, roy, me, desmond, elyn

can u believe all my xiao di and xiao mei? hahaha xin fu hor...and paul is saying i'm da jie da -.- that night consider la... i'm really old ler!!!

Ok the rest i blog later on.... LOVE ALL

New name

2007-08-03T13:32:00.000+08:00

Better update blog if not i will slack again, this bday party coming up is putting an end to my previous life... changing to a new me after that...

With a new name too... won't be using the name Carel after that haha it's still secret what is the name i'm using... will be reveal when that day comes... only one friend know about cos that name was ideas given by her! Thanks alexis! cool name u got! hehehe

Then after that i will quit smoking....a big step for me but i really want to put a stop... was like when u are sad...smoke makes u more sad... i stopped smoking for awhile bfore i feel so much healthier and happier... so this is something i want to change too

Then totally remove my hatred and rage in me... yea those hate i have for anyone i dun want it to be there anymore.... i mus learn how to put down all burden and start brand new to a happy person...

Finally it's also a farewell party which is my last birthday in Singapore... i won't be able to celebrate bday with friends anymore after this.... more details talk when the day comes back hehehe.... I'm very happy for those who's coming for my bday..... really appreciate... but right now i'm still on bargaining with the manager...headcount increased to 18... i need to do some calculation and how the room fit or do they have the room fit...all of them that i invited means alot to me... all my friends that i will never forget...so i will keep you all update asap! Love ya all!!!

hahaha SORRY!!!

2007-08-01T08:45:00.000+08:00

Finally time to blog... sorry wor i really lazy ahhahaha.... ok will update what happen at bug's bday party!

I reach around hmm 9+ at night, reach Singapore rush home for shower and change to a new retro blouse..retro style! heheheh with a pair of jeans... then head down to Orchard cineleisure KBOX.... the rest already there.... brother still as usual white tee and jeans... and of course Jac with her sexy boots!!! and short hair...and bug with her new WILD purple hair...which she keep grabbing so violently throughout the night to let it look good...was like

bug: ((GRAB VIOLENTLY)) Ah like that nicer!

so we call it violent hair style..thats why suits her ma hahahaha...

When i was there, everyone is complaining bug's phone took a very pretty shot of her... heheh very nice lor....the camera got "chor lor ah lian filter" filter off all the chor lor and ahlian presence and enhance the sweetness decentness in the picture -.-....

was like suddenly pop out a university student.... -.-

then we catch up as i miss up sooo many stuffs since i'm always at KL... then sing song and yell whole night until no voice lor!!!

then it's so dark we can only use bug hp to take pic... so all the pic comes out we got very very pale face as it's flash lights...and in my friendster someone place a comments on our pic... saying we need a bath, luckily their pic not worse than us.... the color sucks etc (in melayu) which i asked my collegue to translate for me...anyway it's only 3 girls...14 yrs old students...so i msg them do i know you?? then no one reply hahahah... so jus ignore them..they just being childish...

ok then here's all the pic!!!

Me and dear jac!!! face soo white hor...

bday bug and me!! we shot many times lor... only this one acceptable... the rest all our faces so weird hahah

me and dear brother! he dunno see where....cos we took too many failed pic...

failed pic one.... see so ugly! i laugh like siao cha bor!

me and dear friend aka hai xian (seafood) act cute...

ok la...decent one.... i going to sleep liao -.-....

kope bug's sunglasses and take a act cute shot!!!

FRIENDS FOREVER eeee i look sooo ugly.... -.- cos we failed super many times... no energy to smile ler

the bday cake...dunno where is the toy now...

the messy table... me busy finding bday song
bug taking kinky picture...very kinky hor!

2007-04-13T08:08:00.000+08:00

Yooo all...

previous tagboard alot shit on it :s... alot of pop up etc so i change a new one...

Got to refresh yourself to see latest message though lol ><>

Another thing is i finished my cross stitch!!!! who say i can't do girly stuff?! lalalal I used color enhancer to soak my work, then use tap water for soaking. Finally, using a dry towel and roll gently :D...hang up to let it dry and iron with a cloth on it :D... PRO RIGHT? i know la lalalala... ok today i'm going to frame it :O will take pic after :O...

I'm starting anyone soon the one that my bf choose :D... cos he say to sew and put in our new house in future ^^ home sweet home...

i keep looking at this mv

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0zSWWD2RfUY

awwww joe cheng soooo cute!!!! ^^ ai shi him ler :D!!!...
this show should be very nice when the last esp release then i will start watching... in this show the gal rated ugly girl in the school something like that...and still manage to get a cute bf... hehehe ok la thats all i go do my things ler... this weekend not going back cos i'm going gym... take care all!!!

2007-04-04T10:10:00.000+08:00

Firstly i will reply all msg from tagboard here :D

Lan: Thanks leh!! thought u forget me liao didn't know u got read my blog. .. i thought you race to indonesia liao hahaha

Bug: Good friday is a holiday i will be in Singapore on Thursday night ler...

Sis: -.- xin xin ku ku, my hanyu pinyin not very good ma :S...

Ying: LAO PORRRR!!! How are you? still busy in school? i miss you and dd wor ;(

Lan: i thought no one will realize the 16 yrs old -.-... you so old liao eye sight still good hehehe not bad not bad but hand too old liao kua zhang also dunno how to spell lalalal

Yesterday i'm sooo sleepy :... i want to sleep but i decide to watch video instead... watched abit of 热情仲夏 by Joe Cheng... wah he sooo kawaii leh!!! Shin yue tuan aka ah shin got act abit in this show... and second theme song sung by shin too...

Then happily do my cross stitch and watch at the same time... sometimes just wanna relax doing stitch n watching video at the same time... or listening to music and do stitch... eh eh ^^

Then hor recently keep raining :S thunderstorm la etc... those who intend to go KL holiday better wait till the raining season is gone... or do it on weekend... the traffic is horrible after rain orh ...

My company still looking for candidates in KL... malaysian guys or gals as long they can speak chinese... But advertise on newspaper so many times no one come interview -.-... got a nice guy came but the pay is too low for him... as his education is high and lotsa experiences....

Then another gal came.. introduce by one of the staff downstairs which know me... as we saw each other all the time.... She put plane a few times end up didn't come for interview then i didn't bother to call her ever since... then she ask that staff to ask me when she can come.. which i mention anytime... but didn't turn up again... until one day... she call and say she will come at 11 - 12... i waited until 1pm haven't take lunch etc -.- then she didn't turn up... so i call her and asked her about it she say she's very busy atm... cannot make it... then i say ok give me a call before you come.. she agreed.. so i went down with my sis to get lunch...

Then she came -.- my collegue call me... so i rush up... to my shock it's a guy (the back view) she's sitting on the chair back facing me... i rush in and ask my collegue, how come it's a guy?? then vala say it's girl... i thought it's guy when i saw her jus now... omg :S... very tall very skinny sparking gold jay chou hair... then i walk over to interview her.... then OOHHH it's a gal in my mind :.... honestly i don't really wanan interview her.. she's not serious at all.. so i only talk abit and then she say she will call me... (not i wil lcall her is she will call me ) even if she call me i doubt i will accept...

Another one is a woman age 49... i hope she will be chosen, she's single loyal type... and very sincere.. but the age scares my boss -.-... hope he will change his mind...

Today i browse thru the pic.... happy and sad make someone look so different isn't it? June my collegue wife...told me something in this world there's no ugly woman but there's only lazy woman....Ever since i do facial, go gym, eat healthy etc.... the most important is

I'm happy.... so happy compare to last time... i never feel so happy bfore... last time i'm always stress and worried about lotsa of stuff... i don't dare to go out of the circle to see the wide world outside the circle i choose to go around that circle... now i'm out... and i look back into the circle... i'm glad i took the step :)... a new life is just a step away....

Ok some cross stitch pic to share :D i do by myself leh :O serious -.- ....

One is a year ago.. one is today.... last time i look so sad and old :( ...

Thats all for today ba... later i'm going gym see can take sneak shot not and post up tomorrow :D take care all :O

New Blog skin...

2007-04-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

Finally, finish the blog skin... sorry take so long but no time la... i don't feel like blogging until i change skin de ....HAHAHA...

Recently rain so heavily... then lightning strike... so scare... no place to hide liao la... must dig a hole and hide -.-....

And this building (where i'm working) power down like 3 times per week... very irritating. I xin xin gu gu type email wanna send to bug then hor suddenly black out... but only 2 paragraph.. -_- then i stop and say will send tomorrow then until now lor WHAHAHA -.- die ler... ok tomorrow sure will reply... today also got lightning not safe la :P

Ok hmmm yesterday i took pic of my facial products ^^ cos i super ai mei now...i don't wan to see the pale old hag anymore!! I'm not young anymore. I'm 16 already leh... even thought still a small flower but still need to water daily right :D... Ok la... share my pic with u :D

More information tomorrow hehe i go home sleep ler!! byeeee!!!

Lazy Bee, where did you go

2007-03-07T10:29:00.000+08:00

Bad food :S so dad got piss off with the food here we found opposite ck dept store

My fav red dragon fruit good for health and good for ladies who wan to be more pretty

What lies beneath....

CHINATOWN
I did something stupid there though -.-... my dad taking a hmm toy... to show me... it's like tangling furry ball... which they sell for $2.50.... my dad showing me and shout "do you wan this?" while i'm on another side of street, so i say "Oh i got already i bought in KL... $1... RM.." Then dad o.O and look at me.... then i realize opps all looking at us... then realize they selling for $2.50 :S ... sometimes i very blur la hahahha no harm harm my sis laugh like mad -.- ...

Heheheh, Yosss!!! haloooo, sorry that i've disappear for a month. There's a bad point about me which all people know i guess is... I love to MIA (Missing in action)... Sigh i also dunno why but sometimes just no direction to go.... or dun know which direction to go... so most of my time in KL didn't really come back to sg when i'm alone... but recently i come back quite alot because Jon come here for holiday.. so i slack off blog for the moment... hmm wat really happen... hard to say thru words... jus see pic la! hahaha we only take a few... cos i lazy to take : ... not much pic of me cos i didn't gym for that one month now cannot be viewed LOL...

2007-01-26T08:59:00.001+08:00

Recently didn't go back to sg, cos if i go back to sg i can only hit gym 3 times a week.. no choice even though it's not as fast as expected but at least it's going down :D BA-SHA!!!!!

Anyway... a new member in my family which i suppose to introduce awhile ago, tada!

FLYING TURTLE HEHHE cute hor?!!!! it's quite hard to take a shot though cos he always close his eyes :D

It snow in england yesterday, so hubby know that i always wanna see snow... so he took pic and show me... :D

His Backyard

My handmade present for hubby valentines day ehhehe he will be taking flight in few hours time, he will have to set off at 6am and currently he's sleeping right now... so he won't be checking blog so it's a good time to show the present ... hmm i used total around 6 hours for the whole thing... skipped two days gym and did this at home, using color clay and plasticine... :

Sushi set

Roast Chicken with sweet corn, broccoli, carrot and potato... potato sauce = Glue..

Strawberry cake with chocolate coating and white icing ...

Pastry, rolls etc

Crab.. some leg missing :

Thats my fav :D... look so cute to me LOL... steam buns, siew mai, dumpling and chopsticks...

Fishy fishy

wow using camera spot alot of hmm bad handicraft but can't view from human eye :... well i'm a beginner so better than nothing :D hope he like it!!! thats all for today love ya all!!

2007-01-15T07:47:00.000+08:00

Long time didn't blog, leech too much... wonder all prepared for the coming chinese new year? buy new clothes, shoes etc :O? ... too bad sunday is the first day of chinese new year and i have to go back on sunday 6.30pm -.-..... good news is Jonathan is coming down on 26 jan :D which is 2 weeks from now so happy :D, he will be here for whole month...

My collegue, Frankel. His mum past away on 1st jan, so chinese culture he can't celebrate chinese new year but he took one whole week leave for that week which pisses another collegue of mine...because 4 of us, only one is allowed to take leave, as F mark down his name of the year 2007 calendar which is like (reserved) the leave long ago :s... me and T saw the calendar we are shock since when he reserved it, might be nov or something... i'm quite angry too jus feel he's very greedy as he took every year, so since he took whole week leave on that week, T advise me to take leave on 16 feb which is fri, so i have time to stay with my parents so i did that then last week F says he need to take leave on that fri too :S... T says he will work 12 hours, but i think i shall cancel my leave....i need to call agency to try cancel and change the ticket to friday... but ... so since he took leave then we can't anymore :(.. got to work what to do :S...

Sat morning 5am woke up and meet my collegues for breaksfast at petaling street dim sum... they open at 5am... so after breakfast while walking to LRT station, my collegue told me about the F can't celebrate chinese new year and he asked him do he stll intend to take leave F say yes. While talking my collegue got more n more angry. Then they went to take coach back to sg while wai kuan and me go back tog, as she will be sleeping in the office and we will go gym tog later of the day as she would like to try out... so we went gym tog and she love it hehehe....then we go lunch tog at a chinese restaurant, as my collegues keep saying how brillant their dim sum is... it's true :S very brillant... everything is so tender and nice lol...

Ok thats all for today :O...greetings to all my friends, may god bless all of you.

How you spend your christmas?

2006-12-27T07:45:00.000+08:00

Fri travel back to sg, then around 7pm Roy called me, saying he like to meet up maybe during christmas eve afternoon, we can go out with jack, rh, dd, ying etc... but we were talking about jack need to accompany gf, dd and rh will have own appt, ying might have date with someone.... when it's very common christmas spend with hubby or bf de right?

This year i spend with family and hubby, cos end up roy didn't call me on sunday i think because he can't get them, Roy didi kena poor thing all got gf then he's very lonely...this year i can't celebrate with love one :( and hor those gals i knew is either married, happily attached or surrounded by tons of guys, also very paisay to ask them out right? sigh.... but still i'm having fun, it's relaxing walking around with parents and back home hubby staying with me ^^ thanks hun :D...next year i will have christmas there!!! (try)

On christmas which is Monday, what i do on that day? travel back to KL lor.... oooh yea bug say maybe she's coming down on jan.... heheheh woooooo, actually my bed big enough la dun need to sleep frankel's room... cos he got skin problem :| so around once a month he will move the mattress to the hall and SPRAAAAAAYYYYY insecticide all over it...and leave it there for the weekend.. then monday night he will move back to his room! :| scary hor??

The best thing is we can go shopping , eat around, those night place :D!!.. always wanna go but no friends here :(....will see how is it ba...

This whole week as Tim will be on leave until thurs then frank last min take leave for the week because his mum need to go operation something like that... so me and ter got to work longer hours... i will work from 7 to 5 or 6 then ter 5 to 2 or 3.... sighh

ok la thats all for today! buaaai

Awaiting for christmas

2006-12-20T11:03:00.000+08:00

Sorry, always forgot to blog la :S... i feel time pass so fast... especially good time... this weekend i will come back to sg, told roy maybe can meet up with them as they ask me many times ler... then sunday night number 3 bird day.... hahaha bird day on christmas nothing to say liao...

Tim on one week leave... his baby girl should be within these 2 days... the gal he's been awaiting for... can't wait to see :D...

Ok, i put a counter for my blog today. Hahah because one of my collegue ask me do i know where to get the counter so i show her and also "on the way" put one for myself... hehehehehe

Hope everyone is doing ok....my health is much better now can gym can swim can eat hahaha.... hope next time you all see me will see the slim me!! jia you!!

Won't be blogging for this week

2006-12-14T11:50:00.000+08:00

Hi all, sorry been missing this week, i got food poisoning since monday morning.... really really sick... went to doctor twice... recovering in process, if not cure need to go back doc again for a jab :S... doc ask me to drink as much 100 plus as possible to replenish my energy omg i can't even walk properly :( ... worse i can't put in any food... even water can make me vomit so bad... but today i feel better....hope will recover soon... miss all.... will update more details when back... Love ya

Busy gyming

2006-12-07T08:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry, long time didn't blog. Hehe, cos i'm busy gyming and for two weeks i'm in KL but this weekend i'm coming back. Stay two weeks in KL then keep gyming, i already switch to Gold gym cos california fitness contract ends so i have a look at gold gym which is right beside my apartment and office wow!! it's great, well it's not grand or elegant like california, it's like those neighhood gym atmostphere but still i like it... it's cheaper then california... it's $140 per month compare to california 200 per month...

And it's not on contract base... it's only one month deposit..when you wanna end your contract anytime, they will just waive the last month with your deposit and then terminate your membership... cool right? hehehe... and example if happen next month you can't make it... you going holiday or etc... just inform them bforehand..that month they will only charge you 30% instead of full amount...

Muay thai classes coming soon to the gym :... i don't dare to join anyway... :S must be all so slim so.... Anyway i'm taking herbalife together with gym hope to slim fast because i'm going to quit this job soon to go back to Singapore, i have think so a long time but i think i really want to go back Singapore have a simple job and change environment. Around next year april i think, anyway i already told tim, he say he do understand my situation and i'm still young living alone is just not what i want now. Family laughter and warmth is important, i doesn't want to spend chinese new year alone in the apartment and going everywhere alone, doing the same thing again n again...

It's been 2 weeks since i sign up gold gym, lol those staff know my name :P cos i already went 12 times for the 2 weeks :! this week is the 3rd week i already went 2 times.... and today i will be going too... Anyway miss all of you... take care...

In england, update...

2006-11-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

Ok, sorry was pretty busy recently let me update a few right now... hehehhe

Holiday in England from 4 Nov to 17 Nov

Taking Flight to England

4th Nov, 6am in the morning alone with luggage took a cab and reach airport around 6.45...during the journey i'm staring out the window thinking omg the day has come... i'm going England today and was quite worried as it's the third time i ever get on flight... as i knew this day will be coming soon so i tried to remember the steps when i'm went hongkong trip few months ago...

Just then, bug called... that's early and it's a perfect timing... actually i already intend to give my friends a message before i left so i talked to her and then she told me about handcarry luggage sharp things not allowed etc which i already know about it (knowledge from hongkong trip remember?) ...and she told me about liquid not allowed thru UK custom... which i have no idea of it so i went uh oh on the phone... then she ask me what i have in the hand carry....

Shower foam, shampoo, facial foam, pepsi gold edition (for jonathan)

so she say all cannot... once i reaches airport i rush to the ladies put all my shower stuff into the big luggage bag.... then i check in using credit card and i already choose my seat... it's 48H which i chose online.... then i remember i forgot to sms my friends -.- when i'm on flight sorry all :(

Red highlighted box, the seat i got...

take me quite long to choose the seat cos most of them are taken.... so i pick this to me is among the best, first it's along the corridor so i can go washroom freely.... then i'm sooo lucky... no one sitting beside me... means the two seats are empty... i had all 3 seats to myself hehehe so i sit in the middle, rest my leg on the right seat and hand on the left seat hehehe!! and another lady do what i did too cos we are the only two with good seats.... she's sitting middle row.... 3 empty seats....13 hours... honestly it's not really easy but it's not hard for me either too.... if someone sitting beside me i think it will be tough feeling uneasy and squeezy ...

Reached airport.... i follow everyone to the immigration place.... then the lady asked me a few questions like how long i'm staying and what's the purpose of the travel so i told her.... then went thru.... go collect my luggage... and saw hunny with his mum and dad right outside.... he give me a big hug.... and his dad n mum give me hug n welcome kiss too... then we head back to home.... it's sooo cooling... around 13 degree i think.....

Alright... that night we went to firecracker ceremony.... abit rush... come home bath had noodles that his mum cooked... and head down to the firecracker place it's very very cold.... around 6 degree.. when you talk... there's steam coming out from your mouth really cool lol...for singaporean will love it.... but need winter clothing though....

Next day, we went around Histon for a walk... and there's a pond there with tons of ducks and hmm geese...it's around 5 mins walking distance from home.... i'm so happy when i saw ducks around me so we went over and i got chase by those ducks -_-... they keep following me and all come out of the water and walking over to us....

then we walk near the pond....duck march towards us... pic below...

Then this duck keep looking at us... quite fierce hehehe but it don't move when we taking pic of it....

What am i doing....

Sea gulls relaxing on the roof of a shop....

More shops.... Cambridge Histon... the village where Hun stays....

Types of coke..... o.O see the price of it.... EXPENSIVE!!! 1 GBP = SGD3 .... so it's $4.50 per bottle... it's on promotion now... normally it's around SG$6 per bottle, other place selling around SG$3.50 (for small bottle of drinks)

hhahaa cool hor? look like grim reaper :D.... please ignore the feet -.-.... i did force to bought a pair of shoes the next day ... I'm shivering... it's hmm 7 degree celcius.... actually 10 degree already vry cold... don't think like 10 degree is small case (which i did) but end up -.- it's sooo cold :S... the tap water we have to use red one (hot) instead of the blue one (cold) blue one - icy cold....

Jonathan's Mum, Me and Jonathan's Dad, i thought he did took a pic of the food but he didn't... lol... anyway Jonathan's mum made roast chicken ^^ with potato and parsnips sooo yummy... plus their chicken soooo much bigger than ours :S.... mini turkey.... their pet dogs are sooo big too -_o....no jokes... i will try to take pic of dogs if i can...

Along the walkway somewhere.... i just think the view is quite cool

Pumpkin, Jonathan's dad made it... hehehe....

Next day we had BBQ at their garden then we play firecracker.... only took a few pictures cos we wanna enjoy the fire works.....Jonathan's dad doing the lightup and i'm so afraid that i cover my ears way through.... but it's nice though... never seen fireworks sooo near bfore...and of course never set fireworks bfore, since it's illegal in singapore....Over here it's isn't but it's quite expensive....the cheap one (which we got) is like 45 sing for 2 boxes (because buy one get one free).... they are those really hmmm simple fireworks... it's like shoot up to the sky... the firework is like small bit of stars fart on the sky.... hehehe but some is really nice... those very nice one which we saw during national day celebration are those really expensive ones......

The next morning i'm hungry.... then of cos my hunny, jonathan make me breakfast :P... then he make me cheesy mash and prepare toast with all kinds of cheese on it and feed me :D i give a cranky ewww face when i ate the part with blue cheese which make him laugh so badly -_-....... the toast are great and cheesy mash it's sooo sooo nice that i got addicted to it.... really nice... it's like cube thingie place in a bowl and put in microwave and it's done..

And i'm sooo happy there, the place is soo beautiful... really beautiful... a place with yellow, orange, pink, green trees everywhere... instead of only green... just scroll around with falling leaves, fresh air, beautiful scenery, cooling weather, you don't even have to bath and you still smell nice end of the day... beautiful birds and seagulls flying around and ducks, goose, swan (yea we saw alot of swans!!! black, white and brown) it's soooo beautiful swimming around the pond or river, normally in cartoon showing swan put their head down into the water and wiggle it's butt on the surface of the pond.... yea they do that lol soooo hilarous and cute, they are actually eating weeds.

Everything just so wonderful and natural...asking me to give a rating i will definately give 100%.... it just soo perfect... i really love this place

Oh yea also i bought alot of stockings!... black, sherry black heheheh...wild dressing ooo i like..... next time i go i will get long boots, stockings with boots. Best!!...ok now i will upload the rest of the picture....

Standing beside hunny's home car garage.

Sunset
Happy couples scrolling outside King's College garden... How sweet life can be

The next morning after i reach England

The work of a professional photographer (this two pic of his dad was taken by Jonathan)

Storage and Fridge aka English Family

My hubby, camera advertisment

Home sweet home :O

Head to Ely

Dead underneath

Ely- Church, it's a huge church, Jonathan's mum told me it's 8 centuries old... full of history and stories in the church and the dead underneath the ground (not where we standing).

Down the path to another place.... i spot a hedgehog :D....

I chase this duck for awhile :D....soo cute : then it stop and giving us a confused look...

Beware of passing-by DUCKS... o.O

Carol's (Jonathan elder sister) dog, named Ebby.... I love her... soo gentle and nice :D...

Going Southwold

Dog that look like soft toy o.O super cute!!!!!!!!! When i come soo close, it didn't bark or move... only keeping it's eye on me wondering what i going to do with him/her.

Beer brewing factory.... the fragnant of wheat soooo nice... another end of the building it's smell of beer :

Some college at town area.... can't remember the name

Quite sad that i didn't take picture of all places :(... cos we are in hurry most of the time so :(.... next time hope i can come for longer :O

When come back... the flight was so uncomfortable because all seats full, can't rest well only sit straight for 13 hours, backache, butt pain pain ... then the ang moh sitting beside me -.- when he sleep his head is like 1 cm from my head :S!!! or less -.- cos i can feel his hair brushing on my face.... then he open his leg quite big... guys are like this.... so imagine his thigh and my thigh together for hours -.- even when he's awake ... cos it's small plane .... and packed soo :(...

.... ok that's all!!!! hehehe only upload a few pic though.... next time i will take more!!!... will blog the rest later :D thanks jonathan and his parents, sisters and auntie.... i really had soo much fun... :) take care all

First day in england...

2006-11-05T15:40:00.000+08:00

...Arrived in England successfully, actually everything go smoothly...from update again....alot of things to do will update tml... love all

Sorry for MIA so long

2006-11-02T08:19:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry really busy with work as i need to finish all my stuff bfore i can go holiday but a good thing is my boss gave all the cheques now which helps me alot... if not those bill will be piling up, too many stuff :( getting old now... i can feel the white hair coming out :O... anyway finally finished all my stuff but realize there's a cheque with wrong amount... total payment suppose to be 644.50... it's a lump sum of 4 bills... from tenaga nasional (electric) but one of the four bills... should be 110.50 but i wrote 100.50 -___-... so the cheque result in shortage of 10.... so i ask my office boy to gave them the cheque and rm10 payment.... but they say no seperate payment -_- so the next day i ask him down with the cheque and advise them to forward 10 to next month ALSO CANNOT?!!! omg :S got money also dont wan? let them wait lor -_- can't be bothered...

Alot :s... now afraid my collegue cheque will be bounced... bcos D call me to wait for his notice bfore issue the cheque which i forgot -.- and already issue the cheque one day bfore he call me... (i didn't tell him though) if it's fine i wont... if it's not -.- then i tell him... then this morning jo come in with a bounced cheque :!!!! sob... i ask her to re-deposit now... cos the date she deposit, my boss bank was empty ...so...-_- now there's money inside... hope everything wil be ok...

Another thing to announce is... i'm going England this sat... morning 9am flight... ticket booked :O all packed...will pack the remaining on fri night.... first time travelling on plane alone :.... infact this will be the third time i get on plane :.... like a noobie from isolated island -_-..... hope i know what to do at airport hehee wish me luck... will update when i reach ok? Love all!!!

What a day...

2006-10-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

I arrange for air-con servicing for our apartment...the date set was yesterday 11a.m... Arranged Frankel to stay home until in order for them to proceed the servicing... but the contractors were late... they called me around 12... saying no one at home and then i saw Frankel came into office :s.. i was like omg why you come office?? All he did is complaining they are late so i have no choice to rush back home.

Sigh what can i say? He's old man so take it as i give in to him ba... So i rush home...brought them in... then watch them climbing high and low..then they speak cantonese which i don't understand -__- or melayu :S... so no choice i jus let them do what they need...

Then around an hour later they say they are done :O... so fast cos the agent told me at least 4-5 hours ... but contractor says there's alot of workers so it's fast.... imagine 5 guys -.- i had my lunch at home, my office boy send to my house... so hungry ... Then after they left i clean the house it's sooo dirty foot prints everywhere OMG... then i turn on all the air con to let it run for awhile hehe... then i sneak into Frankel's room to leech network from my neighbour :p... then around an hour later i go bath... and surf net for awhile talking hunny then around 6... prepare dinner... hehehe :D... no noodles at home :S so i search my fridge...

Tada....

Roti Prata!! Well actually the name is Roti Canai but Singapore named it Roti Prata... It's cheap, but remain frozen.. DO NOT DEFROZE.. cook it when it's frozen..

Pssssttttttttttttt..... cooking in process.... medium fire... wait for it to hmm harden..before we flip :D..

FLIPPED... but flip abit too early -_- then i go to my room and take my camera to take all the picture :D..

When i'm back.....

Sob sob!!! Chao tar :( ... nevermind -.- not very jia lak... still edible hehe...

Served :D....

Next dishes :D... Organic Spinach ....

Please ignore the botton wording "Water detergent" that's the washing machine -_- i took the pic on the machine... lol impossible water detergent in veggie right??... Ok this is frozen pack... expiry date is one year... really good n fresh...

oooo Freezing... frozen spinach...

After i rinse it with water... hehe all ice gone ... Look sooo green :O ...

A table spoon of oyster sauce, one fermented beancurd, some pepper... ... Boillllll...... So when boiled i put in the vege and cover it...simmer for awhile... while simmer... i make myself green tea... with green tea powder...

Green tea powder... Green tea powder much more natural and concerntrated compare to tea leaves... this pack itself cos S$13 from Cold Storage....

Don't use hot water though, all favor will be gone if you do that... This is iced water....

Ohhhh.... smell sooo nice...

This tidy bit will do the trick.... it's more than enough... in fact this amount is consider very concerntrated for that cup...

Accident happen >_<... as my camera slipped through my fingers but i manage to get hold of the camera but not the spoon.... : (

Stirrrrrr.....................

Here we go ^^ nice green tea, hmm no sugar though i like it without... so might be bitter to some of you but i like the taste :D...

Spinach done :D.... yummy... look at the steam :O...

My dinner ^^ Opps :s.... should flip it...

Tada!!!! That's much better :D....

Wow, it's nearly 4p.m, that's all for today ^^ continue tomorrow....

Sleepy Panda

2006-10-18T10:22:00.000+08:00

Really tired today -_- Frank called me around 9.45pm (i'm sleeping) to ask me something about work... then i can't get to sleep after that... then i recall something while trying to sleep.... One of my collegue went England for studies.... suppose to come back to work yesterday she went for around 2 months i think and i already arranged her to start work yesterday.... I realize at the moment... ask myself OMG she didn't come work today she suppose to :... then LOL i can't do anything cos it's like 11pm -_-.... one whole day at work i didn't thought about her :s... am i old? sigh... Then i called her this morning, she got the wrong timing hehehe..

Ok, something to share.... thanks Medi for his post and i think it's interesting so i also found some, decided to share it...

Creative Advertisment

An advertisement by Jung von Matt/Alster for watchmaker IWC. Bus straps have been fashioned from images of IWC's Big Pilot's Watch to allow bus travellers near the airport to try before they buy at Berlin, Germany. 16 more advertisements after the jump.

The BEST a cat can get ...

A print of a cup of Folgers coffee was placed on top of manhole covers in New York City, USA. Holes on the print allows the steam to come out. Wordings around the cup reads 'Hey, City That Never Sleeps. Wake up." from Folgers.

An innovative idea on a large billboard in Amsterdam, Netherlands. It really makes you want that 'Heineken'.

Life-size stickers of people were stuck on automatic sliding doors at a mall in Mumbai, India. When someone approaches the doors move apart and it feels like the people on the door are moving away. The person enters to find the message 'People Move Away When You Have Body Odour'.

A sticker has been placed on the high voltage box depicting that Duracell's batteries were used. Cool advertisement found in Malaysia.

A life size sticker for the horror movie 'The Maid' in Singapore placed near the toilet round the corner. The kind of advertisement that makes you pee in your pants.

A giant mirror was built that allowed passersby to stop and look at themselves wearing Indivi clothes at a shopping mall in Tokyo, Japan

An advertisement for a job recruiting company in Berlin, Germany. Depicting people working in the vending machines, ATMs, it delivers the message that 'Life is too short for the wrong job'.

Stickers were placed in selected car park locations and car workshops where the product is sold in Malaysia. It delivers the message that M-Tech Plasma HID Lights are 300% brighter than regular headlights. The burn effect sticker from the headlights really leaves an impression.

A special need for strong teeth...interesting ads definately caught viewers attention.

Life size images were stuck on glass doors at shops, airports in South Africa for the advertisement of glass and window cleaner I.C.U. The expression on the face is priceless.

This is a creative ad by Mini Cooper placed at the Zurich, Switzerland train station. It gives the perception that the Mini Cooper has a large space.

Another advertisment board... by Renault

Ok that's all for today.... will blog more tomorrow... cheers..

The Crazzzzyyy Night

2006-10-17T09:54:00.000+08:00

Sat, quite a busy day... went out in the morning to order cake for my dad, this weekend will be celebrating his birthday... Hmm bought this Hazelnut Praline Cheesecake (Click to view) for him, look soo nice right? Then i get a slice to try with mum and sis, all of them say it's delicious...

After that got a short meeting to attend... then went back to rest awhile and take MRT down to meet bug and jac suppose to meet for dinner... but they are late so i went to Memories and look for brother instead... Reached there inform the staff to bring me to the room that booked by bug... then when i turn around i saw brother sitting there like stone hahahah.... even nod at me somemore -_-... then i say eeee you saw me didn't call me then he laugh... then we go in together...cos bug say brother already there if i didn't saw him in the room i going to call police to report missing liao lalala... then go in... he order orange juice which shock me...

He say bug advise to order one bottle of martell and he can order one drink he wan so he order orange juice lor... then i say don't tell me you drive hor? he nod LOL then i say u die liao bug sure whack u... just then bug came in with jac... they missed the bus stop... and alight at cantonment instead... Drunk bfore drinking... Ok... now something interesting happen... Let's call jac number 3.... number 3 got drunk and she's soo funny throughout the night... weird is no one eat peanuts today... so number 3 use peanuts as ashtray...

see? the pink cigarette butt from our number 3 lor... bug realize it then it's obviously she's the one as she's the one smoking Skylite that night...hehehe...

Gazing at her "peanuts" work, couldn't believe what she has done to the nuts... i got alot of pic of her... but to protect her i put this one which can't see her face...if not she go out ppl throw peanuts at her how? LOL the rest is for OUR PRIVATE VIEWING hehehe

Then that night bug braid her hair at the ktv look so cute... i wanna try also when hair abit longer so i can look younger! -_- got to admit i really look old...

Ok that's all for today... ^^ cya!!

Everything happened so fast.

2006-10-13T10:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday morning, my collegue called me... to inform me that Joanne will be absent for today as her dad past away in the morning. Actually i wasn't quite shock about her dad passed away but i'm shock that it happen so fast. Immediately i call management regarding this news and ask them for hmm Bai jing. So i ask frank to fork out first as i need to go down quick on company behalf... then i went down with Rachel to attend the funeral.

This is the second funeral i attend ever since i'm in KL... First time was Rachel's mum...First time i was there i'm speechless don't know what to do or say to her... i can only watch and wait... But this is something that need to happen which she can't avoid and she's strong enough to go thru it in her own way but anyway she don't have a choice isn't it... sometimes we are forced to be strong for situation like this..

First scene, chanting... Joanne and her sister kneeing down...her mum telling us to sit down and get drinks for us... Joanne got really swollen eyes, tears must be flowing like tap water before we came. Rachel introduce she's her collegue and introduce me as her superior... i'm abit shy cos her mum quite shock : i dress too simple like normal supermarket assistant lol.... then we sit down while watching Joanne... I've thinking she's really strong... she can control herself not to cry infront of us...and she tell me what happen... which i'm kinda pissed off with the nurses after she told me. how inresponsible are they..... was like her dad hmm i dunno how u call that... something from nose and throat... liquid thingie... over flow his nose n mouth and they need to use a thing to suck it out so that he can breathe... she inform the nurses 3 times... that it's overflowing need the doctor but the nurse ignore her... and was there watching tv and listening to radio... until in the end the heart stop... she inform the nurse again... but the nurse scolded her telling her not to say things like this it's not that serious... in the end they realize it's true then they call the doctor... but heart stopped what can they do now? it's too much right?? hello someone is there worrying her dad! Someone so important to her... and can't they just make the effort to just inform the doctor?

But weird is... when joanne tell me about it she don't look angry at all.. she look helpless... guess when this happen she's feeling helpless instead of angry... as the result for her dad... there's 3 outcome... he left us, bcome vegetarian for life or in coma.... this is the best path for her dad... i can't help to feel that sour from her words thru my heart... as my dad and me are so close, he love me alot... infact he dote me the most because of what i did to the family when they are getting divorce... i recall everything when i shout right infront of my dad with tears telling him how important is the family... and when he shed his first tears infront of me... ever since we are that close... i can't help to feel the pain... so i try to talk normally to her we end up making fun of her as she fold the "Paper money" i got to say she really fold badly lol...

The place is sooo isolated... it's like in the middle of the forest... you have to turn into that long isolated path to get there... the only way to get out is...drive us out... so we wait then someone from there drove us out and we took the cab from the main road. That's the end of it... May god bless her..

Dearest regards

2006-10-10T07:15:00.000+08:00

Sending my dearest regard to Jo, may god bless you and your dad :(....

Stay strong gal... giving you best blessing and let me know if there's anything i can help... don't worry just let me know...

Ok i'm abit confused recently -_- history replaying itself soon... will talk to bug this weekend...

Sometimes you wish to do something to change your life but don't have the guts to let go what you have.... until something happen which you have no choice but to make changes... it might not be a bad thing... I'm stepping out pretty soon i believe ^^...

Thanks hunny for staying with me, i feel pretty bad too.. as i fed up at him many times -_- my temper get so bad that time....but on Sat i hurt hunny again which also hurt me, i promised i will go back to my own self :).... I'm sorry hunny i promise i won't leave you ^^....

Yesterday i tried to make two hard boiled egg in office for dinner... -_- then i take egg from office fridge... boiled it... and before i eat it... i saw something..

Very ER XIN right?! both the egg is like this :S... the brown thing i dun know what's that... look like worm -_-.... so no matter what everyone do crack the eggs on the plate -.- instead of just cracking it into your cooking pot.. imagine if i crack that in noodle :S i might not realize and eat it!... -_-

speak to Sanjay awhile this morning... he's getting married on 29 january, ooo congratulation!!!... wonder when will be my turn lol... :p ok that's all for today ^^ take care all.. hope you like the song!

New blog skin

2006-10-09T08:40:00.000+08:00

Hahahha switch to darkness theme ^^....

I personally love this skin alot!!.... alot of effort :S.... the wording i did it myself too... cool right?

ALL: RIGHT!

thanks ^^ .... (-.- dreaming?)

songs feature from Jay Chou - Ben cao gang mu... it's one of my hmmm daily song now i got to listen everyday it's so nice and watch the video mtv from youtube... it's sooo cool...

I'm trying to put something new in my blog which i can push a few songs and viewers can just click and play the songs they wanna... but need sometime to figure out how to...

Yest in office sleep at 3am but i heard someone open the door around 3.30am :s which wake me up, go around the office to see who's that but no one :O... so i go back to sleep but keep hearing "TACK TACK" sound : ... so i go back home and take my charm... which my bro gave me...

normally i wear that if i'm sleeping in office but i come office straight so i dind't go home n take... in the end -.- i went home and take it... then be able to sleep soundly...

maybe i think too much but its true that i feel at ease... oh yea brother says you can't buy this anywhere... someone from temple gave it to him... it's she li zhi of a high monk... anyway i'm damn tired now :(.... wanna sleep .... go home will sleep like pig lol... bug if u want this song let me know i slot it in the cd i'm burning for u too...
Ok take care all ^^

Fermented Bean aka Natto

2006-10-04T14:23:00.000+08:00

Yo... i recovered ^^ but been sleeping alot recently, too tired :S... as body fight against the sickness for so long now it need rest :D i sleep like pig through the night... anyway today Joanne show me Natto which i've been talking alot about recently... I wanna get -_- but only available in some Cold Storage in Singapore.. it's japanese product...as you know cold storage carries jap products :D... Picture of Natto

Nattō is a traditional Japanese food made from fermented soybeans, popular especially at breakfast. A rich source of protein, nattō and the soybean paste miso formed a vital source of nutrition in feudal Japan. Nattō is an acquired taste due to its powerful smell (which tends to leave its consumer with unpleasant breath), strong flavour and sticky consistency. In Japan nattō is most popular in the eastern Kanto region.

Appearance and consumption

The first thing noticed by the uninitiated after opening a pack of natto is the very strong smell, akin to strong cheese and the pickled vegetable known as kimchi. Stirring the natto produces lots of spiderweb-like strings. The natto itself has a somewhat nutty, savory, somewhat salty flavor that belies its odor. Foreigners in Japan trying natto for the first time generally tend to either love it or hate it.

Natto is most commonly eaten at breakfast to accompany rice, possibly with some other ingredients, for example soy sauce, tsuyu broth, mustard, scallions, grated daikon, okra, or a raw quail egg. In Hokkaido and northern Tohoku region, some people dust natto with sugar. Natto is also commonly used in other foods, such as natto sushi, natto toast, in miso soup, salad, as an ingredient in okonomiyaki, or even with spaghetti or as fried natto. A dried form of natto, having little odor or sliminess, can be eaten as a nutritious snack. There is even natto ice cream.

Natto is often considered an acquired taste and causes many different reactions in people. Some people love the taste and the aroma of natto, whereas other people hate the smell and the appearance. The perceived taste of natto can differ greatly between people - some find it tastes very strong and cheesy and may use it in small amounts to flavor rice or noodles, while others find it tastes "bland and unremarkable", requiring the addition of flavoring condiments such as mustard and soy sauce. Some manufacturers produce an odorless or low-odor natto. The split opinion about its appearance and taste might be compared to Vegemite in Australia and New Zealand, haggis in Scotland, blue cheese in France, lutefisk in Norway and Sweden, and Marmite in the UK. Even in Japan, natto is more popular in some areas than in others. Natto is known to be popular in the eastern Kanto region (Tokyo), but less popular in Kansai (Osaka, Kobe). About 50,000 tons of natto are consumed in Japan each year.

Medical benefits

Natto is claimed to have many medical benefits, and Japanese often say that eating natto is good for your health. Some of these claims are backed by medical research. Natto for example contains a compound Pyrazine, which not only gives natto its distinct smell, but also reduces the likelihood of blood clotting. It also contains a serine protease type enzyme called nattokinase[1] which may also reduce blood clotting both by direct fibrinolysis of clots, and inhibition of the plasma protein plasminogen activator inhibitor 1. This may help to avoid thrombosis, as for example in heart attacks, pulmonary embolism, or strokes. An extract from natto containing nattokinase is available as a dietary supplement.

Studies have shown that oral administration of nattokinase leads to a mild enhancement of fibrinolytic activity in rats[2] and dogs. It is therefore plausible to hypothesize that nattokinase might reduce blood clots in humans, although clinical trials have not been conducted.
Natto also contains large amounts of Vitamin K, which is involved in the formation of calcium-binding groups in proteins, assisting the formation of bone, and preventing osteoporosis. Vitamin K1 is found naturally in seaweed, liver and some vegetables, while vitamin K2 is found in fermented food products like cheese and miso. Natto has very large amounts of vitamin K2, approximately 870 micrograms per 100 grams of natto.

Natto also contains many chemicals alleged to prevent cancer, as for example daidzein, genistein, infrabin, phytoestrogen, and the chemical element selenium. However, most of these chemicals can also be found in other soy bean products, and their effect on cancer prevention is uncertain at best. Some sources also claim that natto has a cholesterol-lowering effect.[citation needed]
Natto is also said to have an antibiotic effect, and was used as medicine against dysentery by the Imperial Japanese Army before World War II. Furthermore, natto is said to improve digestion, reduce the effects of aging, and to prevent obesity (also possibly due to a low calorie content of approximately 90 calories per 7-8 grams of protein in an average serving), although this seems to be based only on an analysis of the chemicals contained in natto, and not on any medical study.

Natto is also sometimes used as an ingredient of pet food, and it is claimed that this improves the health of the pets. Natto is known to reverse hair loss in men due to phytoestrogens, which can lower testosterone that causes baldness.

Thanks to Wikipedia for the cool information, anyway it's really healthy stuff i tasted it today.. well hmm it taste quite fine... but the after taste is OMG : very weird but over rall i quite like it :D... How i get to know Natto? Firstly is from Shin chan (La pi xiao xin) then a show from taiwan recently it's a beauty show for gals... then i watched it... they talking about that... and a gal from Sunday girls... say that in Japan those gals almost had it daily for breakfast... no wonder jap gals skin so nice -_-.... ok i wanna buy :(!!! will go find this weekend :D... Love all... (Ps: the message abit long but it's pretty useful...and good for urself) ^^ cya :D

Weird dream

2006-09-26T09:58:00.000+08:00

I slept from 8pm to morning o.O... my body so weak so tired... that i only know how to sleep -.-.... i had a very very weird dream.... i dreamed of my ex-collegue, Shirley. Who always make me vomit blood in office in the past -_-".... bug vomit blood too... lol.... she's that type of person if she make mistake (which she does all the time) and you hmm scold her... she will reply "Huh?" -_- without knowing what you trying to say... or she will be smiling to the monitor herself ...

S: *smiling to monitor*

Me: Hmm, S, can you check this first?

S: *smiling to monitor*

Me: hmm S?

S: *smiling to monitor*

Me: -.- hello?

S: *still smiling*

Me: SSSS!!!!!

S: *turn her head around slowly* "huh?"

-_-.... thats her... ok after her short introduction... lets go on with my dream...

Mum called my hp and say Shirley gave me a dog... and say dad and her allow to keep the dog.. i was :O? really? i can have the dog?? (without knowing what dog is it)... she reply yea they love the dog... so i rush home... to my shock!!!

The dog look exactly like legendary Pixiu!!! my boss have alot too
Picture of Pi xiu

I point with shiver and say This is pixiu!!!!!

it's living and kicking!... soo scary...

Then mum and dad patting it saying it's cute :!!!! i was mum :S it's creepy! pixiu not animal and not suppose to be alive...!

Imagine pixiu with fur :S... it's so scary -_- then i keep a distance with "it" but! it keep following me... the way he bark -.- (suppose to be a dog in this dream so lets say bark) I'ts like tiger roar :s.... i have no choice hide in my room...close the door... when i turn back...it's in the room eating my wallet!

I saw his sharp teeths so scary.. and it's locked with me in the room.... so i look around me found a rod... and threaten to hit it and saying what you trying to do to my wallet?... then he cry (yea :s cry) and drop my wallet... then my heart got soft... and put down the rod....then i realize he's cute and kind -_- and decide to keep it... then i woke up -_-....

Weird dream -_- arggghhh .....

Sat, roy called me, but someone at my house which got to entertain them -_-..... i feel so bad :s cos no chance to talk to him for long... will try to meet up with all maybe the week after as this week i need to repair my handphone and stuff and all my numbers trapped in the phone :( ... i hope will be fixed cos there's alot of new song in it and all my contact! ... ok take care all....

2006-09-22T11:09:00.000+08:00

Was ill for the past few days...went to clinic on hmm tues... doctor say my sore throat and swollen badly plus bad flu...gave me lots antibotics, cough syrup, tablets, flu med and panacedamol to prevent fever from coming...Went back sleep from 3pm to next morning 6am :... as you know i can't take MC when i'm sick so i got to struggle to work and rest on the desk, until Frankel came in i rush back to rest...throat really pain, anything i swollen it hurts :(.. when i talk sounds like i'm crying.. and very bad temper and unreasonable...alot bad side of me acted up...guess i need lotsa rest

Will re blog next week, many things happen. Example recieve news that my dad got sacked...for no reason today..hope will find a job soon... he's going for interview...wish me good luck..will come back soon...need some rest recently till i recover

Good luck to hubby new job

2006-09-19T08:18:00.000+08:00

Hunny start his new job yesterday, computer enginnering or programmer i don't know how u call it but anyway... it's from 8am to 5pm his time which is 3pm - 1am my time.... so he sleep at 7pm his time and wake up at 4am his time to stay 2 hours with me bfore he go work daily :)....

Since he's not around i left the office once frankel came in, went swimming and very very hot sauna...really hot... body all red...then went home rest and took a hot bath OMG feel sooo good... then had meal supplement then read bible then sleep soo soundly... i woke up around 11pm cos i heard man voice -.-... frank watching tv volume soo loud :.... -_- old = hearing problem... :P...

Today i'm going gym... intend to reach there at 4pm so i will leave office around 3.30pm... then gym till 5pm, bath...as i had an appointment with a Ku La man his name is ku la -.-.... as he called me yesterday which i told him about the personal trainer who left without telling me and i wish to refund the remaining 6 session.... :P cos i dun wish to change trainer -.- and i know how to train now.. so will talk this out with him later on....

Sat went fish room with 3 sis and xiao di.... wah... laugh till no voice :... the loudest group i think... that day the fish all very stressed by us... fish as in ..fish from the tank and fish walking around :p... ok.. thats all for today :O... oh yea and one more thing is.... I MISS YING AND DD too ^^ hope u all doing fine :(... take good care of urself....

Spideyyyy!!!!!

2006-09-15T11:10:00.000+08:00

Yooo... hehehe here i am to tempted the food that Mr. Old man Frankel bought for me yesterday :D... OMG it's very very nice :S... just normal econmic rice but the made the food so tasty.... o.- please stop me from eating those next week as the slimming plan re-starting from next week :s... I can to push myself to make the first step next week... since i stopped for one month to eat n enjoy with hunny -.o i feel im bigger now -_- so i have to go back next week :O!! Die die also mus go :D...

Ok the picture...

It's fried chicken (kampong chicken) it's soo tender :S... even taste better than kenny roger we think...

Beancurd with chilli topping very nice!!!

Fried egg.. it's not normal fried egg... until now we dunno what they put in between the egg... cut chilli, green peas and something else :s...

Deep fried squid (Calamari) wooooo so nice!!!!!.... i finish this first :S...

and around 10 mins i finished : Frankel was like OMG so fast :O? Normally you eat much slower ... then i : and say "too nice"

Then he laugh and ask me did i finished it... i nod (guilty)... then he laugh and laugh -.- cos normally i cant finish :S... as others econmic rice is EWWW :s...

Ok.. I did something today :O... i intend to check out my spider pet :D... Outside my office window... about 1 year ago..suddenly one spider hanging outside our sealed window (40+ level high)... Then we were saying "Nah he won't survive, how he get his food?" Ok now... let present the spider king and his families!

The spider with red writting is the king :O the one who give birth to the rest :s there's about hmm around 10 spiders.. no joke -.- the web sooo big... and they got tons of food... because of the size of the web...

Saw the spider? with big big butts ... so Frankel named it as my babies -.- ..

So hungry right now.. frankel walking around in office waitin for the food store to open so he can go eat and tabao for me :D thats all for today, im going to sg today..

Bug leave comment let me know tomorrow go where, whose going and wat time ok?... Cya all

No wonder my post missing -.-

2006-09-15T07:56:00.000+08:00

I remember i did post yesterday :s but seen to be gone -.- cos i post wrong blog lol i post in my test blog :s... Something to announce is i'm going England soon... around beginning of Nov :) .. as there will be fireworks there on 5 Nov, so might have really cool pic to show all of u... hunny will be paying half air ticket for me .. thanks hun :) , nothing much to update though but been getting songs for bug... bug tell me what song u would like to have, just in case i miss any ok? (ok i will get those u want this is update early morning yesterday) ... Ok boss in town recently gonna be good gal :D... today Frankel say will help me buy lunch he say it's very very nice he's been having lunch there for the past few days hmmm later i take pic and update in blog hehe... Ok that's about all... oh yea i got something from a website... to share with you all hehehe...

Dear Ah Beng,

Last week, my see gin nah came home with his report card...NA BEH!!! His favourite subject, Ang Moh, got 66.6% nia!

Lim peh see his results liao si beh tu lan! Cane him upside down!

Before his exam, lim peh ask him to study hard for it, he yaya papaya say he confident to get over 80%. Now he get 66.6% nia!

After canning, he still can shoot me back: Papa, newspaper and TV news say hor 66.6% is good liao leh!

How to answer him sia? How to be a good parent now?

The newspaper, TV all teach wrong things. Make me damn kek sim. Now, even Talkingcock.com also say 66.6% is proposed to be A1 now!

Please advise properly...

Angry Lau Gong Kway

Dear Lau Gong Kway,

Lan eh, you kau peh kau bu for what?

Your chewren get 66.6 still quite can, what! B3, leh!

My hia tee kiah here at the Chap Sar Tiam Secret Society all F9 one. Even moral education also can get F9. Acherly, especially moral education.

With our condemn grades, we cannot become Minister, so to get power we all got no choice but to bribe people, threaten people, that sort of samseng-samseng sort of behaviour.

But if you get 66.6, hwah, can become minister, no need to bribe or threaten people oreddy!

Basically, you must just accept that nowsaday is not like last time. 66.6% is considered boh beh chow, especially if you are a white ‘beh’ (horse).

But nehmine, if you still die-die want your chewren to score better, can join our special tuition centre here at Hoot U, at Geylang Lorong 69. We will teach him a lesson. Donno what lesson yet, lah. But definitely a lesson.

AH BENG

Big sore gum :(

2006-09-12T14:25:00.000+08:00

No much appetite to eat, there's a painful lump on the back teeths gum :(... called sore gum : cos i ate keropok -.- on sat then came out immediately : so painful... can't chew properly... and sunday i feeling so sick and sleep for soo long...

Browsing thru all my friend blog jus now while hunny sleeping, show kor blog and the moth he took pic of i have a pic of a moth too but much smaller than his -.- then saw DD blog soo nice the background woooo ... cos she's pretty mah :P... why she's pretty? Because she's my dear mah!... anyway will sign in msn more and catch up with my friends... later on i will go back and watch my lovely samsoon which i upload into my laptop then tomorrow will go back to gym...

Consoling hubby recently as it's really hard for him and very sad to see he's upset as he told me he's very happy with me someone to take care of him...... I'm sad too but i manage to take it because it's been a long hard time i had been thru, calling someone i used to love but never get to talk to him, no matter sms or call... so put aside accompany me... tears dried up, learned to be alone and lead lonely life... I trained myself from the hard way as i have to... and in the end... what i get is nothing... but now i have hunny :) someone who truly love me, i love u hun :)... i promise we will meet again soon... i will do wat i promise :O ... bee

Back to England :( Bye bye

2006-09-11T08:36:00.000+08:00

Sorry that i didn't update blog for awhile...cos i wanna pass more time with hunny before he leaves...On Saturday, he left... we spend the last moment together very minute and second... But that day still have to come... it's very very sad but still we have to face it.. and wait for the next time...

At least i knew someone out there who truly love me :) I'm happy enough... the last moment...

We had breakfast at Changi Airport Crystal Jade then send him off... he say he will get to work and get me here on christmas with him... i hope he will take good care of himself...

Beautiful memories we will always remember... my teddy bear...

My teddy with teddy... ^^

Salt Bake crab at Negara Stadium Seafood, haha we finish soo fast...

Sneak shot 1

Snap shot we took of Joanne, hehehe cos she take alot of sneak shot of us... so we sneak two :p...

Missing hunny, i hope you take good care of urself.. i will do what i promise and take care of myself too... :)...

New song on blog

2006-09-05T07:04:00.000+08:00

Update what i miss ^^

2006-09-01T10:16:00.000+08:00

Boss went back to SG so today i'm with my laptop...Ok,firstly i will show you the picture of the 3 tidy turtle we bought... one for me, one for him and one for my pet dog... (my sis) hehe the turtle look exactly the same as the big soft toy he get for me 2 weeks ago....

remember we went TESCO? Here's a picture of it...and the lunch we had there "Pizza Hut cheesy pizza"

Signboard that we spot from far...

Tesco Carpark, with lots of staff dressing like soldiers and guess everyone to their lots..

Entrance

The Pizza we had... yummy...hunny love it so much..

In Tesco...so ugly :S... i grew fat already -_-

There's tons of stuff over there... honestly it's a nice place to go shopping with family...

Last min shot by hunny -_- I'm waiting for cab together with him looking down the road suddenly he call me then i give a quick smile... so fat -_- but he love this pic soo much ...

Cold rainy day

2006-08-30T15:46:00.000+08:00

Today nothing special.... because boss in KL, so i ditch hunny at home today :(.... with my laptop hope he's doing fine...But just now i went home for lunch...cook instant noodles... Yesterday we went TESCO in Kuala lumpur...It's huge... It's orginally from England, there's a lot in Malaysia which i don't know all along...I heard from hunny about TESCO long time ago but never knew that Malaysia will have it..One day, when we came home from dinner i saw a guy carrying few bags of groceries..it's TESCO plastic bag... then i tell hunny... his reaction is .. OMG really?!! There's is TESCO here!...lol... It's like Carrefour and Giant but much much bigger... You can find anything there.... Fresh and cheap...Will post those pictures tomorrow, meeting my hunny for dinner in 30mins time... then we will develop pictures and make into photo album for each of us will jot down notes in the album too ^^ to keep as memories :D ok thats all for today will update tomorrow cya! ...

Nice wonderful weekend ^^

2006-08-28T16:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry, hahaha cos weekend i busy in KL, then no connection unless i'm in office so i can't blog lor..BUT! Today i got something special..with food pictures too...introducing the good food in KL...

Last week, really amazing..Monday to Friday, time: 5pm to 7pm, thunder and lightning it's very very bad. It's not normal thunder and lightning was like flashing every few secs... horrible...took pictures of the heavy rain...

It's heavy rain drops.... hard to see anything outside my office window... but i took this picture when i'm in my apartment... maybe because i'm staying at 7th floor, my office is 40+ floors...that's why can't see anything when you are higher..

Hunny say maybe we can go shopping but i explained to him we can't... because...

After the rain stops... around 7+...

And...

Horrible traffic

Scary isn't it? Yup, heavy traffic jam after rain is very common... but due to heavy rain constantly...on Friday night when i'm resting at home it's soo noisy. Ambulance, fire engine, police car and someone on speaker asking others to give way for the ambulance and fire engine... so we stand by the window and watch those fire engine squeezing thru the middle of the 2nd lane from the right.... as you can see from the picture... 2nd lane from the right... it's a two lane road... and imagine fire engine squeezing thru in the middle which is in between two row of vehicles.... -_-" ...

So fortunately, we choose to stay indoor. If not i believe the cab fare will be RM20 to RM30...

Saturday, we went Time Square... Tallest shopping mall in KL...went to have steamboat with hunny...

A Halal thai steamboat, really nice and healthy...I been there a few times with Tim and his wife...

Then we take a walk around Time Square as hunny wanna look for money changer to change somemore money... then i tell him about time square has a indoor theme park and roller coaster that go around the shopping mall.... we took some pictures...we stood there and wait for the next round to took picture of it but it's too fast to get hold of them -_-"...

360 degree... wooot..

standing under the track... o_O :p see anyone wearing mini skirt or not

Going up... tick tock tick tock tick tock..

Vooommmmm....

Ok then we continue walking around... then a coke collectable shops!! Those we collect those can have a look there... it's hugee... no chance to take good pics -_- as alot of them standing there :s....

then guess what we got for ourselves?

A coke model and a bottle of coke lol ^^

Then we walk and walk.... then hunny bring me to camera shop and bought me a tripod..RM35, reasonable price

It's very cute and small, very handy and useful... then we went to a herbal shop... as we need something cooling so we take gui ling gao... obviously i hate gui ling gao but no choice -_-... i need to take some... and also hunny need it alot so i ordered and omg it's really nice cos they give us one small teapot of honey and this store are famous in their gui ling gao... i don't take gui ling gao last time because i thought it's made of turtle -_-... but Frankel tell me it's herbs :s so i dare to take it now... then we order wu hua cha... (five flowers tea) using 5 kinds of flowers... hmmm taste like bitter chrysanthemum tea... but it's very soothing...

Part time herbal jelly model o.O wow he's busy hehehe

Then we went back home after shopping.... bought wife cake too... and some chocolate ><"

Ok Sunday, slept till 11am i think, then hmmm eat some bread and play some computer games then hunny suddenly ask me why i don't fix that light in my room it's so dark as i only got one lamp in my room... so i told him it's tooo high up then he took a chair and then he can reach it -.- no one can reach it unless we got ladder but he can reach it with a chair ><" but he decide to climb INTO my wardrobe ....

lol... then we went for dinner... at Jalan Imbi the famous Bak Gu Teh, if you ever come to KL just say jalan imbi bak gu teh will do....

Tons of pictures on the wall i will take them in future... alot of stars like andy lau, aaron kwok, xie xian, wu zhen yu etc etc... came here bfore.... ok... then we are sooo hungry... we ordered my fav drinks, green apple white fungus and sugar cane..

There's one slice of sugar cane, chestnut and some herbs thing in it.. oh yea and sweet potato...

Finally, food came...

Well, those are appetitzer... eat while waiting for the food to be served... it's you tiao and beancurd skin with bak gu teh...

After that we took some pictures while waiting for the food to be served

Finally food came...

It's soo nice, the meat soo tender and the soup omg >_<"

Then we order egg shrimp and bee hoon as well

Then we went to another store for dessert....

Double boiled Hasma for RM7...

Honey dew shake with gui ling jelly... LOL soo nice that me and hun keep snatching :P

Big "Tang Yuan" sesame... nice :o

Ok then we head back home... then we use the tripod to take shot... of night scenery...

Enjoy ^^... Thats all for today... will blog again...

Back to blog!!!

2006-08-22T08:47:00.000+08:00

Yo all.... miss me? Sorry as i'm really busy recently... so i will post what i miss today...

From aug 10, went to airport.... with sister...

Terminal 2, 1p.m... my hunny flight is 2.15p.m.... so kiasu :.... at that very moment i'm so panic and keep going to toilet >_<" hard to put my feelings into words, heart popping and very nervous. My eyes never leave the screen of departure...Staring on the colorful screen with his flight number, waiting for the word "Landed"

Around 2.20p.m, screen ticking away...the next second i knew, i saw the word i've been waiting for.. "Landed" Pull my sister to the gate, watching passenger coming out..wait and wait suddenly my sister point to the far right of belt 37... it's him!! He spot us immediately and give us a big wave while he's collecting his luggage, then he give me a big hug when he's out and say "I love u" I run out of words as i'm too nervous and i heard he's breathing heavily as he's very nervous too... So i offer to carry his backpack then hurry head down to the taxi stand.

In cab, on the way to hotel as he need lotsa rest...16 hours flight..dropped my sister at tiong bahru mrt station then head down to bencoolen street, finally we can put down his luggage...poor hunny, his luggage soo huge...then we sit down and talk a little.. about 30 mins then he went shower... it's around 4p.m that time, i want to get him food but he reject cos he say he miss me too much :p... so i stay with him trying to get to sleep... from 5pm -.- in the end we fall asleep at...3am :S....just keep talking hmm etc etc as we finally meet each other for the first day of course we can't get to sleep.. ^^...

Next day we head down to my house at Jurong as i promised to have dinner with my family...at the door... saw my mum sitting at the chair right infront of the door...then she give a nervous big smile and call my dad to come back fast... as he need to OT today won't be home until 7pm

PS: I'm not drooling over the cake -_- this picture looks like i am.. but it's not..at the very moment i'm saying "Cake melting, faster" o_O...

Then i have problem cutting cake because...

It's too pretty!! Nice cake right? Bought from coffeebean, but honestly it doesn't taste good...because the icing far too sweet..

Finally, time to cut the cute cake, the way i cut this cake is a strategy that i think before i cut the cake -_- so consider the best way to cut this cake, sneak shot by hunny, he took about 8 pictures but i almost del all LOL... so ugly :S

Then helped mum prepare steamboat for dinner.... around 7pm dad's home... it's dinner time, sis helping us take pic, because this is the first time hunny try steamboat

Sister: So weird, sit closer la... like stranger like that...

then we laugh and take second shot

-_- Then it's blur picture...compare to jus now :S, That's dad's hand, cooking stuff for hunny...

That's my dad, he's tanned.. so tanned.. take a look at the table... the shading just like when dark clouds above us o_O, PS: This is a sneak shot.. :p Alright then we rush down to fish room...bug says "die die must come down" o_O...

I love the place, lotsa arowanas... and the food is OMG... then bug help us take pic ^^
Then i sneak shot alot of bug and jac... but can't post though later she kill me LOL... then around 11.45am hunny too tired we wanna go home but bug say cannot then she say she went out to see the signature board so we wait... (that is the second time she went to see the board) so i ask jac o.O how come she look at the board again? is it got handsome guy outside? Jac says dunno leh... then... after awhile she came back then follow by a waiter with a cute chocolate cake and all singing birthday song wahhh sooo gan tong !!!
My beautiful cake from them but bug put wrong amount of candle... I'm only 18 =( but nevermind... LOL.. Then fish room got complementry cake.. it's tiramisu OMG soooo nice... melt in ur mouth honestly it's brillant!!! Then we talk to the boss for awhile... friendly young chap.... Then bug give me a belt... which i love it!! Plus it's my fav color as i did ask her bfore where she buy the belt... so she knew i like it and get it for me....hehehe ^^

I really enjoy myself and thats a great surprise... thanks all :)

Then the next day we head down to Night safari, during the day we went ikoi... At night safari night trail...an area full of bats... i'm soo afraid o.O so i squat down it's very very dark -.- then hunny taking pic of the bat OMG he's the only one who stood right beside the small fruit tree full of bats, all visitors standing behind him, he's sooo near to the bats..standing n taking pictures..then he took one and run happily to me...

Hunny: Wifey wifey!! Look!! I took a pic of a bat...close shot!!

Me: OOO show me :D!! ...

It's very very dark so i'm looking carefully at this pic of the bat...

ME: Hunny, i think it's not a bat... don't look like one

Hunny: No, it's a bat come i show u... (then he slowly zoom into the pic, sis me and him looking at the pic...

ME: Hmm i think it's banana

Hunny: Oh yea :s Its banana... they flew away when i click i think...

So funny we keep laughing ^^...

Then finally...

Three giant bats munching on the banana....

and alot more we had lotsa fun over there ^^

Next day we head back to KL... then we went home and rest and we went many places, Bukit bintang, sungei wang, KLCC, stadium seafood etc etc... Hunny bought me an electric kettle and also bought me a turtle soft toy sooo cute :D... will show u tomorrow ^^.... Ok below will be other pics of us...will upload again... i used 3 hours for blog today o.O... take care all.. ^^

Back from leave, will start blogging tomorrow

2006-08-21T10:26:00.000+08:00

Yo yo!!! I'm back from leave now in office with tons of things to do... do bear with this boring quiet blog for one more day ok? Would like to say thanks to all my friends for the birthday greetings and gifts... i love it... and very happy... hunny with me right now... reformatting laptop for me... will upload blog with pictures tml... take care all!

Happy Birthday Singapore and Chup Yit

2006-08-09T08:56:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Singapore ^^.... my lovely country :D and happy birthday to chup yit ^^, may you stay pretty and happy always

Today i'm going back to Singapore as tomorrow he will be coming down so... omg :S... i very nervous really nervous... my collegue was asking me just now... "He's coming down tomorrow" i said "yea" (acting cool) then she goes "wow...mus be very nervous" then i goes yea!! omg omg so fast and im sure i can't get to sleep tonight -_- i believe when i'm at airport my stomach will cramp : ... nvm i will bug my sister wen i cant sleep wahaha...

Saturday i went Ampang point giant hyper market to get some groceries.... like organic frozen vege, sara lee cake, bacon, instant noodles, campbells soup, crackers, fruit juice... and etc etc... to stock my fridge....

I know hunny love marble cake so i get two of those ^^.... then saw a shop selling cute stuff... those wall hanging things... i bought a heart shape decoration will take pic of my room when i return to kl... and also a curtain for room decoration for my singapore house.... like this...

but mine is pink... the very left one.... hehe it's like curtain u can put so went back to my apt and decorate my room with the hearts...:D..

Sunday night, one day bfore the "qi yue shi si"... i'm lying on the sofabed trying to get to sleep...had hard time sleeping i was turning and tossing around... till 3am i manage to fall asleep then i had a nightmare...

The dream was really weird....it's so real... the image of me wearing the same top and pants lying on the sofa bed in office...and i heard noises at the pantry.... now below is a sketch which i did... my office pantry and sofabed and where i'm sleeping...

Hmm the noise i heard is shovel hitting the ground... someone digging something it's very very loud... so i wanna walk over to take a look... when i sit up... i try my best to open my eyes.. but my eyes is tightly shut...no matter how hard i try... i can't open my eyes...so i use my fingers to force it open...i manage to open my right eye but left eye is still tightly shut...so i'm thinking to myself.. am i dreaming? hurry wake up the noise getting louder and louder become it's digging right beside me!....then struggle for quite sometime, then i open my eyes it's a dream omg it's so real.... As you know, dreams are weird and unexplainable, ridiculous etc. But this dream was so real as i'm wearing the same top and pants, lying on sofabed with the same items lying around me, which is ash tray, water bottle, laptop, pillow etc..at exactly same spot..

Then i look at the time, it's 3.58am... which is about one hour... :s gosh.. then i pray and get back to bed... Two more days to birthday :D.. i won't be blogging for these few days as my planning is kinda tight...tomorrow going to prepare some stuff and fetch hubby and bring him back to hotel so he can rest, day after family arranged dinner, then going down to meet bug and vivian... sat bringing hubby to ikoi and then night safari, sunday going back to kl... wow busy woman right? yea.... So... thats about all... see ya all next week... have a nice holiday folks ^^

Something meaningful

2006-08-03T10:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship to give each other support.

Treasure what you have. Just a little story for you..

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes.When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter. The boy playfully went to the medicine bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant or adults in small dosages. When the child showed signs of poisoning the mother took him to the hospital, where he died. The other was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband. When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.

QUESTIONS:

1. What were the four words?

2. What is the implication of this story?

ANSWER:The husband just said, "I Love You Darling." The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. He is indeed a genius in human relationships. The child is dead.He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her. If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

Singapore, fussy citizen?

2006-08-03T09:50:00.000+08:00

Well, yesterday suppose to have a training with my trainer... then around 2pm... lightning storm and heavy rain... so i sms him i will call him at 3.30pm to confirm if i can make it...

Honestly im abit stress with lotsa stuff recently so skipped alot of session previously, i wanna resume asap. Last week i didn't manage to make it on Tues and Wed, so on Thurs i sms him but he told me he's on emergency leave... so yesterday.... 3.30pm rain stopped, i called him i heard a shocking news... which is, he quitted calfornia fitness -.-... and he didn't tell me so i ask him how about my training session left? He ask me to check with one guy can't remember the name and he will arranged one for me... -.- ...

So yesterday i have to skipped again... since there's no trainer but today i will be going gym to train myself...since im busy recently until September... i will look for that guy around mid september that's when i will be free...

Ok, today i read news from asiaone...and i have no idea why but feel kinda disgrace what they have in their head and did they learnt the word satisfaction?

No, i don't hate Singapore ... in the US there's another name for Singapore, which is Nanny country..why? As Singapore Government protecting resident like nanny... everyone knows Singapore is a very protected country, low crime rate which means a safe environment to live in. Clean and green... etc.. And clubbers are safe to walk thru out streets after clubbing... well there is some hidden bad things still happening in Singapore but get yourself some free time and check out international news daily and ask yourself... what's bad about living here?...

As I've been living in Malaysia, malaysian going thru the same route daily, take public transport, earning living etc.... over here, Kuala Lumpur. Daily traffic broadcast is? Heavy traffic jam... yes... traffic jam so common that radio station don't have to broadcast it like what they did in Singapore but still everyone waited patiently... as they need to go thru this jam to reach their destination...

Public transport over here, LRT, Bus and Cab.... LRT for sure it's full of crowds....and i met technical fault twice... Bus, it look totally different... with a guy standing at the door... reached each bus stop he will be yelling around the destination heading... it's not like Singapore bus stop stated with destination etc... and even booklet that you can find in any Bus interchange...Oh few months ago i realize a new bus... i asked one of my collegue... she told me something like... ohhh the new putra rapid bus?? Yea with aircon very clean and nice... only a few right now... Ok, guess what? They look just like Singapore old air con single deck bus... At least they know what is satisfaction...instead of complaining over small things... ok lets get straight to the point the news i read today...

A boy was playing soccer when he tripped and fell. Now he's suing the Government.

According to court documents filed in the Subordinate Courts, the boy, who is now 12, went to the Aloha Loyang resort at Pasir Ris on 4 Jun 2002. It's a government-owned resort that is open to civil servants and members of the public. The chalet was booked by his aunt some time in June that year. He was playing football with his elder brother, two cousins and other children at a multi-purpose court at 9pm when the ball rolled to a grass patch surrounding the court.

His family claims that he ran after the ball but then tripped on an 'unsecured electrical cable that lay hidden in the grass.

They also claim he suffered 'severe injuries' when he broke his left arm as a result of the fall.

Lawyers Premchand Soman and Colin Kang from East Asia Law Corporation are representing the boy's family and they filed a suit on 10 Mar 2005. The family had waited three years before taking legal action to assess the injury and to see if follow-up treatments were needed.

The trial took place last Thursday and Friday.

They are claiming that the Government and its servants were negligent in failing to:

Take proper steps to avoid hazards like the exposed cable when designing a playground

Fence off the area

Trim the grass so the cable could be seen clearly

Post any notices to warn visitors of the cable, and

Secure the cable.

The boy's mother claims in court papers that her son's injury was 'quite serious' and required someone to call for an ambulance.

But she claims the ambulance was delayed and after waiting 'a long time', they drove the boy to Changi General Hospital since he was 'in great pain and crying incessantly'.

They were then advised to take him to the KK Women's and Children's Hospital (KKH).
The mother claims that she had spent more than $1,540 on his medical expenses and transport for follow-up treatments.

FRACTURE

According to KKH's medical reports submitted with the court documents, the boy suffered a fracture in his left elbow and he had to wear a cast.

He was discharged the next day.

A follow-up report on 23 Oct 2003 showed he had healed completely and had regained the full use of his elbow. The doctor said he has made a full recovery and can lead a normal life.

The boy is asking for $12,000 in general damages for the pain and suffering he underwent, interest, and other costs incurred.

The Government is rejecting the claim.
State counsel Leonard Goh told the court the Government has no case to answer because there is no evidence to support the boy's claim as to how the accident occurred.

Saw it? That is what i feel when i read this news... what they really want? Remember HDB put spike on ceiling at the ground floor of flats to prevent kids from playing soccer etc as it may danger other resident... But got lotsa flames about they preventing kids from playing etc? ..

Some resident really never satisfied... now there's another case.... it's even more ridiculous...

Another news...

HER son fell along the school corridor.

But in the latest turn of events, the Attorney-General's Chambers has denied all the allegations that the 14-year-old boy, Peter (not his real name), and his mother had made against his former teacher.
Peter's mother is suing the Government on his behalf, claiming that his teacher's negligence caused him to fall and hit his leg.

On 19 Sep 2003, while having dance practice at a primary school in the north-east, Peter had asked his teacher for permission to go to the toilet.

At that point, the teacher allowed all the 20 pupils attending the dance practice to have a toilet break.

While running to the toilet with the other pupils, Peter claimed he fell and hit his left leg against a pipe.

The impact fractured his leg and the pain caused him to lose consciousness for about 20 minutes.
Mother and son are alleging in their suit that Peter's teacher failed to supervise him and the other pupils as she allowed the children to run to the toilet.

They also claimed that the teacher did not warn him of the dangers of the pipe along the school corridor, thus exposing him to the risk of injury.

They also alleged that the teacher failed to take reasonable care to ensure Peter would be safe in using the corridor.

This injuries is worse than the previous one.... but the reason is unacceptable... they sueing the Government because teacher should tell the kids not to run... and warn them about the pipe etc... as school belongs to Government, that's why they sueing the Government.

On 30 Jun this year, Peter, through his mother, filed his suit. They are represented by lawyer Grace Malathy from Kalamohan & Co.

Peter is claiming $22,890 in special damages, including medical expenses and both parents' loss of income when they took leave to care for him.

Sigh, I'm sorry if you don't feel the same way as i did... But I only hope people should be content of what they have. God created this world and everything, even you... but learn as you grow it's a step that you need to do.... not blaming on everyone or pushing blame around... ok thats all for today....

Unique customer service kinda cute

2006-08-02T13:34:00.000+08:00

Today made booking for night safari on 12 august and hotel booking.... actually i already made booking last week... for 3 days... 10 aug, 12 aug and 8 sept...

But i call to cancel 12 aug booking as we will be staying at my house as hunny says it's better if he spend more time with my family instead of just one day... Yes, he's that close to my dad -.-... my dad like him so much...

So i call Strand hotel, a guy answer the call... he's very polite and helpful... oh friendly too...

Me: Hi, i call to check regarding my reservation.

Him: Sure, reservation by name?

Me: Carel

Him: And surname?

Me: I'm sorry, Carel Teo

Him: Reservation made 10 August.

Me: Actually it's 3 days, 10,13 and 8 sep...

Him: Oh...hold on i check

Half minute later

Him: Yes, you are right. 3 days in total

Me: Yes, so firstly i would like to change the check in time on 10 august... to 12.30noon...

Him: Ok... to 12.30noon

Me: Then i wish to cancel my reservation on 12 August.

Him: 12 august reserved under whose name?

Me: Carel Teo

Him: Ok and you are ?

Me: I'm Carel Teo

Him: Ohh also carel again, how about 8 sep?

Me: Carel :P

Him: Ohh, all your room

Me: Yea ha ^^

Him: hehe i see... alright i cancel for you then....

Me: Thanks alot... and also i would like to check the room type reserved

Him: Which type you book? Back or front?

Me: huh? (confused)

Him: Yea, back won't have any view.... front will be street view hehe

Me: Oh... actually the room i got last time always facing wall -.-

Him: hahaha thats the back... to me i think front better at least you can see the cars etc...

Me: Yea! I always see wall..so pathetic :(

Him: Hehehe i tell you what i try to put you under special request... but don't tell anyone i told you this ok?

Me: Oh really?

Him: Yea, if when you come over... i'm on shift i will slot in for you secretly... hehe..

Me: Ok... hehe i won't tell anyone thanks alot...

Him: My pleasure but don't tell anyone it's me ok?

Me: sure ^^

Him: Then hmm high floor or low floor you prefer?

Me: High hehe if possible

Him: Since you request i will try my best but no promise ok?

Me: Hehehe thanks alot

Then blah blah blah.... can't remember

Then when i put down the phone i realize i forgot to check the price and checkout time

Me: Hi, XXX?

Him: Yea, Hi Carel

Me: Sorry i forgot someting, can you tell me the price?

Him: Sure, give me a moment ok?

Me: Sure, thank you.

Half minute later

Him: Carel still there?

Me: Yea

Him: Sorry to keep you waiting, hmm -flipping pages- taken lunch yet Carel?

Me: Nope still busy with work

Him: Omg... haha..skipping?

Me: haha no... eating later

Him: Thats good... anyway the price is $100...

Me: Oh thanks alot... if inclusive GST?

Him: Oh Carel, there's a good news and a bad news for you

Me: Ekkk...

Him: Good news is.. the price inclusie GST...

Me: Cool :O

Him: Bad news is no breakfast included

Me: Oh doesn't matter about the breakfast i can't wake up in time anyway

Him: haha i will die without breakfast

Me: I will die without enough sleep

Him: True... hahaha....

HAHA friendly guy... great service but can't say his name though o.O...then i booked safari ticket... paid using credit card... and i choose liternary 1... click below link...

http://www.nightsafari.com.sg/visitor/halfday.htm

$84 for 3 adults... me hun and sis...

Alright... thats all today taking a rest going gym later see ya!

Birthday coming soon, well im confused.

2006-08-02T13:08:00.000+08:00

Alot of ppl asking me am i celebrating... honestly.. i dunno..cos i afraid what if all can't make it as it's kinda last min already and im in KL these two weekends. I have no chance to sms my friends as singapore mobile not on when in KL...

11 Aug, my actual birthdate and im free after dinner with family, celebration but going where ? KTV... charges as you know open liquor waive charges as i can't drink anymore i promised hunny....if anyone got any good idea do give me some advise im abit confused..if im really celebrating..will be celebrating two birthday together ya... me and elyn..the more the merrier and i miss her!!!

Sigh anyway we see how is it o.O... sorry if i dnd't come on recently...or even check my blog as im been doing lotsa packing and doc work, since im going one week holiday the week after need to make sure no work remaining if not will be big headache for me when im back... and been doing some planning of hubby trip as i want to be good tour guide... maybe 11 aug if having ktv... we meet up and chill alittle ^^ i will bring my one... take care all.. keep in touch!!

Depend on yourself

2006-07-31T14:26:00.000+08:00

Weekend alone in KL... sleep in Frankel's room on friday night and sat night, he went back to Singapore on Friday afternoon...only his room can leech internet service... as i wanna stay with hubby so i sleep in his room while on skype with hunny...

Saturday morning, woke up at around 8.15am... then take health supplement and head down to Ampang Point... it's near my apartment like 10 mins by cab...

Reached around 9am, realize the entrance locked...the cleaner says open at 10am :s... so i head down to Mcdonald... had a tea and wait... around 9.30am... i left mcdonald... then stand and smoke outside the entrance... alot of ppl waiting... then realize mailbox right bside me... it's a red mail box, look exactly like this... but not stated Melaka though..

Then someone trying to mail a letter but realize it's locked..HAHHA mail box locked :!!!! -.- the opening all lock... he is like using finger and poke everywhere but all locked hehehehe... : .... how come it's locked :S... weird...why place a mailbox there if they don't wan us to use it :S

Finally gate opened, head down to Giant Hyper Market... i love that place... bcos there's fresh vege, meat, pork and fish :D... and alot more... as hunny is coming i need to stock up my fridge so when im working he can help himself with those food...

Bought two Sara Lee frozen cake, pandan flavor and strawberry flavour. 2 Frozen Organic spinach (so nice) i bought 2 packets..some pak choy (a kind of vege) and mushroom... this weekend i will buy more because the date of expiry is Year 2008 ^^... as long u keep it frozen.. one packet of fish fingers and fish nuggets and one packet of seafood tofu.... and two block of beancurd.... then head to Non halal counter got some bacon and picnic ham :D... then cereal, some sauce, seasoning, chicken breast, pepper and hair conditioner etc etc...

Total around $136 Ringgit... around $60 sing.... i bought alot.. so heavy -.-

Head back to apartment, unpack those stuff and cook lunch... hmmm chicken chop with beancurd plus vege and mushroom... ok im very very bad in western food... -.- chicken chop end up too salty LOL... so is the vege -.- cos i'm using the gourmet sauce :S which is very salty... -.- and i still add oyster sauce :S....

Dinner i tried again... cook vege, spinach n mushroom this round i use....

Fermented beancurd as main ingredient for the vege... after i wash the vege... heat little oil in pan... then add in 2 and half fermented beancurd... (note fermented beancurd are not smelly beancurd.. it's very nice preserved beancurd...spicy and salty...best for porridge).. then the beancurd turn liquid form.... i pour in the vege... and teaspoon very very tidy little of oyster sauce... and one bottle cap of water.. turn the vege once then cover the lid for 2 mins... then i flip the vege once more cover lid and turn off the fire and wait for another minute... OMG OMG IT TASTE SOOO NICE.... don't add any salt or etc as fermented beancurd salty already.. it's very very nice.. i got this idea from a famous Bak gu teh store in KL...when i ate the vege that tim recommend me... it's soo nice and taste of that beancurd so i try to make it its nice!...

Fried egg with spinach (nice nice too) ...and few nuggets...

So the next day i had beancurd feast -.-... as i realize sat meal unhealthy :(... so i take one block of beancurd and some soya sauce on it.....don't have to cook it's nice... since beancurd already cooked.... then cook that fermented vege again :D... dinner i had meal supplement to pay back : ....

Sunday night, after dinner and shower i head to office.... then sleep there.... on the sofa bed... im very happy last night.... yes very... cos i rememeber im lying down on sofa bed talking to hunny... then he ask me to sleep i said i dun wan.. then he ask me to close my eyes.. i did.. then fall asleep LOL ....then im happy bcos...

In the middle of the night... i woke up many times... everytime i move... hunny knows...as he's on webcam and voice with me... he heard me.. he's watching tv with his cousin... and staying right beside me all the time... so everytime i move.. he will "muack, love u " and every time i open my eyes... hubby says "wifey close ur eyes you need to rest more" then i will nod smile and sleep... many times in the night... everytime i open my eyes... he's there protecting and watch over me with a smile... so sweet feeling so happy... :D and he say when i sleep i even smile :O.... cos ^^ im happy...

lOVE ALL!!! MUACKS

Another friday, sorry for late posting

2006-07-28T13:05:00.000+08:00

Sorry for late posting, it's been one week since i update. Well, because all computers in my office got virus :S.... so it's time for Danni to come down and reformat all of them at a go... well we have to do that because the virus go around different computers the only way is reformat together.

Total 10 computers, all reformatted by yesterday and we get ourselves new internet service from VDSL i think...with 7 exchange so it's near impossible they will have internet connection problems. So we switched to new connection yesterday but still on trial for 2 weeks. After two weeks then we will apply for it.. Its 3mbps speed :D... twice faster than previous TMNet service.

Plus something cool is... Danni brought wireless modem and router so now i can use laptop to talk to hunny while working in office.. and everytime im home there will be no connection but Frankel's room i can grab connection from NETGEAR... this two weekend i won't be in Singapore as i need to do some shopping to stock up my house with food so when hunny came he won't be starving.

Cake ordered and payment made. Collection will be on 11 Aug the day of my birthday then the next day im going back KL wow rush rush :( Sorry friends this year can't do any celebration but those who already got gift for me.. then keep for me lor HAHA joking -.- ... but soon my bday will be over i will be 23... awww can't believe im older by one yr now... even though ppl say i look like 12 young innocent gal but still it's older now :P ....

The cake which we choose... hunny and me love it soooo much, we never try bfore but Bug told me about it in blog the other day and i decided to try... the cake we getting is Choo Choo from Coffeebean... picture attached below.

Choo Choo

Fluffy marshmallows, smooth chocolate buttons and cheery M&M’s keep this yummy train chugging merrily!

Weight : 1.6kg

Cute right? hehehe today is friday, frankel wanna change shift with me so i agree... im working afternoon today tomorrow morning i will go Ampang Point for shopping... take care all keep in touch will update more tonight.. time to work..cya!!!

IT'S FRIDAY

2006-07-21T13:25:00.000+08:00

woo hoo it's Friday, finally.... Yesterday when i came office... saw something on the desk...

Lol... -.- my collegue, Terence. Asking office boy to buy horse racing guide for him... so written on the paper.. the black ink writting i think it's Tim... lol saying PUT $$ TAKE $$ and wat No Win also got etc.... : cursing him...cos he always lose o.O... sometimes no money etc hehehe...

Frankel on leave today, taking 4.30pm coach will reach sg around hmmm 9+... sigh.. Danni give me a call jus now... telling me some VDSL broadband enginner will be up to install something..suppose to be 12noon it's 1pm now o.O...

Danni: Later some broadband guy from VDSL will come and look for u ya...so just *do this do that*

Me: Oh ok...
Danni: It's one korean guy...

Me: Huh??! Sure not korean?!

Danni: oh wait i think it's gal

Me: So it's guy or gal -.-

Danni: I think one gal and one guy

Me: ooh..

Danni: Why?.. I heard Korean guy like fat gals... so you are lucky today

Me: What?! who say korean guy like fat gals -.-

Danni: *laughing away*

Anyway they not here yet o.O a collegue of mine.. love korean guys...cos she always watch those korea love drama hehehe...

Eating lunch now -.-... waiting for them...then will leave office at 3... today office boy help me buy banana... but :(... it's half ripe :S... still greeny -.- when i come back from SG maybe over ripe ... WAHHHH *cry*... nvm :|... aww left 19 days till hubby come.. tomorrow im going to order cake and help him book hotel room ....getting closer n closer :D hehehehe love u niu... ok cya alll MUAAAACCKs

Tuesday Morning boring day

2006-07-18T08:05:00.000+08:00

Such a boring day... Finally get to sign in msn and catch up with my friends a little, got two add contact from unknown :S......its 8am in the morning i only have awhile... of cos most friends still sleeping away :O

I'm kind of stressful recently too... alot of things and bad tempered too :S i think i need a break... Ever since the last incident that stress me so much... but i have to force myself to look cool infront my friend... ever since then i get stress easily... well i think it's because the stress incident not over yet... sigh...

Really sooo excited... left 25 days :O... that he arrived right infront of me :D Roy didi called me last weekend... 10 mins bfore 10pm... (army light off at 10pm) wow get to know he need to run 2.4km every morning and 8 pullups before each meals daily o.O .... still have some march thingie...which is carry heavy bagpack and walk long long distance omg :S... he say wanna meet us this sat... which is 22nd... so im coming back to singapore then to visit my botak bro!!!

Soon... my birthday coming... then after that will be Christmas soon..then a year past.... time pass so fast..... but problem every year like still the same... Been watching love drama recently... from Taiwan... watching "Devil beside you" recently... by rainie.... it's a very very nice and funny show.. i love it :O.... but watched till esp 15... 5 more esp to go :O to the ending i can't wait :S... very touching :( ....

Hope everyone taking care of themself... i love u all!!! Oh and of course i love my ah niu :D jonathan... MUACCCKS ^^ ...

Missing my brother Roy, Hope he taking care of himself

2006-07-12T20:03:00.000+08:00

It's been 4 days, since Roy went in NS, sigh missing him hope he is fine inside... and can't wait to see his BOTAK look :D.... wonder when he come out... maybe i can give him a sms this weekend hope everything is fine... last weekend i wasn't in Singapore as im settling some internet problem thing in KL... didn't bid him good bye feel kinda bad... and i miss dd, ying, jack too...

Got gym today, in the morning i was moody thinking about going to gym im afraid and recall the scene i have... on friday.... but went to gym as well... today is fine... it's beyond my limit... and saw wong and derrick today...greet them back and continue my training... was funny... derrick wearing "ENGLAND" football logo tee shirt... one trainer told him "Aiya you should tear away this logo" then he say "sob! my house, my money, my job, my girlfriend all gone as i bet everything on that... now i got nothing only left with this tee shirt" hahaha....

-.- lol then back to office... boss in KL today o.O the weather really hot... going home soon to take a rest... recently soo busy soo stress :S... i dunno why my work like never ending... sigh... hope everyone having fun and take good care... especially roy, dd and ying...TAKE CARE!!!...

And my hunny hope you stay stress free :O and don't think too much... i love you forever :).... bee...

KL Bak Gu Teh

2006-07-10T09:13:00.000+08:00

Went Jalan Imbi, there's a famous bak gu teh store.... it's very very nice... they ordered... pig liver with kidney soup and mixed cabbage with pork (shao ruo) soup... the meat soo tender so nice... the vege so sweet .... then a plate of dunno what vege... it's very nice... then i ordered apple fungus drink hehehe... it's so quiet over there normally it's real crowded... plus it's Sunday why so quiet.... then i recall -.- it's final tonight... France Vs Italy... maybe everyone sleeping waiting for 3am....

The meal is omg so nice can't describe...those we love pork will love it... my hunny love pork... maybe i bring him here... first while waiting for the food to come.. .they serve u, you tiao..and one small bowl of soup each to eat the you tiao first...then one by one came ...it's pork everywhere but it's not oily... thats the point... taste of herbs.... like spices... wooo...took down the address and intend to bring hunny there... :D...

Then we went home... went Tim house to lend two DVD from him... Cars and Too Fast Too Furious Tokyo Drift... Honestly...Cars not funny movie at all... but it's very meaningful..... then went home shower then watch Cars.. when done im soo tired... so i went to bed.... around 11pm... but i can't get to sleep.. im so sleepy but my thigh so painful... friday training wear out my body... my trainer discuss with his trainer leader and set a new training for me... how it goes? ... ok...

First do slider machine for like 10 mins...

Then weight lifting immediately as below...

Immediately head to thigh weight lifting machine with weight 23 pounds for 60 times

Immediately move to the machine beside... it's bicep, arms machine....weight 19 pounds... for 60 times

Immediately move to i dunno which part it is... but is my weakest... hand lift weight straight up i think is the artiral... how u call it... it's between armpit and breast that freshy part... weight 19 pounds... for 40 times... this i can't lift 60 times...trainer knows... as it's my weakest...

Immediately move to inner thigh machine.... this is 30 pounds.. -.-.... for 60 times...

Immediately move to tricep machine... for 40 times... i can't really lift already im pushing myself so painful

Immediately move to another tricep machine for 40 times....

Then move to ABS machine.... like situp... for 40 times...

Then immediately goes Jogging machine and walk with high incline for 10 mins....

Then did the weight lifting of the previous 7 machines again...

Then did another type of cardio machine for 10 mins... my heart beating so fast... looking at the mirror infront of me... realize im sooo pale... then head back to the 7 machines again...

after that i drink some water.... and trainer let me rest for 2 mins... i tell him why today soo tiring... and train so hard he tell me this is a new program... so fast stamina gaining etc... then stepmaster ... like climbing stairs... he set to level 7.. (highest is 20)... he say jus do 5 mins u are done... painfully i struggle myself on the machine... if u are too slow the steps will goes down... ur legs got to move fast to lift it up... level 7 i can make it... but one minute later he set level 8... another min he set level 9... then i was on the ground i told him i can't... he say u can... you are strong... trust me... so i tried... but still can't.. he push me further and i tried again but still can't... then my head was bent down cos im too tired... so he switch to level 5... so i did for the rest of the 3 mins....

Crawl to the changing room... let me tell you... it's hell training honestly... very very... can't expect anything worse than that.... in my life :(... but after shower i feel great... then trainer leader talk to me...as my session left with only 5... so they trying to get me sign up for more session but i know how to use those machine now i don't need trainer so on and off alot of them will cling on me... to sign up... leader saw my muscle mass and says it's 47 percent... it's alot for girls... normally girls is only 28-39 max... he seen.. but mine is alot more... which is really good... (bcos the painful training i went thru) -.-.... Sunday my leg arms neck so painful... so sore i can't get to sleep... pain :(.... hunny was angry that trainer pushing me so hard he says muscle will ripped off if he push me too hard... he got really piss... and ask me not to go gym for the time being if going i got to tell trainer to stop that shit ... ok i will do that will ask him dont set it too high....

ok thats all for today... two post made today...... love all... bee

Busy week

2006-07-10T07:49:00.000+08:00

Last week really busy, trying to finish my pile of paperwork... from small file to big file and now upgraded to two big files -.-..... Those companies billing accounting work gives me headache lol... but it's cool after cleaning up :p...

Stayed in KL for the weekend to relax.... Saturday went Ampang point to get fixed residental line for my apartment... so i can apply broadband service for my laptop after that... reached ampang point i can't find telekom tmpoint... asked one security guard he told me it's behind ampang point so i walk to the back but still i can't find... around ampang point it's surrounded by 3 faces of shophouses...left, back and right... every row is long long way...

Walked left row but still i can't find... the sun is working so hard that day... shining right on me whereever i go.. but i didn't sweat though... then end of right row i saw a shop, two indian guy standing outside the shop so i asked them... they give me "???" face and tell me they have no idea where is it... and i checked with 7 eleven staff they have no idea too...so i head my way back to the middle....

Then i saw one of the indian guy (from the shop jus now) walk past me.... looking around then after awhile he shout and point to right end direction so i went over to him and he told me it's there... can't thank him enough as he walk all the way to find for me.. then i got weird as he asked me a question...

He: "Got coins?"

Me: "huh? coin?"

He: "yea coins"

Me: "hmm nope"

then he point there and say it's there... and he seen to be troubled that i don't have coin (at that moment i thought he want tips) then i observed carefully at the direction he pointed to me... it's....

-___-" it's payphone.So he asking if i had coin to make a call he thought im looking for public phone..... so i turn around and tell him "actually im looking for telekom not telephone"

He scratch his head -_-... so i said thanks and head my way to find telekom... then i saw a caucasian standing outside a shop like enjoying the scenery with his sunglasses... so i walk over to him... and asked him about the direction. He goes,

He: "Oh telekom, see that blue signboard over there?"

Me: "Oh yea..."

He: "Yes, telekom is directly behind it..all you have to do is walk thru and it's directly behind"

Me: "Walk thru from the middle?"

He: "Walk thru from here (beside him) It's safer"

Me: "Thanks alot"

He: "You are welcome"

Wow he explained in details.... so i got it!!! hehe... walked in and they tell me -.- my residental building is not covered by telekom, asked me to try maxis, Maxis is right bside telekom so i go over.... and they tell me it's not covered by them too.. WHAT THE??!!!

It's not like singapore... everywhere singtel or starhub... they cover everywhere.. over here i thought all is covered by telekom... so i get to know... if the places not covered by telekom, Maxis will covered it... But it's not Telekom and Maxis on my building.. plus my residental area is near KLCC it's central not those jungle houses -_-... don't tell me whole building all resident have no phoneline?? My office building which is right bside my apartment covered by both telekom and maxis but my apt building is only right bside :S... doesn't make sense... So it's a waste trip :(....

So i head ampang point for awalk..it's really tired day i walk non stop for like 3 hours.... i went early morning 9am and it's 12noon when i head to ampang point... so i went Giant HyperMarket for a walk...wow... the fruits n vege so fresh... So i bought a box of Black pepper fish fillet, well i love fish... and it's been a long time since i ate it... so i bought fish and microwave it :D... one loaf of wholemeal bread, one packet of crabstick and one packet of Anlene Milk.

Then head home, cooked one slice of fish and ate it with bread... so hungry and drank a glass of milk for my breakfast.. then i change to home clothing... throw all clothing into the washing machine...while washing... i do packing... everything, dressing table, bedside table, bed, bathroom, wardrobe... all clean up... dump all unwanted stuff into a bag and dump away...half way thru the packing wow another 4 hours pass... then my phone ring... my collegue, Tim... called....

Tim: Yo Carel, at home?

Carel: Yea

Tim: Eat lunch yet?

Carel: Haven't wor

Tim: My wife and me going Time square to eat steamboat wanna go?

Carel: -thinking- I think it's ok you all go ahead im packing half way haven't shower

Tim: Oh ok lor....

Then after awhile.... phone ring, tim's wife

J: Carel ah....

Carel: Ya ha..

J: We going steamboat join us la....as i can't eat prawns... very waste leh... if no ppl eat...(as J is prawn lover but bcos of her health she stop taking prawns for the time being and tim allergy to seafood")

Carel: (actually i can't eat prawn too) Oh ok... but i haven't bath leh

J: I also, or we meet 30 mins later?

Carel: Sure...

Then we head down to time square, wow... J really pale.. now im afraid to be pregnant in future... she look sooo weak look so different, heavy eye bag, pimples, weak body... walking slowly... she's only 3 months pregnant...and she can't talk too.... normally she chat alot..a very chatty girl but today so different..she told me what the doc says, some girls pregnant are like this...then while eating... J scold tim lol... tim was like how are you feeling... she keep nodding then he ask her did she take painkiller...she says I'm trying to eat... don't make me talk la! then tim joke and say wah my wife scold me.. sob sob hahaha so cute... so we ate the steamboat, it's Johnny steamboat... not the first time im here... went with them like 3 times bfore, and terence once... and went with Gary twice... it's a nice place... cheap and air con restaurant..in the end there's 4 prawns total but i only eat one ... prawn high cholestrol no choice -.- ....

Then headed home for packing, finally im done at around 8pm... and then i took two packet of Milk Spa which i bought from Hong kong SASA that time.... prepare hot tub and pour the two packet in.. Wow it's smell like milk powder and look exactly like milk powder... tempted to taste it o.O out of curiously... but i didn't :D... then after awhile the water turn into milk color... smell sooo milky... so i soak in... with my laptop beside basin table ... watch vcd while soaking (relaxing all my tiredness)... wow.... soak awhile... i feel my skin got a layer of hmm milk on it... like sooo milky and smooth... and was like get fairer n smoother... damn how i wish i got more of it... but i only have two packet..will buy if i saw it...

Then after showeri feel so good..packing make me so dirty.. i feel so refreshed, i apply a hair straighting thingie... and blow dry my hair... to make it straight... wow it's cool... i bought it sometime back but didn't use it ... cos im lazy... hair dryer in Frankel's room.... then i went back to my room, did blog background...and dig out old vcd to watch while waiting for my hair to dry...... then i decided to watch this "Deuce Bigalow European Gigalo" Its like such a nice movie... i love it... but some part it's kinda gross...like a girl born with a penis on her face....and another girl with a hole on her throat... hehehe.... so after that... it's like

11pm... so i text my hunny and goes to bed.... (Hunny went Southwold with family from friday to sunday night) every now and then he will text me and tell me how is it... and how much he miss me and i will also do the same.. to pass the painful 3 days... or ring each other... miss him so much :( but he's back right now :D... so happy :D... he called me at 4am...once he reach home then we cant wait to talk to each other... I love u hunny :D... I didn't go office this weekend staying at home i mean since he's not here... i don't need internet... so i might as well stay at home :)...

We did another count down...it's exactly 30 days left :P.... my heart as bug says... like pi po pi po pi po... someone i pending to see...finally coming :D.... words can't describe how i feel :p... well :D...

Bug's birthday

2006-06-30T09:43:00.000+08:00

Wooo, today it's bug's birthday celebration... Theme for tonight is Pink or drink -_-.... fortunatly i got pink cardy!!! LALALALA...

I thought should be Saturday o.O as bug told me maybe change to saturday that time as alot of them can't make it on Friday.. But it's tonight... and my toothache :S so painful lol -_- can't smile today... cos that tooth is so ugly :P tomorrow crown will be placed...

Already know what to give bug...and can't wait to see cutie bug... hehehe...won't be able to blog tonight though...

Sigh, bug must make sure got toilet leh!!! my auntie visit me -.- very ma fan... :S!...

Tomorrow morning got dentist appointment as the crown is ready...weee after it's place.. i will have beautiful teeth... well it's because i had a bad tooth ages ago.. i was thinking nah it's only one tooth... so slowly time goes... it spread ... one bcome 3 :S!!!! so now hunny is coming i got to do something o.O So i did crown (i don't like those fake teeth then can be remove wash blah blah i think it's kinda :S) ...

Did first crowning 2 months ago to try it... they stick it right onto your previous tooth... they will remove the outer layer of your tooth (normally those decay thingie they will use the machine to hmm clean it away... it's very painful... but that dentist of mine is really cool...

First visit when i was 8 years old

When i was a little girl, mum wanna bring me to dentist remove a tooth of mine.. i was crying as dentist is like a demon to me o.O... mum pull me there :(...

I'm standing outside the clinic, crying so bad as i'm afraid....Finally It's me turn...my name was called... went into a scary room with no one inside... only a chair...sit on the chair and "Di" sound of the machine the next minute i know, I'm facing the ceiling, then i saw a the scary man, Dentist Dr. Ng. He saw im crying... he tell me...im only looking i won't do anything ok?... no pain pain and a big smile on his face... he ask me to close my eyes so he can "see" my teeth for me...i nod... and close my eyes...

Then after a while.. i feel like fingernail place on my gum...then he pat my shoulder and say "Xiao Mei mei, you may open your eyes, im done" ... so i open... then he say "nothing happen right?" (i shake head reply nothing)... "ok, you go outside play awhile later uncle call you in give you sweet ok?" ... so i went out with mum happily and says "Mummy, the doctor is so kind... he even says he gonna give me sweets :D... but :( we are leaving now... why he don't give me sweets now ?? :(" (silly me thought nightmare is over)... then i feel the tooth o.O it's still there... then i ask mummy... mum say it's only injection jus now..will be removing soon... then i cry... and the surrounding is those "ZEEEEEEEE" sound you normally heard in dentist clinic...

Then i feel my mouth very numb... (he did the injection when i went in jus now and i have no feeling of that injection)... so the scary door open... a nurse call my name... and i was put on that horrible scary chair... "DI" sound of machine that make my chair goes down... I'm facing the ceiling right now... suddenly a familar smile came... it's not the scary image now it's the kind and gentle dentist... he say... this time.. he got to open my mouth wide... i will feel something on my teeth.. but he promise me it won't hurt at all... so... i trust him... he ask me to close my eyes... i did...

I peek a little and i regret -.-... i saw a giant PLYERS...

Then I'm shivering... then i feel he put plyer in my mouth trying to pull something out but not painful at all from what he say... then he ask me to rinse my mouth and show me the tooth... "see? it's removed..* he point to one part of the tooth and says "this is the naughty things that make your tooth pain, but do you know what it scares of?" I shake my head... "Brushing ^^, so you have to brush teeth bfore you sleep then you will kill all these naughty things. Ok?" I smile and agree...

Then i went out.... waiting for mum to make the payment then i realize i haven't get the sweet :O!... When i about to walk sadly out of the clinic... My name called :D... Doctor gave me a sweet (ok i can't remember what sweet)... but he mention i can't eat it yet... until mum lets me.. i agree... and also remind me to brush my teeth after eat... so we went happily home...

In that clinic, there's two dentist.. Dr. Ng (guy dentist) and Dr. Moi (i think) it's a lady dentist.. Please DO NOT VISIT DR. MOI. There is angel and monster... Dr. Ng is angel... Dr. Moi is monster!!! Second visit i went is ... last year.. it's so long queue in the morning 10am...

We went in... nurse asking "Any dentist will do?" So my mum says yes... then immediately she tell me to go to room 2... so i did... it's DR. Moi... As i'm doing filling on one teeth... so she did the filing thing for me... IT'S DAMN PAINFUL she didn't stop at all... jus ZIIIIIIIIIIIIIII all the way... my teeth sooo sour.. she did soo hard and no rest at all...i said it's pain... she say "if you wan beautiful teeth you got to bear" so i bear... but it's unbearable.. i try to get up she hold me down!... im so pissed i push her away and stare at her... "I SAID WAIT... IT'S PAINFUL UNDERSTAND?!" so she didn't say anything only give me an unhappy look... my sis and mum says im bleeding all over.. my lips... im so pissed.. i bear it finally it's done... she put the filling for me.. a white teeth to put in the hole...

Mum did the same thing.. she's struggling too... how painful it is...

Worse still when we back home... at night when i brush my teeth that white filling drop!... same as mum.... so we are so angry... by then we realize why is there long queue... and why we get to see dentist immediately when we came... because every single patient were waiting for Dr. Ng...

So that weekend, mum and me went back and we told nurse we will wait for DR. Ng..nurse advise it will be long waiting like 2 and half hours... we agree.. and waited, i recognize the smile...once i step in the room... he says "xiao mei mei, come and sit.. tell me whats wrong with your teeth, uncle help you see ok?" and smile... so i tell him what happen last week...he see my teeth and says "oh god...that's bad, don't worry i help you do one nice nice ok?" we agree... so he did it.. and it's not painful... he do it slowly... and it's sooo well done... didn't drop at all... until now!!!.. it's still so firm don't look like fillings at all...

So i trust him to do crowning its $180.. but worth it... i guess everyone afraid of dentist... but some dentist is really cool... like this dentist of mine... the long queue proves it... hehehehe.... muacks... take care all will blog soon :D...

Rapist in KL, Ladies beware

2006-06-29T08:07:00.000+08:00

Many of us heard about the recent stewardess rape case. Here is a detailed email from my colleague. Be careful, god bless us all.

Rapist seen on CCTV stalking stewardess

17 Jun 2006 PETALING JAYA

The rapist who abducted a stewardess from a shopping centre's basement car park in Damansara on Tuesday was captured on close-circuit television camera stalking the victim before pouncing on her. He was seen hiding behind a pillar where the stewardess parked her car and waited for five minutes until the 24-year-old victim returned

Footages then showed the suspect pushing the woman into the car and taking over the wheel. They were in the car for about 10 minutes before they left the car park, with the rapist driving. The rapist drove around the> car park for several minutes searching for an un-manned exit. Finding one, he drove through, shielding his face with a baseball cap from a CCTV at the exit. The stewardess was spotted seated at the front passenger seat and her face was turned away from the rapist. Her hands were behind her back but it is not known if they were bound.

Sources told the New Straits Times that the suspect, described as fair-skinned and stocky, was wearing beige pants, blue shirt and a white baseball cap. He was first seen walking down the staircase from the ground floor of the shopping complex to the basement car park. For several minutes he loitered in the car park, shielding his face from the CCTVs.

Footages then showed the stewardess driving into the car park. She parked next to a pillar

After she left her car, the rapist was seen walking towards the car. He then hid behind the pillar and waited for her. The 30-minute recording from at least four CCTVs placed at various locations in the car park, was seized by police to facilitate investigations. Police are tight-lipped over the matter but it is learnt they have several leads on the suspect. The rapist had allegedly demanded money from the stewardess, who only had RM50 on her.

He then demanded the PIN number of her ATM card but she could not remember it as she was overcome by fear. Frustrated and not satisfied with his loot, the man drove the stewardess to a park near the shopping centre and ripped off her clothes and raped her in the back seat. He then drove to a secluded area and raped her again despite her pleas to be released. The man left the stewardess in her car where she stayed for an hour before she drove home and related her ordeal to her husband. It is learnt that the stewardess had given birth six months ago and was at the shopping centre to buy milk for the baby. Her husband is also said to be a steward and both are in the same local airline.

Checks by New Straits Times at the basement car park showed the spot, where the stewardess parked her car, was not far from a security booth, where one guard was stationed. However, the view from the security booth was obstructed by several pillars. It is learnt there were six> guards on duty at the centre on the night of the incident. But they were patrolling other levels of the four-storey shopping complex. None were at the basement car park at the time of the incident. A manhunt has been mounted and witnesses are urged to contact the Petaling Jaya district police headquarters at 03-7956-2222.

Alright, this news is kinda disturbing in KL right now. Rapist still scot-free.... Ladies do beware...

Not feeling well yesterday, Sleep very long... jus came back to office now it's 8.30am. Checking email and stuff.... infact my stomach is really funny for quite long.. going to see chinese doctor this weekend... It's like a stone in my stomach feeling... well i didn't eat.... or when i eat a little... i have no idea why :S... so hunny ask me to eat alittle which i did... i ate cabbage and carrot for dinner then stomach immediately feel so bad... like sooo hard :S....

My birthday coming soon, not sure how to celebrate as hunny reached Singapore on the 10 August then 11 August my birthday, then 12 August morning i have to go back to KL with him together... Rush? yea.... i don't know how to plan.... see how ba... later i discuss with Elyn...

Another thing is.... MSN finally ok.... hehehe... at last someone do something to it... Miss all my friends....Once i get my free laptop this weekend and get a broadband service in KL i can blog and chat with my friends more often.. Take care all...

Men and Women

2006-06-22T10:54:00.000+08:00

Read thru Elyn blog, haha

Class 95, FD and Glenn were discussing about “Women going to male strip club“. Glenn made a comment that “Woman should not go to such places“. (Elyn call in and join the conservation) hehe see blog link...

Honestly, all guys was thinking "nah gals don't get sexually aroused, only guys..."

I don't think it's true... I think it's different method of getting "S A" hmmm ok let's see

Guys: (SA) is pretty easy, pretty faces, big boobs, sexy butt. Whether she's naked or not... their imagination run wild.. and get (SA)... That gal don't have to speak o.O... i guess... only need to show "half cup" guys run wild... isn't it?...

Gals: (SA) well im not sure about other gals... but i don't think it's "omg cool muscles he has" or that thing big or not.... to me is more to the charm that the guy gives out... Like the eyes, matured charm, cool low tone voice, attractive/seductive smile his handsome face... and flirt around with you... i think these are more to the method that gals get SA instead?... I don't think you see a guy showing half long "thingie" make gals sexually aroused? But instead if the guy has that kind of charm that already charm her bforehand... that girl gets naughty :O....

Ok, my birthday coming soon. Im so happy as Jon is coming down to Singapore (95 percent) coming... :D now he only need to get ticket and stuff... Wondering is Elyn celebrating same date with me? If yes we can celebrate together :p... since only 2 days away...

I'm so nervous, i don't know... when i think about it... my hair stand... (Too nervous)... what should i wear when i fetch him at changi? o.O will he think omg that ugly gal? (ok this i know won't for now) what should i say when he's standing infront of me? OMG OMG o.O.... i might look wild to some of them but honestly sometimes i get really really shy :P... but still I'm playful hehehehe.... OMG!!!! See? hair stand again... o.O.... will keep everyone update o.O...

Schoolgirl is beaten up by gang of young teens

2006-06-20T08:43:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning, so cold over here right now. No sun o.O all i see is dark clouds.. I think going to rain soon... wasn't feeling too good today... stomach upset...and morning when i woke up tummy so painful went to do business then right after feeling sooo giddy was like the surrounding is moving i was scared... afraid i might faint... so i hurry rush somewhere to take a seat and drink a glass of warm water.. Feeling much better now.

Yesterday, I'm watching the video clip of a gal got assaulted by 4 other gals... age around 14-16. Watched the video and feel so pissed...they treated her like punching bag, kick, step and slap. Strip her top, one of them was taking video using handphone... the victim was half naked for awhile... then she pull back up her tube top. Yes, they zoomed in and take shot of her for the whole attack.

Then they try to pull her shorts off but she struggle... the gals was like slap her, pull her hair and slap her... others hold her body and one gal kick her on her chest...

I read thru the whole news from Monday's Newpaper, the victim's elder sister and those gals are friends... so the victim get to know them too and become friends.. One day, she bought condom to give a guy and some other friends. It meant to be a joke... but happen the guy who recieved the condom think she is trying to seduce him and his girlfriend got pissed too...

Another reason is they claimed the victim stared at one of the girl like challenging her to a fight (this is normally the stupid reason teens gangsters fight for in Singapore) the victim claimed that she gave condom to him was only a joke, nothing more than that. She wasn't staring at her only happens to look into their direction. So those gals called the victim's sister to bring her out and settle this matter, Yes! Her own sister bring her out and watching her get kicked. WTF is she doing? Coward ass acting as she's doing the right thing for justice to bring her younger sister out to get her punishment? WTF!!! GRRRR so piss...those girls cheaper than whores... go F*** yourself. -_- ok hunny ask me don't think about that video :S as anyone who see that video will get soooo mad... trust me -.- it's true... -switch off angry mode-

:D So one day, victim mum happens to saw that video clip and recognize as her own daughter. She wanted them to pay for their stupid act and intend to file charges against them.. Those girls speak to victim's mum and explain to her what her daughter did (the reason i mentioned above)...Still it's unreasonable for you to hit her like this... Victim don't wish to file charges against them and said those girls was actually doing her a favour to settle this problem if not that guy (the one who recieve the condom) will get her himself... she will get hurt more.

Ok those are bullshits... the victim got threatened i think. But parents have no choice but to drop charges and give them one last chance... Victim says "They apologise to me and we are friends again" -_- what the! :S nevermind. Hey, teens acting as hero kicking helpless ass wake up ok? dont' be so stupid and idoit... feel like kicking their ass .... GRRR!!! ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!! -_- -switch off angry mode-

SHOCKING DIALOGUE

Girl who is filming the clip says: Unbutton, unbutton.

Same girl, telling two of her three friends not to come into the frame: You don't come yet, you don't come yet.

Same girl, when her friends pull down the victim's tube top: Wo you zoom liao leh (Mandarin for I have zoomed in). Wo you zoom liao leh.

Giggles and laughter.

Another girl (appearing to be commenting on one of the assailants as she tries to pull down the victim's shorts): Wah, ta hui bi jiao hiong leh (mixture of Mandarin and Hokkien for she is more violent).

One of the girls: Wan le mei you (Mandarin for are you done)?

Reply from another: Yao wan le (Mandarin for almost).

GRRR... KNN -.- -switch off mode-

:D Not sure if i can go gym today, diarrea whole night... leg kinda soft :(....maybe i take a rest later and see how is it... This sat, beverly bday... going to celebrate with them... next week bug birthday wow o.O... my birthday coming soon too :D..and i might have a big surprise (if all things goes well) I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!... i love you hunny and my friends... muacccks... sorry if i'm abit violent just now -_- but it's too ... sigh nvm... love all!!!

Frrriiiiiidddddaaaayyyy

2006-06-16T08:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, heavy rain :O. I'm so clever now, knew the fact that when KL rains around 4-6pm. Never go out... -_- why?... see below

Taken around 5.15pm, rain stopped. Then i go keep my laundry and wash my clothes preparing to go gym, when im back i took another pic.

Traffic slight movement, see the white truck on the right? compare to the first pic o.O only moved a little. I made a smart choice to go apartment gym today, phew... if not i guess taxi driver will charge me alot again :S...

Apartment gym, wow, have cycling machine, cardio machine, steps machines, situp, but all spoil ^^.... only one stupid cardio machine working... with funny noise :S... so did that and some weight training came home full of sweat and take a hot shower. Came back to office (sleeping there) to talk to hunny :). Sat evening going dinner with family, gonna buy wallet for dad o.O will keep a lookout tomorrow... and will be reaching sg around 10pm tonight... tiring tiring....

.Dreams Never End.

2006-06-16T07:54:00.000+08:00

Not sure what's wrong, been having lots of dreams. At least one or two per night, Had a nightmare but not nice to say out in details as it's kinda religious or others might think it's racist. However when i woke up from the dream it's about 3am, there a strange feeling and thoughts occupied all of my mind at that very moment ,when i was hmm half awake.

The feeling is "Something standing beside my room door" (i didn't turn around to look yet) The image of that something shows in my thoughts too. A long hair little girl in blue, ok the strange thoughts is "What you gonna do now?" So i ask myself what i gonna do (ps. Im alone, Frankel, my room mate is next door though)

So i asked myself what i gonna do? Finally i decide to do this . . .

Maybe i asked her what she want and why she's bothering me. (ok thats the thoughts i have instead of screaming my first choice)

So i turn around to see is there something there...

Guess what i saw???

Nothing over there beside my clothes hanging there. So i went back to bed. When i about to close my eyes... I smile and think

If i saw that thing maybe i should say "Wrong room la, go next door find that guy :p *then push her out the door* good girl go go ^^ " lol joking o.O

This happen on Wednesday night.

True Story

2006-06-14T08:14:00.000+08:00

Skipped gym yesterday, go swimming and sauna instead. Reason? I'm so tired -_- and i left with only 10 session with trainer so i'm trying to make it twice a week will do.

Bought a magazine, Female. Attracted by the headlines;

Nothing much about the slimming thing but "I WAS DUMPED & LOST MY BABY" was pretty interesting. Now for viewers i will type it out ^^

"I lost My Baby & My Man"

Jessica, 38 spiralled into depression when she lost her baby and was dumped by the man she thought was her soul mate. She shares her story,

"I fell in love with Mark the second i laid eyes on him. It was July 2004, we

met at a party organised by mutual friends. He was a decade younger than I, but we had alot in common-Mark was spontaneous and humour. I was married at the time, but i didn't care that I'd suddenly developed a wild attraction to this handsome stranger. Mark made me young again, and, more importantly, we shared a strong chemistry. After spending just a few hours with him, I was convinced he was the man for me. Something told me that he and i were destined to be together. My marriage was in bad shape, so that very night, when i got home, i told my husband i wanted out and demanded a separation."

Torn between two men, "My husband, Paul and i started dating when we were 20. We were married eight years, but our relationship had dwindled into something monotonous and stale. Paul had changed-in the beginning he was confident and exciting, but a couple of years into the marriage, he became Mr. Average. Over time, I went head over heels in love with him to feeling nothing more than some sort of sisterly affection towards him. I was beyond miserable being married to Paul so when i met Mark, I sensed my luck was about to change for the better.

Mark was a take-charge kind of guy, I loved that about him. He enjoyed begin in control, and he was headstrong and confident. He made me feel really good about myself, too. I agreed to start seeing him romantically - at first we just met up for coffee, but within a couple of weeks, our relationship became sexual. My lover was absolutely amazing in bed. I don't recall ever feeling that sort of urgent, passionate love for any man before - not even Paul. Mark and i made love almost every day for several weeks. Being with him was sheer bliss. For the first time in a very long time, I felt alive - emotionally, mentally, and sexually.

Though I'd asked Paul for a seperation, I somehow could not bring myself to stop seeing him. It wasn't because i loved him and couldn't be without him, I had just become too used to him being in my life. He suspected i was having an affair, but each time he asked if i was cheating on him, I denied it. Mark didn't like the fact that Paul and i were still together, but i told him i no longer loved Paul. Sadly, i don't think he believed me. I told myself not to worry, that once Paul agreed to a divorce, Mark and i could finally get round to having a proper relationship.

Paul's father passed away just after i started dating Mark, so i used the time he was out of the house to be with my lover. One night, Paul stole my phone and scrlled through my text messages. He was livid when he saw all my messages to Mark, When i told Mark about it, he just shrugged it off and said he wasn't scared of Paul. Despite all the drama, i could not stop two-timing my men. I don't know why - perharps some part of me still wanted my marriage to work."

Pregnancy shock "Two months into my relationship with Mark, Paul's grandmother passed away. At the wake, I cried so much i surprised even myself. I had no idea then that i was pregnant and that my emotional state was due purely to the pregnancy hormones. My period was late, but still, the fact that i was with child didn't cross my mind. That month, i went for a routine breast check and Pap smear. The doctor thought my breasts were more lumpy than usual, but what scared me most was the discovery of two large fibroids in my uterus. Days later, it occurred to me that i might be pregnant. I did a test and the result is positive. Apparently, it was the pregnancy that caused my breast to feel lumpy and my fibroids to enlarge.

"When i told Mark I was pregnant with his child, he said i could either have an abortion, give the baby up for adoption, or marry him. He promised he would be supportive of whatever decision i made. Getting married was out of the question, and so was carrying our baby to full-term. Afraid, confused and worried, I opted for an abortion. The way i saw it, once i'd gotten rid of the baby everything would return to normal and i could be with Mark the way i wanted. At first, Mark was upset that i'd chosen to abort his baby, but he said he would not go back on his promise to support my decision

"Over the next several weeks, I underwent a couple of ultrasound tests. When i heard my baby's heartbeat, i thought, 'There's just no way i can abort this child'. But once i make a decision i don't usually change my mind. Beside Mark, i told only a couple of close friends about the planned abortion. I couldn't bring myself to tell my parents was was going on; i was too ashamed and i didn't want them to worrry unnescessarily. Paul has no idea i was even pregnant.

"On the day of the abortion, i shoved my fear aside and put on a brave face. I convinced myself the operation would have no effect on me, and even made my hospital stay out ot be some crazy adventure away from home. I guess i couldn't come to grips with the guilt. I was feeling. When i woke up after the abortion, Mark was shocked that i didn't seem upset. The next day, the grief hit me like a ton of bricks. But still, I hid my emotions from everyone.

"A few days later, I developed an infection from the operation. I was prescribed super-strong antibiotics, and given a week's medical leave. I could barely move. That same week, Mark dumped me. All he said was he couldn't take the stress anymore. Two days later, he said he wanted get back together, but that he no longer loved me. I didn't understand it. I couldn't stop crying. I stayed with him nevertheless, all the while wondering how and when his feelings for me changed. Then, two weeks later, he sent me an email saying he just wanted to be friends. I was too shocked to react this time so i ran back to Paul for comfort.

Alone again "In December 2004, Paul and i decided to take a second shot at our marriage. We saw a marriage counsellor and tried to work things out between ourselves, but within a few months of getting back together, i realised there was no more hope for us and that divorce was the only solution. Mark and i were no longer together as a couple, but we still met once a month for sex. I still loved him a great deal but he never brought up the subject of getting back with me.

"Paul moved out of our martial home for good in November 2005. He wants nothing more to do with me;he won't even speak to me these days and i don't really blame him. He can't get over the fact that i don't love him anymore. I never told him about the abortion. If he knew, i think he'd go completely psychotic.

"Just a few weeks ago, Mark told me he has a new girlfriend. We'd just made love, and he was more passionate than usual. I was crushed; I honestly believed i stood a chance with him. In the last year or so that we resumed a sexual relationship, Mark and i never talked about the abortion or how we felt about each other. Once, when i told him i wanted to get the guilt from the abortion off my chest, he waved his hand at me and told me to stop wallowing in the past and get on with my life. That hurt. He has no idea how depressed i've been or how much i love him because he refuses to communicate. Now that he has a new girlfriend, he doesn't have time for me. We've stopped seeing each other-he never calls, and whenever i call him, he tells me he cant talk because he's with her. I cannot believe the way he just cut me from his life. It's as if i no longer exist."

Burden of the heart "The last two years were the most horrible of my life because i lost both the man i love and our baby. If i could turn back time i probably would've spoken to my parents about the pregnancy. I took the easiest way out not did not exhaust all my options. That's my biggest regret. I can't help thinking, 'What if?" The only good thing to have arisen from the abortion is, now i know for sure that i would like to have kids some day. Up till recently, i hated children and had no material instincts whatsoever. Still, i don't know how i'm going to live with the mistake i made."

"I've been depressed for more than a year over Mark and the baby i chose to have aborted. I have to force myself to feel happy. Sometimes at work, my grief gets the better of me and i'll rush to the bathroom and weep in silence. Some mornings i can't bring myself to wake up and face the day. I have several close friends but only a few are aware of what i've been through. They don't believed im depressed because i hid it so well. Despite having many friends. I've never felt more alone. I guess my way of dealing with pain is to ignore it. Maybe only then will it go away."

The events in this article occured in Singapore.

Abortion, other than to protect the life, mental health or health of the mother, is still illegal in Malaysia.

Articles from Female, June 2006.

My view, honestly while reading to some part, some questions in my mind.

"Why you loved Mark so much and he asked for marriage you opted it's impossible?"

Mark maybe is just a impatient lover who get new love easily when he know he doesn't have a chance? The whole story the way it goes sounds like the girl make mistake but when i actually think over, my view is , the girl love Mark so much and that marriage she can't let go because she can't make herself to do it. If saying the girl was in the wrong.. her mistake will be she can't totally cut out someone she once love... but the girl pay the price and the guy wiped his ass and go on with new life.. Girls always end up taking more punishment than guys? But still girls can't make up their mind it's part of ladies nature. I do love that new guy but this old flame with me for a long journey like can't bear to let go etc...

Actually the point is can you get used to new life without that someone who is part of your life that you used to spend with the past journey...Example, you been taking the same bus and work in the same company for decades, one day you switch to a new job, new company, new faces, new journey, how do you feel at that time? It's the same feeling... those who are in a relationship for a long period, you and him/her and shared all moments for decades. Did you ever have the thoughts one day he/she might not be with you anymore? Thoughts like "Impossible, we together so long i believe he will be the one for me and we will spend rest of our life together" because it's already part of your life.

One day, you realize you fall in love with another guy/gal. You will be asking yourself, "No, i can't do that i can't betray him/her someone i promised i will love him/her forever and i don't think this guy/gal love me too." That's how affair exist, keeping a secret. Your mate won't know and you can try out a relationship with the
"new" love.. then when "Oh yea i love her/him much more than my old mate, alright it's time to break with my old mate and spend all time with my new love" So this will go round and round...another half got hurted thinking of the promise they made together... Whenever in a new relationship, we told all our friends, how much i love her how much i love him...i will never leave you. I believe everyone heard or say this sentence in your life at least once. But look who is beside you right now." I promised and someone promised to me will love me and will never hurt me forever but for decades all i get back was bruises and scars everywhere. I can't make myself to get free from the relationship as it's already part of my life just like part of my body.. used to hear his voice, even to the extend knowing what he gonna say in his next sentence...planned marriage everything and even informed all friends we are getting married soon but still... it ended... God helped me giving me strength to give up the relationship and lead me to a new life.

PS: What written above is what i think about this world...nothing much hehe...

Comments are welcome...and i love you hunny :)

Biig bright moon early in the morning

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Something weird happen this morning, woke up early in the morning around 6.30am... realize lights shine in my room floor... dim light... look out of the window i saw something...

It's beautiful..and rare view... as it's soo bright that it shine in my room...so i look at the beautiful moon awhile and prepare to work... then when im on my way to work...it's dawn...30 mins for the moon to go down o.O? and it's like full moon... I will keep track tomorrow.. to see is there such moon again....

Beloved Bee

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Biig bright moon early in the morning

.Dreams Never End.