Better update blog if not i will slack again, this bday party coming up is putting an end to my previous life... changing to a new me after that... With a new name too... won't be using the name Carel after that haha it's still secret what is the name i'm using... will be reveal when that day comes... only one friend know about cos that name was ideas given by her! Thanks alexis! cool name u got! hehehe
Then after that i will quit smoking....a big step for me but i really want to put a stop... was like when u are sad...smoke makes u more sad... i stopped smoking for awhile bfore i feel so much healthier and happier... so this is something i want to change too
Then totally remove my hatred and rage in me... yea those hate i have for anyone i dun want it to be there anymore.... i mus learn how to put down all burden and start brand new to a happy person... Finally it's also a farewell party which is my last birthday in Singapore... i won't be able to celebrate bday with friends anymore after this.... more details talk when the day comes back hehehe.... I'm very happy for those who's coming for my bday..... really appreciate... but right now i'm still on bargaining with the manager...headcount increased to 18... i need to do some calculation and how the room fit or do they have the room fit...all of them that i invited means alot to me... all my friends that i will never forget...so i will keep you all update asap! Love ya all!!! the girl spoke...
