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Reached Singapore hehehe
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Reached Singapore around 7.30pm hehe... Thunderstorm and heavy rain while bus travelling at JB...luckily Singapore stopped raining n thunderstorm when i arrived ^^.... So took a bus 193 back home.. Then teach my dad and sister how to take picture on my new cam cos they going dinner this sunday which i can't make it cos i gonna go back to KL that day :(... so i ask them go enjoy ^^... My dad was sad feeling guilty left me go lol...



Then around 9.45pm my sister bugged me to go KTV she say she wanna sing -_- after long thinking (5mins) i decided to go cos i wanna sing too boring LOL.. so i call n book jurong east KBOX then reached there abt 30 mins later lol fast hor? then sing sing sing lor...



While im singing... i put my lighted cigarette on the ash tray -_- then my sis...

Sister: ... Can u don't put ur cig there like aromatherapy!!! Liew!!


Me: HAHAHAHA.... look like =_=..


Sister: wah lau u see the smoke like aromantherapy like that... how many times i tell u liao grrr...



Tomorrow bringing my sister go IKOI japanese restaurant which i promise her long ago -_- cos i was on diet so keep postpone so i think tomorrow bring her go ba cos i haven't eat ikoi abt more than a yr..Used to be eating with gary and my sis... so tomorrow onwards only me and her ba......



Now im home writing blog then go sleep...alot of things to do in the day time tomorrow gonna go eat with her then buy mascara, trim eyebrow, rest at home then go party with my frds... oh ya mus sms buggy tomorrow...dunno how is she... hehehe.... will update rest tomorrow....

the girl spoke...

Saturday, April 29, 2006
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To bug: see my reply comments in the below post hehe... then post back on this ba... i go sleep muACK!!
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i oso wan go eat, what and whr is ikoi? i feeling hungry now! whr to select the language? i cannot find leh.. actually it oso died very long ago, but my sis came tomy hse last week, then i see her play i oso heart itchy go in see loh.. hahaha then is chinese!

if u r toking abt the IE view, select encoding there, i tried but cannot. when i choose western they give me weird things.. neopets is whr to change language???

anyway what time u going party tonight? i going the ktv we went last time. vivi flew to bbk liao. i'm going with jaclyn, another very close gf of mine.

Anyway vivi was at the ktv yesterday wking so i asked her to ask if got vodka ribena, hahaha. then javier says... ask me to call him directly, he go buy and arrange for me!! one jug at happy hour only $20! happy hr until 9pm. but i oso dunno what time will reach cos i wking full day today leh. then my hse still left 1/4 bottle of vodka, i thinking can bring there or not then when they serve, i pour my own vodka inside! hahaha~

let me know if u wanna join us before going to yr party! i'll be calling javier abt 4+ or so to book seats and order my special drinks 1st! wahahaha
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Happy !!!!
Thursday, April 27, 2006


Hehe now it's 8.30pm... I went gym around 3.30pm.. boss came in at 3.25pm -_-... Was suppose to have a meeting with him but i was in hurry :(... So i sneak out and tell his assistant to tell him i will be back at 7+pm... Then i rush back after gym he still here phew... so i rush into his office and settle the petty cash stuff "the money the i got rob"... So i go in... he is already smiling -_-... Then i start topic lor.. im not good in talking then was gonna ask him pay that money for me -_- but i dunno how to ask...



So when inside i tell him...



Bee: ehh i wanna talk to u about the petty cash thing -_- u know about it?



Boss: Yea... Thats so unlucky... -smiling-



Bee: sigh yea... lose alot...



Boss: haha why u and frank soo careless...



Bee: I hide money in tin, frank keep money in a paper and hide under his clothes also gone..



Boss: -shock face-... is it?



Bee: Yea cos i have no chance to keep the money i jus reach home... when i rush home for shower and keep money in the tin ..cleaner was still cleaning the house when i left... Then around 5pm frankel came back all things drawers all open and his money gone then ask me to come home check i went in my room all drawers opened...dressing table, bed side table, warerobe drawer, bed got flip etc...



Boss: Guess it's a professional thief...



Bee: so fast wah only 4 hours...



Boss: haha 4 hours is more than enough lor...anything else gone? how much u lose beside the company funds



Bee: Luckily nothing at home, i lose 2k.... -_-



Boss: Haha heart pain right?



Bee: YEA!!! very!! dunno why so unlucky..



Boss: Sometimes no choice this thing will happen next time be more careful... I have this over... company will pay the funds lost this round but first and only time orh... next time lose u must take care haha



Bee: really?!! thanks!! I intend to buy safe box... can mah? put in your office...



Boss: Yea good idea... how much is it? 1k i think around there



Bee: so expensive meh ?



Boss: Yea safe box not cheap u know...



Then we look around his office decided to put at one cabinet...



Bee: then i will lock ur office also u got key hor?



Boss: My office got key meh? i dunno... -walk to his door- oooh got lock but wheres the key? hmm



Bee: i dunno

nevermind i will discuss with ah dan...



Then he count and give me petty cash money woo hoo!!!!... then talk about weather liao while im counting the money ahahaha so happy!!!! i dun need to pay woo hoo...



Ok back to blog -_- jus now using my new cam help tim took pic of our office pixiu lol... then eat porridge after blogging frankel will escort me home .. i scare -_- alot money... Gym today not too bad...trainer very funny today, ask me about his hair is it long already? i say still the same la... today did light training... then he help me wear boxing gloves...and ask him to play with him... means he take two big protector on his hand then i punch lol... left ! right!! left!! harder!! go go!! yes!! thats it!! LOL. .. very fun but very tired... panting already -_-....



Right now im going home tomorrow going singapore liao heheh.... then sat kor birthday... sunday got to go out with family for lunch bfore i go back KL cos it's mothers' day... Take care all have a good night :) .... Oh this morning i saw rainbow!! on office window.. left abit only but i still take hehe...

Bee....

the girl spoke...

Thursday, April 27, 2006
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Glad to hear boss paying for the lost money! buy a safe is a good idea loh... remember must lock it always. dun let everyone know the passwords, just the few chiefs in charge can liao..

Toking abt tim, send me regards to him hor! hahaha dunno he will shocked or not.. hehehe~

Anyway, u is a pig head! i not calling u peng anymore, i call u pig head! mother's day is 2nd sunday of may! which is 14th may! vesak day that sunday lah! pig head!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Thursday, 27 April, 2006
 
peng need help,
can u help ne ask dan how to set my pc to english, when i eneter those website with chinese or english ones, like gmail, neopets, it'll come out as chinese wordings, when i tried to change the encoding to english, it gives me weird weird things loh..

thanks, pls reply asap.
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous Anonymous : Thursday, 27 April, 2006
 
My sis didn’t say clearly next week ah? LOL I dun trace those de.. I only know Malaysia holiday now wahah -_-…ask me Monday take leave so last min I think she mean next week -_- if they celebrating this week Monday I confirm won’t take leave too hard I a lot of things to do -_-…. Eh as for ur computer thing I email u ler.. later I ask my frd… dan too busy to get now… and hor why u suddenly put annoymus -_- act mystery ah liew!...

Eh and find one day not so fast la maybe near yearend we go holiday AHAH -_- ask peng also :p…
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i not wanna put anon one.. but yest when i post the comment, it only ask me choose blogger or others or anon, dun have column let me write my name down, i tot something wrong so i just submit loh..

help me ask leh.. my neopets become chinese, i dunno how to use!
u taking 2pm bus comng back right? i so bored in offiec now.. so sleepy..

last night couldnt sleep, the mind was running with tots, like my mind full of things like this.. and when i finally fell asleep, i dreamt of lai... really very tireds..
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Friday, 28 April, 2006
 
wah bug paisay paisay i jus saw ur comments below abt the email u wanna send him.. hmm dun send him that -_- he wn't understand de :(... or he will be mocking at u.. don't do it to let him laugh at u.. i think it's over ler he not suitable to be the one that is passionate or romantic to understand..then he is those ah beng...if wanna say also goes like this "Ai ya tell u lor i miss u la cannot is it? ppl say love is like sore or something but i dun care la i still think over these long period i still miss u.. give me ur number leh dun so niao la.. give won't die one lor.. etc etc"
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and hor bug i think it's the language setting.. u go control panel, regional and language...see is it US english not...
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hahaha! nb, u make me laugh abt what to email him. i still have his number lah, it's some parts of the poem i want to him know i'm not feeling good now! hahaha...

anyway i chedk my control panel, it's untied states english leh! correct leh... but when i go neopets, they give me chinese!!!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Friday, 28 April, 2006
 
beside neopets others leh? neopets there can choose de...Select language there LOL u still play ah?! my pet dunno die where liao -_-... he know u not feeling good lor i guess ><.... but he bo chap ba o.O?.. u take care leh anything sms me hor :D! muakkkksss
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Rainy stormy day
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Sign here now lightning storm im so afraid of lightning and later i gonna go gym... this weekend tues wed thurs got training... the trainer kinda good la... he go by...one day upper body, next day lower body alternate cos he say after training next day will be sore can't move so can't train same parts... -___-...



Recieve message from joan that she is coming down with collegue so ask me out also... then last month my collegue, Frankel already tell me theres a week holiday he wanna bring his wife n daughter down ask me got go back or not..that time he say he quite long ago before joan say she's coming down..



Got the date from joan..and realize sekali this is the date that Frankel mention..so i go checked with frankel wah it's true!! He arrange them to come at 12 may -_-... so i message joan say i can't join...sob wasted...hard to get this chance -_- soo concidence... sorry leh joan... if u saw this blog... next time sure will arrange with u!!... have fun leh take many many pic...



My hands shoulder back soooo sore... i wanna draw today but too painful.. ><... today will be lower body AHHHHH -________- wish me good luck but kinda happy i feel refreshed hehee... and taking weight measurements this thurs to see how is my latest improvement wahaha..it's been sometime since i tok to dd n ying didn't get a chance kinda busy that time when msn with them...when im back they sleep ler lol >.<>

the girl spoke...

Wednesday, April 26, 2006
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Muahaahaha!! heng ah! 12 may i wanna go up but no kaki, mas says she gotto work on that sat 13th 1/2 day so cannot. she say arrange one week before, 5th may go up then 7th come back. but she finished wk at 8pm leh! then by the time we reach kl oso sat midnight 3am or so liao.. then sun come back, i dun wan loh.. kinda waste time, only 1 night, whr got enough..

12 may come back good! we can go out on fri and maybe sat date ken out then u can sit beside me and pass me tissue paper when i tok to him! hahah~

i got "jie kou" but still smoke but lesser lah... just came back from doc, he gave me stronger antibiotics and anti-inflmmation tablets loh.. hopefully can cure this time..
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hahaha okie or when ur co. enough manpower u take leave on friday...so friday u travel up with peng...peng is ok de if u arrange early...cos now she haven't get a job if she gets one abiti hard liao...yea that week coming back so this friday meeting ken mah? u let me know kk? i think problem not with smoke.. u smoke so long liao.. actually the trainers there told me...dun care about smoking...we all smoke! but we are healthy cos we sweat alot and drink alot cleaning the system etc...so drink alot alot water orh!
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Peng found wk already! that's y i asked her go during vesak day she cannot cos she wking on 13th may half sat on sat!

i dun think so ba.. i scared i cry like a baby.. somemore he difficult lah.. he got meet his car ppl and normally his wife is there , not easy to meet him alone..

sg very very very heavy rain, i going wk liao!
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wah found liao?? ooh i thought u mention is u got to work half day that day... i think bforehand u sms him first like say u wanna clear things up with him face to face alone... like this... ask him when free... wonder will he post up what u say not ? i scare
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Actually i oso scared sekali he post up and let everyone see!
u wanna acc me tok to him when u come back for vesak day holiday or not? i scared leh! very very scared!
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haha sure sure i pei u... not this friday ah? u let me know when i arrange... can't let u go alone there cry mah! hehe
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this fri cannot cos sat i wking leh.. if speak to him then go drink, sure cannot wake up on sat to work. and sat he got bbq mah.. so cannot.

I'm actually thinking of vesak day that fri night, 12th may. maybe after his meeting with his car club ppl. if not then is that sat 13th may. i'll most probably call him on that weeks' thurs or fri and arrange. so i can let u know is fri or sat. but if it's fri, what time will u reach sg? u need to let me know mah.. sekali he arrange too early, u havent reach sg. maybe can ask peng along? if not i tok to him, i scaredu bored and he sure feel weird oso.. haha

carel, i really very scared.. i think i'll cry like crazy. who shld i ask other than him? boy? i toto of emailing him something i found on the net, very long so i'll put it on next post. i think if he gets the meaning behind the poem, he'll know i'm upset.
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They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that' s fading away

You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope

Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away

Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope

Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
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sorry, i know it's very long but shld i email him the above? u think he'll get what i mean? u think he'll post up let everyone see?
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My life




Now due to third party me and gary are now frd, i don't blame him i blame myself.. i hope he will be happy find some pretty gal who suit him more ba... i will continue my gyming and target.... leading both our life...Trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew. This round im not using eat to relieve cos i gym alot since january and lose alot of weight i dun wan it to go back i wan to hit my target asap so i use gyming to relieve...say won't hurt is fake.. The part that hurts me the most, is knowing that I once had you and then lost you..sometimes its hard to love someone because u are afraid of losing that someone is so true ba.. Honestly i wanted everything to stay the same but the feelings fade and people change...thats when love bcome hurt...Its hurting thats why i have to let go i do love him alot as right now but... still..it's too late..



Splitting things...see the clothes things he bought and things i give him...feeling kinda xin suan...but i will be strong...might be not like last time happy n cheerful might be alittle quiet but i will be fine soon hehe...dd,ying,roy didi, lan, bug, peng, joan, kor, ah pek, elyn, kien, kovu and all my friends!! i love u all :) ...thanks..wah today blog veyr long lol -.- pardon me!!



Quitted CO too...deng quitting with me... deng is my conquer husband...LOL... ok something miracle.. he talk just like my ex bf who past away...exactly the same so we are like bullying each other... he is from laos... only chatting etc...LOL very funny someone actually have the same character...



Now gyming hard.. my gym getting harder n harder more n more tiring my trainer says prev training won't work for me anymore... he need to increase reps n intensity... ok im sooo tiring... first day of the new training i went pale n headace he afraid i might faint LOL i jus say i can... he very very absent minded LOL sekali he got my blog -.- but he is ... hmm example... do this for 50 times... he is counting for me


1,2,3,4,5,...... 10.


1,2,3,4,5....... 20.


1,2,3,4,5....... 20.



I say "ehh it's 30 la"


he say "oh really? ok 30"


when i about to continue...


he say " u sure 30 not?" then give me the evil laughter like i trying to eat snake


EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE......



Then he say ok do this machine for 2 more set we are done... then finish 2 set.. he walk back to that machine.. "come lets continue" ... i say "ehh two set liao u say"... "ohhh! two set already? so fast? sure not??" then evil smile again :S!



Then he train me like the whole gym will know my name soon -.- why.. cos when he increase the weight that is too hard for me he will say "come on "my name" u can make it!! ill help u..." very loudly -.-.... my trainer is indian... very fit... imagine how hard he train but shorter than me.. he abit sad abt his height but no choice la... this trainer not bad... but very tiring ... lol...



Something meaningful...



People only realize what they had after they lose it, so hold onto what you have and never let it go



As you look back upon your life, you find the times when
you have most lived, are the times when you have lived for love



I wanted everything to stay the same

but feelings fade and people change

I'm living every moment like its my last

No longer letting my future be based on my past



Giving uo on Love isn't Moving On

Its Giving up Your Happiness



Love is as much of an object as an obsession,

everybody wants it,

everybody seeks it,

but few ever achieve it,

those who do will cherish it,

be lost in it, and among all,

never... never forget it.



And something that a friend email me hehe nice nice..











the girl spoke...

Wednesday, April 26, 2006
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as i m seeing yr blog, i am EATING loh! cb! growing every min! hahaha~ what's CO? ciggies ah? i oso wanna quit liao, my throat die again, today after wk i going see doc but dun think wan take mc, taken many mc since starting of the yr. i finished my last antibiotic on mon morning, monday night come back again..dunno is it got throat cancer!!!

there's a new song by 游鸿明 **drool~~~* i 1st heard it when i was in vietnam, they keep playing the mv on tv when commercial time.. very sad and lomantic mv..

come back sg search many days dun have, i tot very very old album.. but i never hear before one mah...recently i search again have liao.. new album! nb, vietnam even faster than we all lor! the song very very nice.. abt being in love but not given blessings by other ppl. see the mv, then u will understand what it means, the lyrics very cheem! got one part is 是不被祝福还是愿意背负 原罪 愿意为爱独憔悴
title is 诗人的眼泪. go listen.

yr blog says when you fall in love with someone and he doesnt love us, be gentle to yrself. there's nothing wrong with you? really nothing wrong with me mah?
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Wednesday, 26 April, 2006
 
hahaha co is not ciggies is a online game which im been playing since last yr... And hor ur throat ok liao then pain again ok liao then pain again means mus depend on antibo? .. ehh did u gim mouth? like dun eat those heaty things no cold drinks? if u didn't sure won't cure de... got not?... dun scare me la throat cancer..choy!!!... hahaha to me is like that...u love that someone but he dun love u or he SAY he love u but he keep hurting u? i also dunno...sigh sian...realize on may 12 i mus go back singapore! the reason... see my latest post sob!!
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Im back... :)
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Hi all, Im back to bloggin ^^... sorry recently jus broke up with bf so i was on hmm "Healing mode" thats why i MIA... but im kinda fine now.. as i have no choice... life still goes on as usual all i need is lonely nights to heal myself... hehe so now i enjoy single life ba can't be bothered about love thing anymore... well im abit lost it's for sure... since i was attached and loving someone for 8 years suddenly just gone... lost of direction.. so im looking for direction..the direction i choose is concerntrate on gym, spend more time on family and friends ^^ we are still friends of cos i wish him all the best in career and love :) Weekend past well in KL...cos a frd of mine came to find me..hmm won't say is who pic can't show too but i was very happy thanks :).....



I recieved some emails from friends and also talked to uncle pek, my god bro also share some comments with elyn we got alot of common thinking lol...anyway i think i can do it!... thanks for all the concern ^^...also talked to bug recently..was really pity of her.. i hate those kind of peoples who think they know everything and yet they don't know a single thing making stories from their own thinking etc... they need a life.. there's different type of ppl in this world..some are bad to the extend they choose friends by looks too..So it's not important..cos those people are those kids that dunno what they themself want and need... until one day they got cheated by their so called friends then they realize who is ur true friend..



I had alot of friends and i know who is true who is not... bug i hope u know wat to do and be strong.. if im u i will clear the things first bfore i left but still decision is yours..no matter wat just remember if u need help or anything im there orh ^^.. I met different people.. my ex bf had alot of friends and a few of them (those who always change gfs) who is saying my things behind my back.. cos of my looks... thinking he is handsome enough to find another one..this so call friend.. ask yourself can u rate yourself as his friend when u say that to him? One day ur life will teach u a leasson no point to argue.. i know what i am... I never do any things to hurt anyone in my life no matter how much i hate him or her...plus those new friend of his don't even know me only seen me from his hp -.-... anyway one day i will prove it......I live my life my own way as long i think i didn't do bad deed will do... that's my personality.. someone who truly believe in god..



Remember my last post my house got break in lost 7.5k ringgit? Sigh i dunno how is the outcome but it's big amount for little me :(... My boss is coming today having meeting maybe tomorrow... Im not sure... the decision will be out in the meeting anyway i think i will have to pay myself since he having finiancal problems.. ARGG?! i dunno :(..



Ok the camera that i bought 2 weeks ago... haven't show yet hehe this is the one i bought...



DMC-FX8 Panasonic Lumix




FEATURES
5.0 Mega Effective Pixels
Mega Optical Image Stabilizer
Long battery Life (approx. 300 pictures)
High resolution and bright moving pictures in VGA (30fps)
Audio playback (Audio can be recorded if u are taking picture)


The mode they have which i love...

Night scenery mode (For taking a picture with night scenery, Shutter will be set to the max. 8sec, Be sure to use a tripod.) >> means will get blur if ur hand move need tripod.. -.- i dun have..

Night portrait mode (Portrait with night scenery. Hold the camera firmly and the subject should keep still for at least 1 sec.)

Scenery (For taking pictures of distant and vast landscapes. Auto focus priority is set to infinity.)

Baby (Suitable for taking pictures of your baby. Age can be displayed with pictures if you set the birthday.)

Soft skin (Detect the flesh tone area like human face and add soft effect on it to show the skin detail more smooth.)

Still got fireworks, snow, party, food, sports, portrait, self portrait..)

So i went around taking pictures and playing with new camera hehe... the video recording unlimited.. depends how much memory space is there... however some picture of my KL home.. and KL hehe...




View from my office... the left white building is my apartment lor hehe



Another view from office... my office at high level...



View from my apartment living room....




Taken when im in cab.... near KLCC



Sky... outside my room hehe... nice hor?



Nice scenery mode very hard to take..hand keep moving -.- this is the best liao.. night view from my room window...



same mode.. night view from my room window....



My room in KL hmm the light in dim light... i wanted white light -.- but the house come like this so no choice lor...



Flash mode lol...clearer?



My bathroom (left view)



My bathroom (right view)...



Living room...







Ok show u something cool about this camera... those who have camera will know why i say this.. normally when take pictures, tv, monitor etc those with strong wave... will have black white lines on the screen in the picture.. this is the one i took... ^^..

I will blog daily as usual now got gym later hehe this sat going crew... got birthday party there.. my god brother bday haha... i bought gift liao heng ah... i still thinking what to give him i think this suit him hehehe....

the girl spoke...

Tuesday, April 25, 2006
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u hor, yr post make me cry again lah! hahaha. u must oso strive to be happy ok! i'm just confused, my bro ask me just move on, dun need to explain so much to them. dun see = no pain, no hurt, no sadness.

yr apt looks so shiok leh!!! got balcony one issit? got one photo show both the dining table and the sofa, the end the glass is the balcony huh? nb, the cushion looks so inviting, i think i can sleep the sofa.. hahah~ i can already start to imagine we're on the sofa drinking vodka! hahaha~

keep us updated on boss's say. dun tell me he really ask u pay lor.. good luck!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous a confused buggy : Tuesday, 25 April, 2006
 
Actually i hv think quite long whether wanna lev u a msg or not. But,saw ur sadness this few days,i feel pity also.Ppls will lost their direction when they suddenly lost their dependent,all u need is time.When my mother gone,i was like u,lost direction,and honestly until today i still not find my way out yet.My wound not cure,but not as pain as 1st time if i'm not touch it.
I know u r tough,and give ur sadness a deadline,after that be more stronger,And live much much better than b4.This is wat i'm trying to do now,so that my mum wont worried abt me.命里常常都会有不同的过客出现，而他只不过逗留的比较久而已。这证明了，你的永久住客还没出现，更好的还在后头。不要为将成为过去的事情而悲伤，而是要为眼前的生活画上色彩。加油！！
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cutebiscuit: when i read ur comments i feel so... -nose sour-... have the feeling to cry...the most painful moments is not only when losing, but is when the painful memories recall in ur mind, u know you shouldn't recall those to make u sad. But brain is something really funny which never get tired it just keep replaying n replaying...just like someone who lost their memories if similar image plays infront of them they will recall something. Just like our life, when we saw something similar we will recall those painful memories. I truly understand how u feel. Maybe it's a 过客..a 过客 who get never check out totally in ur life.Lets be strong i understand the feeling when u lose ur love one..I met once and i remember until now every single bit..Thanks for much for the comment. Do feel free to drop msg. And hope one day we met chang ke... instead of guo ke.. :) all the best
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger *Bee* : Wednesday, 26 April, 2006
 
bug: hahaha no la.. is window..outside the window got a plant not balcony area. hehe yea man!!! wah u tempted me... ahaha play shin vcd then drink!!! woo hoo... ur brother ask u dun see and forget jus move on is correct but hor.. u can don't see meh o.O u sure will peep peep...whatever words they say u will still know... that is the problem :(
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Unlucky things keep happening
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Something big happened yesterday, Around 5.30pm when frankel reached KL apartment.. He called me.. He said his cupboard, drawer was opened... His money 1.2k was missing... he wrap in a newspaper and hide somewhere in his cupboard still the robber manage to find it.. So i rushed home, open my room door... freak out..bed table drawer open, dressing table, wardrobe, wardrobe drawer and even my bed was flipped bfore... i went to the place where i keep the money... A box... well it's gone. I lost much more... $7,500.



So unlucky... omg omg... cos my boss came down on friday night to pass me the money for petty cash and my commission but because he came too late im already on my way to singapore so frankel keep the money for me under my bed...and when im back in KL on sunday i dun go home.. only sleep in office... incident happened on Monday 17 april around 12 noon to 5pm... how i know? Simple... i rush home to took a shower around 11+am when i open my door i saw my office cleaner there sewing my curtain and ask me any clothes to iron...

After shower I took out the money under the bed and put in the box...also take $450, my staff commission which i need to give her and $150 wanna do some stockup actually...so after i took out those amount i put the rest in the drawer... My office cleaner was still cleaning the house.



So i tell her im going back to office... so i close my room door... then lock the main door and left (she ironing clothes when i left)...I trust that office cleaner been helping us since we first came to KL never had any problem but -_- there is twice she forget to lock door... tat robber come in freely means either have key or came in when the door is not lock...wen to security desk to check but can't check anything... there's no cam in lift so i call my boss assistant lor -_- tell him what happen and sigh dunno... Why all things happen together now im even more stress... Boss is thinking of a way -_-... cos call police he mus come down and handle cos apartment is under his name as for petty cash he is having headache... dunno what to do cos he having some problem too oh well...



I think this sum will be chop in by me in the end.. not a small sum it's $3200 sing$...I really headache really tired.. so many things in my mind this thing still come on me... me and frank talk awhile abt the robber case what we need to do..call police take fingerprint is wat we suggest -_- then he went back to office then i lock my room hide inside... and sometimes when i hear sound outside i bring umbrella to the door n peep thru the door -_- but nothing there LOL...cos me and frankel thought about a guy who always sit beside the lift n smoke on the floor in the middle of the night or early in the morning... o.O we thinking maybe he saw auntie didn't lock door come in asrrggg i dunno -_- I waiting for my cleaner to come in the office so i can ask her...frankel will change lock today... he called me last night making sure im not murdered -_-....



Im sad enough now this happen im worse the way i type in words is abit hmm blur? -_- i dunno wat im talking about but i dunno -_________- anyway... im feeling terrible..sorry bug, dd, ying, roy, medi, lan and uncle spa... i will get back to u all soon... Love!.. Some post is missing if u realize... cos someone request to delete..all phone will be off as usual... take care...

the girl spoke...

Tuesday, April 18, 2006
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wah lao those stupid robbers... poor mei mei.... haiz
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger Loveless Deejay : Tuesday, 18 April, 2006
 
WAH LAU.. DAMN THE BURGLARS!
how now? u gotto fork out the money yrself? i oso blurs leh...
Actually not yr fault loh.. see if boss can pay for it or not.. i mean nobody wans this to happen right?

someone reuqest for u to del? haiz.. u really shldnt have given him yr blog address.

u take care ah, my whole throat is swollen, i cannot even swallow salivia but cant take mc cos i stationed in wl for this week. take mc sure let ppl say one..

u take care and update us on what yr boss says.
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Tuesday, 18 April, 2006
 
that's terrible
u must be having a tough time lady
take care and be extra careful. as long as you r safe, thanks god.

and my name is elyn not eileen. haa
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous elyn : Tuesday, 18 April, 2006
 
Jie stay strong horz =l it'll be over soon.. coz evy thunderstorm ends with colorful rainbows, no matter how and wad!! dun sad sad =/
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger haimi : Tuesday, 18 April, 2006
 
Oei~ need help on kl things...
will email u for help, pls reply me..
thanks~!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Thursday, 20 April, 2006
 
how r u today? not coming back this weekend huh? will u be coming on on vesak day long weekend, 12th may? i know u dun have long weekend lah.. but will u be coming back??

i took mc yesterday, cannot take it then exec like not happy loh.. haiz.. do people really is difficult..
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Last post.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Hmm last post for today.. i can't do any blogging for the time being..will MIA after this week.... will return all messages, comments, sign in msn, sms, phone, email. Might not hear me for awhile.. But dun worry abt me.. i will be back when i think im fine..Thats what i normally do..Hope everyone happy, buggy be strong... Take care all..Love...



the girl spoke...

Saturday, April 15, 2006
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nb! u wan MIA then i how? i how???
u bo leong sim ah!~~give yrself some time, time will not heal the wounds but time will take away the pain.
Remember u r always in my thoughts!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Sunday, 16 April, 2006
 
sob sob sob... i just went back af and see, somebody commented that the gers are not as active as before.

huat go reply him and say "those let ppl sian one, kena sian away liao. those let ppl kick one, kena kick away liao" ccb... i think very well he refering to me loh... nbccb.. i is angry!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Sunday, 16 April, 2006
 
no matter wat happen..stay strong gal stay strong..hang on to it..let time do its part..u deserve a better guy n dun worry ur mr right is there logging for u too..gambade ok...*hugs hugs*
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I'm here in office rotting away...
spoke to my bro last night.. he asked me get a new hobby and not go into the 2 "places" again. he got a new hobby liao, new car so he keep "zhng his car" that's y he never go in there anymore liao.. but i dun have car, zhng what? zhng kar chng ah zhng. he say still got many other hobby one mah.. but i cant think of any loh, nb!unless u consider smoking, drinking and singing in ktv is a hobby loh.

regarding the matter btw ken and him, he was very shocked ken said those things loh.. he just "now u know who r true frds" haiz.. cos when last time long ago, i told him i wan break contact with all, i cant bear to let go out ken, john and boy. he said of cos it's better if me and ken can tok it out, i guess there's only 2 choices now, tok it out with ken, if not then is move on with my life then he said "finally u know what i saying! move on with yr life, just carry on happy life instead of sad life" actually is there a need for me to clarify, i think ken is angry becos he tot i MIA becos i was angry with him over the new "gf" he had.. hahah

but it's not. i'm angry but angry becos none of them are protecting me from that cb huat. they all watermelon eat big side. sometimes i wonder if i shld ask ken out, ask him out liao again "mei wan mei liao". i wan to yi liao bai liao" i think i'm just confused. if i date him out to tok means i still care, but if i dun, he'll misunderstand me forever but sometimes i think if i dun date him out to tok, he'll slowly realised i'm gone for good liao. u know what i toking? read slowly then u can catch what i saying lah.. just confused loh.

many things to grumble abt... i feel like eating the mac's double filet, long john silver combo 2, bk's double swiss mushroom, kfc's fish ole and fried chicken, mos burger's rice burger, sakae sushi's buffet, no signboard pepper crabs, jack's place blakc pepper steak, frog porridge!!! "gong bao tian ji" at geylang, sizzler's mushroom soup, u tried before their buffet?? i tell u hor, i cant drink 3 bowls of their mushroom soup! damn fucking nice loh... i think i'm stressed unhappy. very very unhappy. sigh~ =(
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Monday, 17 April, 2006
 
I'm offically sick. down with sore throat, fever at 38.2 as of now, and feeling weak all over. feeling hot and cold at the same time. Think it's oso the weather. if can fall on the ground and lose memory, how nice.

i guess these few days of sleepless night over ken and lai had taken a toll on me. I cant take mc cos tongues will wiggle becos i'm stationed at WL this week. Popped 2 panadols and drink a cup of "ger geng tang", hope i'll be better tomolo.

Dun need reply me, i know u wan mia but i know u can see these msgs.. i just need someone to listen. Anyway, I realised the new song by zhang hui mei - 我要快乐? is very nice.

Did i mention to you vivi got a customer looks alot like lai? we went out a few times before. he sings very nice!! Hahaha. but no chance one lah! he's a divorcee with 2 daughters but got gf liao lah~ He went vivi's place for mj yesterday then asked abt me loh.. vivi asked if he wan tok to him, he keep shaking his head! hahaha.. he scared of me lah... cos the very 1st time we went out, i di xiao him like crazy.

But see him is like seeing lai, shall take it as a consolation prize.
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DXO Disco
Meet Eileen and go down to meet kor and his friend Hami, Eileen stay very near my house so she take cab and some fetch me..hehe then we reach esplanade taxi stand meet up with them but kor and hami was late so we take pic lor...hehehe.... with my new camera...



Eileen took this picture cos im still new with this camera dunno which mode to use o.O lol see carefully this pic kinda eerie? cos..a guy walk across us...with super high speed -_-....


Then kor and hami came...so we take pic :p me and eileen desperate for picture! LOL finally kor here to take for us :p...



Eileen and Me

then we went into the disco...Open one vodka...$109.. share among all.. ladies free entry whole night and free flow housepour from 9pm - 11pm!!... Once we in... we choose seat..sofa seat near the dance floor...and we take housepour lol starting was like one glass each 30 mins... then 5 mins 2 glass each we just keep ordering n ordering drink soo much especially me -_-... vodka ribena,orange, lime. Rum coke, Martel, Gin etc etc...

vodka that we open the rest of the small glasses are the free housepour...




kakaka i love to take picture, then was force to dance but its soo quiet and im kinda shy it's been awhile since i dance -_- .... thought dance floor will b crowded but.. -_- but anyway i bottle alot and drink drink drink then dance with them lol....But joan and maria will come down and join me in midnight...hope by the time it will be crowded... more pictures to share....





Eileen, Hami, Me..




Eileen and Me



LOL the gang -_-... night still young



Then after that kor fall in love -_- with something...













Hami and eileen wakkaak




we promise to make ugly funny face -_-...



Kor and Hami =p



Kor and me



Then me eileen hami keep taking the free pour.. non stop and i jus keep drinking and drinking.. went to bartender ask one rum coke and one vodka ribena.. He make rum coke for me while he is making vodka ribena i finish my rum coke already..then straight away get another gin tonic... Then went back to my seat playing games with them (i win ^^) hehe but still i keep drinking n drinking... then got pull to dance again -_- so i dance awhile but i can't make it very very hm DRUNK... i drink too much -__-.. i sweep all housepour while they r dancing... later in the night ... i break down... shouldn't spoil the fun but i can't help it.. end up crying..with all of them hugging me... and i do feel the warmth..thanks :(...



Then my friend is reach soon so i go toilet to washup (dun wanna let them worried)... then bring them in ^^.... here!!! ALL MY CHIO FRD...









Joan, Maria and maria's friend Gloria

Maria sooo pretty now last time she always wear specs... now is much better ^^ and more hiao now hehe... joan still charming as usual... MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!




Peng suppose to come after 2am (she work till 2am) her last sms "peng u still there?" at 2.30am...and i know she is drunk i know her too well.. lol SAME AS ME!...so she didn't manage to make it ^^ guess she drop somewhere o.O...



Honestly i can't really remember the whole night but it's a good night...i remember clearly when i took the glass and say "COME COME CHEERS!!!" all was like..."Cannot cannot!! u drink so much already! drink water" Kor tell them how much i drink bfore they came o.O..and eileen hami knows i drink alot..hami was like "Let her drink, she need it"...Hami even though this is first meeting but we kinda CLICK!! she love to hang out with me and eileen thats what she say to me cos "All kor other friend is very omg boring!"... o.O!...

IT'S FUN!!.. friends is a gift from the god... I treasure all my friends..and love them always!!..My handphone was flat..cos he keep calling me non stop and smsing...but no reply from me...im damn tired..damn tired..weak to go on with those sweet words i choose to disappear...anyway...thats all for today :)..


If looking for me leave a msg in blog or comments ba ^^.. i will reply asap.. won't be signing msn for awhile... TAKE CARE...







the girl spoke...

Saturday, April 15, 2006
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u will be strong u will be tough and no sadness can bring u down! bring it on mei mei, remember come my tagboard as u promised me ok? i just wan to ensure u r fine... and nothing really happen to u...
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger Loveless Deejay : Sunday, 16 April, 2006
 
{SpaTanS}
WOW !!! so much happening ? wah kao ... medi the only guy there ? lucky man ... hahahaha ... sud have went ... at least, enjoy the companies ... ;)

glad that u r back with your friends for the holidays ... nothing cant b solved ... it's only the memories that will last ... and i hope u'll have all the GOOD memories for keeps ... CHEERS !!!
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Love U..
Friday, April 14, 2006
It do hurts when u know the one u love and trusted so much betray u.. I waited for u, hoping for u, missing u, trusting u, loving u all broke into pieces when i realize u share the love with someone else.



Sms to him from a girl: Hi darlin! im on my way to meet my frd remember the frd i tell u? We going for a drink dun worry i will take care of myself. Love and miss u so much! Call u when reach home.



Confused when the guy 8 years girlfriend saw the message, who is she? So while the guy is bathing she reply the sms to the girl.



GF : who r u? i know u ?



Girl: are u ok? it's me ur girlfriend.



His gf trying to find the name of the girl.. but realize his contact phonebook all deleted or locked which she can't find... maybe the guy did preparation bfore he meet his gf...

Then the bf came out of shower...saw she's holding the handphone... he got panick... he rush over and say "Die maybe boss call me let me check my phone" Then when he return the phone to the gf... The sms send by the girl is missing... so she asked him...



GF: Don't have to do that, i saw it.. who is she


BF: silence... only a normal frd


GF: oh normal friend saying she's ur girlfriend, what u hiding from me?


BF: -look at her- remember that time we quarrel? so that day she sms wrong number


GF: then bcome gf bf right?


BF: yes but only phone gf bf...


GF: I c... -take bag, stand up about to leave-


BF: what r u doing?? only phone gf.. not real...


GF: u telling ur gf u having another gf u expect me to do what? i gave u a chance it's over... -tears roll- i trusted u.. times n times.. u betray me again... i can forgive u once but not twice.


BF: -HUG- i really love u only... only u...



I dunno what to say only wanna leave from his sight i doesn't wan to see his face.. when i see his face i recall how he say i love u to another girl and say im his only love and how he have an affair with my frd 7 yrs ago... He keep saying n explaining it's only phone gf bf... only sweet words and met a few times with other ppl around...how can i take it?.. Its not the only time u betray me..if it's the first time.. i will forgive u..but it's not.. u can say I LOVE U to another one which u say only phone gf... means only call n message each other calling each other gf bf.. darling love miss etc..and then u told me u only love me?



I wanna leave by his side immediately my tears roll down like running tape.. im so sad and heartbroken...i jus keep shaking my head.. and trying to move away from him but he keep blocking my way.. im crying n crying... he hugged me.. i push him away...and explaining n explaining...for like 1 hour plus it lasted... until finally his boss call.. save me.. i ran down took a cab n went home...



What do u wan me to say? Why i say i love u, i do love u. No matter how busy u r..how u treat me i never do any shit to betray or hurt u...just because quarrel u make the same mistake twice...U say u wan to ROM with me this year and marry me asap i was so happy i went gym and train so hard cos i wanna be the sexiest bride...i did so much training and so tiring everyday hoping for this day to come.. i might be wild but i will never betray u... i may chat with other guys but nothing like u... i didn't mention u to my frd bcos im missing u ...and on another hand u r pleasing another girl... im so hurt.. so sad... why when a guy say he love u so much and yet he can still do things to hurt u? The one who u really love is the one who can make u hurt n sad...isn't it? Im wanna break all contact with him but it's true.. 8 yrs relationship i love him so much im so hurt i can't bear to do it too but.. i can't betray my heart.. my mind that what he is doing.. i choose to hurt myself.. let him go hope he find someone suit him more and let me heal myself...I gave him my link to this blog.. i say pls..dun call me..everytime u call me it's like a knife stab into my heart.. and bleed.. i feel the sour on my nose when i hear ur voice.. I give u this link u will know what im doing and how im feeling when we not calling each other i wish u all the best...



HE: Don't u love me? u wanna break with me just bcos this phone gf? we only gf in phone... didn't do anything at all.. i only love u pls forgive me i do anything... i can't do without u...

SHE: u can say that u love me and u do that to another girl... how u wan me to trust me? if u do love me u won't do that to me... if u tell me u had a gf on phone beforehand i won't blame u..but u hide from me.. it's too late...

went home he keep calling n smsing my heart was so hurt n keep crying i dun wanna see his sms and hear his voice.. and i dunno what to type i keep telling myself i shouldn't shed tears i shouldn't be sad but why i feel so bad i wanna give him a slap when he keep blocking me and say he won't contact her again and he love me.. but i can't bear to give him a slap i doesn't wan to hurt him...joan was shocked...peng and bug wasn't shock at all cos they know gary well enough will be meeting my frd tonight to chill abit... it's raining heavily now... lightning storm jus like what i am feeling... im going out tonight don't worry friend i will be fine :) love u all

the girl spoke...

Friday, April 14, 2006
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Sigh... i dunno what to say.
Find someone who needs u more than u need him. it's selfish but it's the best way to prevent oneself from getting hurt. sobz~
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Friday, 14 April, 2006
 
Its over le... this time.. changing hp number soon... will give u all new number... i dun trust love i think... bug bug :(
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger *Bee* : Friday, 14 April, 2006
 
if it's over, u shouldnt have given him yr blog address!!! y u so silly! haizzz...

i oso going change no soon! hahaha. but like kinda dun bear to. hahaha~ (bitter laugh) will keep u in contact..
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Friday, 14 April, 2006
 
:( i vry silly hor >_- cos i dun wanna answer his call or sms anymore so i say if u really wanna know how im doing jus see my blog o.O... anyway bug u ok mah? u mus take care also.. i go take a nap le..very stress n wear out recently... haizz
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger *Bee* : Saturday, 15 April, 2006
 
i just feel u shouldnt had gave yr blog address to him. i know u not toally die heart, give him blog address to let him know how u doing.. but hor! next time u got new love liao how? u so silly..

I ok lah.. vivi asked me be more happy. everything i oso not happy, very difficult pass one. but cant help it lah. cant sleep these past few nights.. maybe find one fri or sat, will ask ken out for dinner to talk over it. Tot of making it the long weekend on may 12. vivi says if i wan do so, must be mentally prepare ken wont even pick up my call.

If i really go hor, u must acc me with peng lah~ then at least finish cry liao... got ppl acc me mah! even tot of go ah boy's zhi char place to eat and tok but there coffeeshop, wait cry until like ghost how? hahaha~

I'm at wk now.. very tiredz.. head like spinning..
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Saturday, 15 April, 2006
 
Oh...i thought the one won't pick is huat? ken also?... yea i dunno why i give him also..impossible totally die heart...say won't sad is lying de -_-... 8 yrs ler.. sigh but nvm i find somewhere heal alone... might mia for awhile orh bug.. but will reply in comment ^^... HAHA sure if u come i sure prepare (swollen eye cream, won't soaked tissue) hehehe swee bo? ...U take good care of urself.. im at home all day today..resting...body feeling abit weird.. -_-
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Bad mood, Big quarrel
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Reach sg ard 7.30pm..went jurong point to get a new camera and a new pair of shoes...Had a big quarrel with my mum 30mins ago..Now is 11.37pm, my sister wanna go out tomorrow my mum dun allow... cos she dun like my sis friend... i ask my mum.. shes soo guai and innocent why u hate her so much? She say "good?? u sure? 10 days didn't go school is good?" Ok thats the story abt the gal..Her mum since next year had leukumia (dunno spelling) and past away around dec 2006. She with her dad..and stepmother...her dad was very sick in hospital for the past 2 weeks, thats why she didn't went to school.



I tell my mum, she have her reason not going to school. Why u so mad over her? She's so poor thing losing someone she love and her mum just past away. She give me this reply which make me so mad.. She says "yes, because her mum past away no one teaching her and she will turn bad.. kid with no mother are bad sooner or later." Ok im pissed... i didn't say much.. only turn to my sis and say "tomorrow dun go out stay at home listen to ur MOTHER"...then say to my mother "Since u so cruel, i tell u this listen carefully, from now on.. i will only give u monthly allowances...other things don't tell me, dun threaten me u dun cook or anything... u dun cook i dun pay...and remember i don't eat at home im staying outside alone...the only time u call me is when end of the month anyway (get allowances)."



I can't take it she actually says that...im mad..so sad..she doesn't feel good at all... Honestly i kinda regret what i say...just now i even stand infront of the altar and swear... say i know what im doing i never did any bad deed bfore... strike me if i did wrong.. after a while..when im chatting with frds on msn... my mum wake up and left the house... im worried for her but i can't go down.. if i go.. she will be more sad..so im going out now... will be back tomorrow morning... cya all :)

the girl spoke...

Thursday, April 13, 2006
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New Blog Skin
Well as u see i change new blogskin ^^... as for comment box will delay abit -_- buggy use whisper ba for the time being... Going back to singapore soon...will reach singapore ard 7+pm... heheh then tomorrow going dxo can't wait...




sorry today in a rush will post more tonight -_- wanna updated latest tattoo pic i found :D

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Thursday, April 13, 2006
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Late post
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Sorry for late post -.- ... so tired went home then sleepsss tonight going again...Tomorrow night which is thursday im going back singapore.. Cos friday didn't work so will be long weekend :D!! weeee... going DOX at esplanade on friday night :p... will update more! Love..
the girl spoke...

Wednesday, April 12, 2006
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nb! damn song lor! i still gotto work on sat after my fri holiday! cb leh...
u coming back again???
I might be meeting vivi go drink tomolo, i really wan to get drunk.. hahaha~
whr and what is dox huh?
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Looking for new digital camera
Monday, April 10, 2006
Sigh my camera spoil :(.. i remember this camera is my first camera woah.. not bad hor :p.. I bought from my friend abt 2 yrs ago for $150.. Cannon dunno what brand old old liao lol... So now time to get a new camera :(... dunno which one is good... but i kinda like Nikon camera.. I look around and found this...



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Red, Front view



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Back view


Here's the link.. i love the function though and i like the red one :D
http://www.nikon.com.sg/productitem.php?pid=878-bb150c08fe

Retail price : $649.. anyone know anything abt this camera? arhh i dunno wat to choose... Anyway back to today im damn tired today lor sleep at 2.30am last night.. Then got to wake up at 6.30am.. i call my bf bfore i sleep but can't get him so i send him a sms ask him dun call me cos i going to sleep... but still he call at 3.30am :( end up im sooo tired... like panda... then i faster do the opening stuff...then take a quick nap for an hour... omg feel much better.... then tok to frd in msn lor... and finding tattoo pic found one.. to be put in the middle back.. then will ask my artist to draw the wings wide open... so it will cover my left n right side of my back... i dun wan the rock below and the background i only put the angel with lightning n cloud as background... hehe tell me wat u think ...

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going home to see my room will be done at 7pm o.O... can't wait hehehe!!!

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Monday, April 10, 2006
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Haha.. i like the way u describe her! WITCH! hahah~
I back at SM branch, cannot log in often liao.. then sat schedule, they keep putting me in woodlands! i is very angry loh!

nothing much happened today, just that i exchange a few smses with my "bro". the one very click with me from af? we still as close... Although we dun meet often, but when we meet up, we still dun feel awkward!
He go kiss other ppl's car backside a few days ago loh.. need insurance claim and all that... his own repair will take $400, the other party one he dun need to know but next yr his insurance damn exp liao loh!

ASked him abt his love life, he say he gave up on love life, now is car life! hahaha~ i tell him got car life, very fast have love life! he borned in 1984 one hor!! his arm tattoo oso done by william and the one i mentioned got a husky on his chest one? He got 6 pack one ok! wahaha. He's oso one who knows everything abt lai... today i tell him sissy sad.(he calls me sissy- endearment term for sis, hehehe) then he asked me what happened, i say lai loh... he replied "still lai? he's outdated liao!" hahaha~

He say free bring me go eat wind! think he know when i not happy, wan to eat wind.. but dunno when lah! maybe sat go eat frogs! bloop bloop bloop... hahah~
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wah... ohh the ah boy u mean? the one tat stand bside ah lai in the pic? i mean the first one? he dun look so young leh...1984 younger than me orh o.O... he didn't ask ah lai go out makan meh o.O? cos actually i wanna see ah lai in rl o.O! i wanna go with u all :(!!! cos i also sad mah -squeeze tears-
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sm branch means near ur house there?... sad lor sat put u so far away -_-... only u willing to go ah? no wonder yest ddn't saw u in comment... anyway yvonne sucks k? her heart black face also evil..witch is wat i think when i saw her... so old ler -_- not i say words im not good looking but im not evil like her... so im not afraid to say hehe
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no lah! ah boy is 1975 or 74 one.. the 1984 is tiong. know him whwn he's only 18, time flies loh..
we seldom meet lah.. but still close, sms on and off!

hahah vivi oso wan see him in real life but difficult lah.. actually i think is impossible. haiz.. i think he hear my name only, his balls oso shrink by half.. hahaha~
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hehehe sekali one day when i outside with u then met until him o.O!! wah so bad say until ball shrink LOL!! -__________________-.. damn tired work work work sibei sian... so many things to do.. no mood somemore -_-
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Saturday, Hotel 81...

Sorry for late posting... Imma post saturday now hehe -_- sat meeting bug at 7.45pm at bencoolen st kopitiam... Wanna let her see my Ah beng taxi driver which is very funny guy but too bad i reach bfore her... she is like WAH LAU WASTED!... then we go check in.. Hotel 81.. then put our things then we go kopitiam eat dinner..While waiting for lan lan and DD... Lan will be bringing liquor..



HAHA we walk to kopitiam outside got those "black" people...From South africa..How i know? Is because too many talk to me last time n all told me from that country.. Then keep looking at me n bug.. so i whisper bug.. Did u realize (they looking)..she say yea.. then we faster go buy food... and bug ask me choose the place far from them then i choose..then she go buy food for me.. i bring drinks waited outside.



Then that "black" wink at me lor! then i faster move to another side, which i won't see him..Then bug came le...She bought terpanyaki beef and chicken for myself then we share share hehe my chicken not bad..her beef like rubber...their potato very nice...



Then lan n dd came.. I peep at the paper bag wooot!! Then eat ler went 7-11 buy mixture then we go up to the room.. Then only two mug (MUGS FOR DRINKING?) Then so funny...me n bug target that free cup noodle.. we open... pour the mee into the drawer WAHAHHA.. then use the cup -_-... Pour half cup..Thick one...gin tonic... Then i call service counter for more cups..then we play guessing games... who lose drink !...

lan n dd see how we play.. lol me and bug bcome "crazy" girls in the end.. cos we drink alot.. i dun let dd drink.. i mix like few drops for her only... she like the taste which is better than beer :p...



Then me n bug like fight like that cos our hair soo messy playing games... and sweat too!... laugh until i no voice -.- then we play together.. lan dd me and bug... the frog game.. HAHAHHA lan lose alot so ke lian :P! below is the pic of the liquor we have :D THANKS to lan who brought them ^^...



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Martel, tequila, lemon unknown liquor very nice!, vodka, gin.. mixture we have, coke, 7up, tonic, ribena hehehe...



then lan was like so tired liao say "i wan to sleep le!" the cover blanket.. lol then we still force him to go down with us cos i forget to buy cig -.-... Then ask him play frog again he say we can't tahan... Then i spare him cos i remmeber he is drinking o.O... die.. on that night my good image in dd n lan is spoil :S thanks to bug she teach me de :( im very good one >.<... dd believe me orh :D clean ur image of me on that night :D... Then play play play..lan gtg.. then left me dd n bug we watch tv..and dd go to the table...looking for liqour :p... naughty naughty i ask her wat she wan i mix for her.. she say she dunno leh.. so i make one gin tonic for her... then she drink n smile nod nod head when i ask her nice or not... lol.. like little cute gal :p.. Then i ask her u wanna try mine?.. then she take a sip and give a very very unpleasant face then hop hop twice and say "so bitter!".



Im crazy mix all liquor and drink lol... around few hours of heavy drinking... my eyes turn red -.-... dd say very red too... lol ><... then i took a few snap shot of dd :D... sorry me and bug no pic cos our hair too messy and like crazy girl rememebr :P..



dunno why when i drink alot my body still white -.- bug all red..but my eyes red :s.. so ugly lol

then when my bf on the way to the room i mus clean the room hehe... later he saw messy o.O So bug send dd down..bug very very tired le i can see.. lol... she buay tahan liao.. she is like wahh so comfortable feel like sleeping here!... lol...

Then clean up when they left take a shower then sleep awhile then bf came lor... then he wash face and i ask him go see the bag i buy for him :D.. this sling leather bag for his work.. i bought one for him few months back but was like torn soon >.<><......



Open the bag...

He: WAH LAU EH SO BIG?


Bee: slighty bigger than previous one...


He: wah got versace face on the bag ...


Bee: yea :p... this quality better than previous one... only RM55 :P...RM20 more than previous one.... i bargain with him from rm65 too 55 hehe...


He: But there is athuenic tag?...


Bee: oh is it o.O? dunno leh i buy not expensive i dun think it's real but he say it's better leather..last piece orh..


He: How can i bring this to work?


Bee: huh?


He: I wear this to work later ppl think im rich or client think wah why someone work in citibank so rich..


Bee: Oh. But it's not real they won't bother only a bag?


He: SIAO CANNOT LA...


Bee: -smile, nod head then close eyes-


He: omg...



Then he put down everyting then come hug me.. ask me open my eyes i shake head ><... then force me open.. then i open...then blink..tears roll down my cheeks.... i trying to control ler but dunno i feel very wei qu and hurtin but i doesn't wan him to know... cos very long since i met him... i only wanna see him happy.. but :(... then he hug and keep saying sorry he dun mean it and he shouldn't do that saying u mus be spending alot of thing to find this for me.. i shouldn't coment until like this.. i love this bag i promise i will bring to work im so sorry.. then i smile and say its ok :D... then wipe my tears then he feel very bad n guilty.. so i bite his nose LOL then he laugh le :P!!...



Im not a crybaby.. but sometimes.. too stress.. and i like to keep problems to myself cos i doesn't wan ppl to be sad over me ...

Hehe... anyway :D... sorry for late posting this weekend too busy ....





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Monday, April 10, 2006
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bug, i saw yvonne... how i think ah.. her looks same as her heart..like a witch... no wonder she so jian...
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Kuala Lumpur, Bukit Bintang Plaza and Bintang walk
Saturday, April 08, 2006
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Restaurant open till 2am...

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im actually sitting alone Bintang walk which is opposite Bukit Bintang plaza...Cos i finish my shopping so taking a smoking break there.. Im looking for pub but can't see any -_- dunno at which side but bintang walk is hmm a place with lotsa pub! guess im on the wrong side sob... I will post more pic of KL when i got my new cam hehehe...Check below for yesterday ktv happening hehe

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Saturday, April 08, 2006
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Friday, Happening ah!
Left office at 1.15pm then go Bangsar. 2.30pm coach.

First Coach at Bangsar

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In the coach hehe

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Then reach singapore around 7.30pm. Then on my singapore handphone cos me and bug vivian going to hougang Home Ktv..was looking for peng...sms

Peng: im in jb, u call me ah? where u?

Bee: Im going ktv pub with buggy wor wanna ask u go.. u in jb makan o.O?

Peng: ahhh i miz the fun :( helping mum clean grandma graveyard etc.. -cries-

Bee: ahhh poor peng :( nvm we take many many pic send u kk :D..

Peng: -Middle Finger- wakakakak

hahahha my peng sooo cute..!!Suppose to reach at 9.30pm meeting time but hehe ><>

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See the arrow? She is sitting right there then i saw her eyes no panda -.- she say she wipe until sibei jialak wahahha then we faster go in .. cos vivian know the boss... but she will be late so a "handsome" guy will serve us first o.O... bug told me on the phone.. But u know la handsome or not nothing to me de.. HAHAHAH... then go in.. bug ask for that guy.. ok -.- he is handsome.. and very clean looking (nothing evil hor only see)

Then he ask us wat mixture we wan he got green tea, coke, plain water. We thinking abt green tea at first cos didn't really try bfore then he advise us the smell not so nice for that mixture so we choose water n coke.. hehehe...

Then while bug looking for song, i realize her back very sexy so...

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She realize got "flash" behind her back she turn around..

Bee: I took ur tattoo pic!!!

Bug: Nabei!!! always take pic... -she tok halfway and i shove my hp right infront of her eye with the pic i took-

Bug: .....

Bee: HAHA nice ba?! sexy right?

Bug: hahaha looks nice!

Bee like me so good in taking pic ^^.. But too bad my camera spoil :(. Getting a new camera soon when im going mustafa. Then inside too dark can't take pic lor... Then we start singing... My song came first.. lol... i damn panic its open air -.-... then after tat is bug song..she damn good in Shin yue tuan song...cos she is a big fan (fan to the extend she wanna rape shin) lol joking...i think the guys there singing their song lose to bug lor... lol!!!

Then the gal came to took mic back from us and say

"Wah both of u sing damn good"

Bee: -shy- -smile- thank u ^^

look what bug did -.-....

Bug: whahahahah -stand up- bow... thank u thank u

Bee: SLAP BUM lol!!!

Then finally vivian came... wah she still "trendy" as usual then we play game.. those fingerin game.. five ten etc...i lose badly on the snake tiger leopard thing... got owned by vivan...especially she "ssss" "Sss""sss" the snake thing -_-

Then vivan collegue and collegue japanese bf came... OMG he sing jap song...SO NICE!!!!

Then i go play photohunt ( the handsome waiter help me find also orh) ahhahahaha!!! -heart pin pon pin pon-

Sing until very late can't remember wat time hmm 3am? Then bug got in the cab first then i wait for another one...haha promise bug when in cab will sms her o.O. But when got in my cab.. the driver "ah beng pattern" talking to me mah..asking "wah here got pub meh?" "yea got... ktv pub not bad" then talk talk talk...alot of things about humans la... greedy ppl la... drinking la... etc... He hates beer also he talking is damn ONZ...

here's abit example

Driver: That time i met until a drunk man... wah lau so suay he going jurong east so i send him there...

Bee: oohh then?

Driver: then reach liao i call him up he sleep like pig lor... i "OI OI OI" he still sleeping, then i can't touch him its a rule...

Bee: wah then wat u do?

Driver: hahahah!!! i call police!

Bee: serious?! haha

Driver: bo pian la police touch won't get sue mah... so i bring him to jurong east police station.. very funny they use the small flash light very bright one.. and flash on his eye. then he wake up shock when saw the police... then police ask him keep awake and ask me send him home lor

Bee: like that also can -.-

LOL beng right?! heheheh then he very nice driver... dunno why he always got complain (he tell me de)... he say if lucky can met ppl like me alot of things to tok if suay... passenger and him "bao gong" until destination... he still ask me.. if u r tired u sleep first when reach liao i wake u up... i say nvm la i dun wan to end up in police station :P then he wahahha!!! .... then reach liao hor he still say "u go up first.. i saw u get in the lift then i drive away" SEE? service number one! comfort lol...

At that very dark can't take pic... but vivian staff there got pic..when she email me i will post up...first post some snap shot i took when home ba!! haha!! one whole day didn't take pic i feel weird mah somemore im wearing ying favourite SEXY top :P...

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Then change prepare to sleep lol -.-

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Eh i will make another post.. regarding some pic i took when i go shopping alone in KL.. hehe which i promise but haven't put up yet... Saw from whisper... xiao di roy going NS soon ler... aww ke lian de xiao di.. i think he will be busy that time onwards ler!!!... Mus miss jie hor lol!... botak di :P once he shave i will call him that ^^....

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Saturday, April 08, 2006
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Wah lau, u know i always playful when i in ktv mah.. since the witress say i sing nice, i stand up and bow loh!

And how what to the extend i wanna rape him??? :O I'm serious loh! I WANNA RAPE HIM LOH! then tie him up dun let him run away! Rape as and when i like.. omg... i sound like a pervert. hahaha.

Anyway hor, i now know y u late liao, cos u in yr home toilet keep taking pics!!!

Anyway, my taxi uncle oso very nice. very very polite loh.. i go in the cab, he ask me go whr i sai "******" then he say thank you!

total fare + midnight is $8.20. he charge me $8 only loh! hahah. Reached home cant sleep. Dunno y.. maybe too awake liao. hahaha~ i not drunk ok! i is damn awake!

I hope u enjoy yrself yesterday!
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Vivi smsed me in the morning, she ask "ok or not?" I dunno she asking abt the ktv or myself.

I reply her "if ktv, ok loh, but is waiting time to sing long loh.. room them can sing and sing..
if it's me, i'm ok.. actually too ok. not drunk or anything. I just cant snap outta it."

vivi replied "u're still dreaming"
i replied "yes, i'm still dreaming, i'm a dreamer"
vivi replied "then be a happy dreamer"

I tot abt what she said - Happy dreamer. Actually during these 2 yrs, whenever i think of him, i'll think of those beautiful times, the conversations, the smses etc etc. the times when i was so silly to go see his car, yes, just his car will do.

And esp his smses during yr 2004 CNY, i was very sick but working, i still remembered he smsed "u so desperate for money meh? CNY and somemore sick oso work? u got thing to eat or not? many shops not open today" These kinda of sms wont come again. Remember the song i sang last night? I maybe changing my number after april 20th, i dunno but i cant bear to let go of this number.

动静乐团- 相信未来
我怎么还在记忆里徘徊 一个我最爱的人已不在
从没想到你竟然狠心这样 看着最爱你的人选择离开

手机号码还在 随时都开 为了你不能改
总在期盼哪天你真的会打来
爱在我心里面像个小孩要呵护依赖
没有人可以一口气说个明白

等待你接受我的爱 等待我给你的未来
让我这样抱紧着你不放开
我要你接受我的爱 相信是上天的安排
让我可以手牵着你 永远不要分开

i dunno, maybe it's becos of the surgery on thurs and one day before i saw such pics, it trigger off something in me. and oso on radio i heard the song "忘不了".

Suddenly it all came back to me, it seems like i'm back to orignial ground. the pain is just as bad as 2 years ago if not worse. Maybe 2 years later, i'll be like this again.
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Thursday, can't wait to go back Singapore
Friday, April 07, 2006
Finally it's friday -_- taking 2.30pm bus to Singapore today hehe... Yesterday was kinda busy cos sleep and slack awhile etc o.O then 7pm went to my collegue room to take shower then come back office to sleep again. Hope Sunday night when im back in KL the room is ready o.O.. Yesterday i learn clever :p i go home shower and wear a thick thick jacket to office hehe then sleep very well..

Finally my buddy deng is online his internet screw past two days. Then we play co awhile then tok tok awhile lor as usual.. By the time im done it's hmm 11pm o.O. My msn messenger on that office comp abit weird can't sign in and i believe is some virus but it's done now with pro like me ^^...didn't tok to dd ying roy lan a day o.O.. sorry wor ><>
Anyway buggy was sad sad i dunno how to console her but i know she dun feel good at all missing someone and u can't do anything is real miserable.. At least if u miss that someone but he or she still ur friend u won't feel that bad either.. So i find a song which is very nice i htink buggy will like it ^^.. buggy go hear this song i think suits u alot... sorry i can't find this song to put in blog cos it's still new song i think...Love u bug... Bee :D

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Friday, April 07, 2006
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Thanks for the encouragement, really thks for listening to me. I know what u all say, i will never listen. I dunno y.. for this 2 years, i tot i will forget him sooner or later but it ended up back square 1 when i saw his pic with the girl. Maybe the memories keep flooding back.

I just woke up, i think i concussed.. really too tied mentally and physically.
I'm now cooking porridge for lunch. U reach sg what time? vivi is arranging to see if she can come out for ktv tonight. i think i will get drunk? hahaha..
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ktv hard to drunk leh..unless u open one bottle ba lol.. all beers le -.-... hehe nvm.. i also understand can't forget de.. but try not to make urself suffer... and drink with me!!! LOL :P
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heheh next week good friday go lim!! go with us la... :p me my kor and a gal frd.... liquor!
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Movie at KLCC
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Went home and shower around 3pm.. Its bad nothing in my room gonna walk in and out to take stuff, clothing to my frd room to shower... Then went back office to meet my collegues. Joanne, Aiya and meeting wai kuan and patel over there at KLCC... So we took LRT which is only one station away hehe... Movie starts at 5.25pm, this will be the first time i watch movie in KL i think o.O... It's almost the same as GV in Singapore but there's one big difference... The price -.- .. Tickets here at RM7... A drink is around RM2.50.. And they have ladies night movie which is wednesday night will be cheaper or something thats what i heard from collegue..



Movie we watching is Final Destination 3.. Which i watched bfore hehehe but since they wanna watch so... i didn't scream :P... but the rest o.O yea.. Which part i love most is everytime Wendy shed tears. I think she's such a good actor.. Especially the first part when she is trying to stop the roller coaster which her bf is on it.. Her acting is awesome.



After movie.. Joanne and Wai kuan was shivering.. was like bet they can't sleep that night.. They wanna go for next movie straight which is Yours Mine and Ours at 7.40pm to stop the fear.. But i stopped them... well bcos wai kuan need to go back to work at 9pm doesn't wan to stop them but work first ><..... maybe next time..



Then we go dinner.. Eat yoshinoya... then bought roti boy for frankel then went back office lor..



Reach office sign in msn -.- then freak out... Roy and DD msn me... Roy say :yo... dd say:yo...



-.- then i say wah why u two talk the same?



Roy: got meh??


DD: got meh??


-ignore- -.-


Roy: oh ya why ur name in chinese?


DD: oh ya why ur name in chinese?


and this went on and on and on -_________0 then i say brb go wash face etc when im back... Lan was pull into the conservation lol then he blur blur so i bully him ba.. using their method.... LOL funny funny then after that we go play gb lor... then roy suddenly got to go o.O then i go 2 vs 1 by renhui n dd -_- then after few round we left gonna sleep hehe..



Then buggy came online wooot.. so late o.O.. then tok abt some stuff but i too tired ehehe sorry ah :D... HUG HUG!! im the handsome hug hug .. -_-...
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Thursday, April 06, 2006
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I'm back. Nothing wrong so the doc took a scrap of tissues and sent to lab for tests.

Anyway when i was waiting to be registered and change and all that. I keep crying cos sad and keepo sms with vivi.. so any ppl staring at me!!! i suspect they tot i go abortion! cb!

Then go inside liao very nervuos, i was tembling, once i lie on the operation bed, 4-5 ppl crowd ard me, putting on the machines to monitor me so scary then breathe oxygen, then the doc says "u r going to sleep" then he put meds in, can smell got meds when i breathe.. then i stare at the ceiling... blur, blurer and blurer... then suddenly ppl shouted "operation is over, wake up, wake up" i woke up, cough non stop and cry. the nurse say "good, cough more" the nurse later told me it's becos my oxygen level is getting way too low. they have to shook me up before i reach the recovery room. normal is reach recovery room then they wake us up one. they woke me up once i was out of the operation theatre. given 2 days mc.

then vivi fetch me home, we go novena eat then she came my house find the song i wan, then she left liao... i got a real real bad headache now. think due to the meds i breathe in

Anyway, i got a real nice song..
施文斌- 忘不了.
I think it describe me best now..

Go and listen.
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Wah u cry all the way from house to hospital there is it? Yea i think ppl thought that..If me i will think u got ditch when u got baby then force to go abortion -_-.. Wah how i wish i got lai account in forum go in and del his acc lol.. u log in always search his name ah -_- :( dun so silly.. He dun deserve it gan ai gan hen.. u already do the gan ai liao jia you.. wah... sound very scary they put med injection right? inject where =/ and hor the doctors all guy o.O? Then u mean they woke u up bcos short of oxygen something that means quite dangerous situation is it? How come wake up will cry de? pain? Glad to hear nothing wrong wor.. I was sleeping jus now then realize eeek dunno bug how le so i come n check the blog.. i think is bcos u stress thats why?
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Not injection. it's thru the oxygen mask loh.. starting breathe nothing... then after that can smell got meds thru the oxygen mask.. then slowly drift off liao.

Errr... quite many guys... hahaha. dunno leh.. normally reach the surgery recovery then they wake up patients up but once i was out, they shook me real hard to wake me up and i started coughing badly and i started crying. i think i was dreaming abt work.. very stress at work or something.. i was blabbering away nonsense to the nurses and docs.. i think they oso scared... i think i said something like "sorry sorry, i tot i was working" or something. and i just kept crying. they kept saying "it's ok, it's ok, it's over already"
No pain but crampy loh.. then given antibiotics and painkillers to eat, anitbiotics must finish lah!

i go wait taxi that time then call vivi liao, tok while on taxi then started crying again, cannot stop.. tap spoil liao. Vivi will listen, she can understand, she just cant explain it. she said i already 神话 him already, that's y cant put down.

Another gf of mine, u seldom hear her name one lah.. Jac says becos i'm upset abt the surgery then see such things, more upset, that's y will cry until like that. but i'm quite sure is becos of him

As for him, i dunno~ i reaLly dunno.. i know i'm being silly, i know it's stupid. vivi asked me today "what actually happened btw u and him?" hahaha... she say "is there something i didnt know?" hahahah dunno she think until whr liao lor! I love him and i think i still do.

u so fast change song liao! i know u put for me! thanks but listen liao wanna cry lagi more! hahaha~

有一次在朋友口中听到你消息 我的心都在发抖 你是否孤身一人

分手两年后我还是想着你 多久没有见过你 现在你住在哪里

really going 两年 on 17th april liao. time really pass so fast.
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Yea.. Fall in love helplessly just like did u heard this sentence "I love you without knowing how, why, or even from where." U are like this... cos u love him too deep liao... too deep.. anything abt him is much more important then anything in this world.. u cannot hide it where it truly does. He is like one thing that u followed thru in your life, the one thing u cannot give up on. Maybe vivi was thinking is there something happen btw u and him... which make u love him so much. Love until urself so miserable. The only memories i have is when u call him at the chalet u was happy then after awhile.. i saw u crying out from the chalet room the next day.. And u send him sms...he reply something that hurts u. Thats the last memories i have.. Remember that time in office, u was so sad all the time u were in the forum all the way trying to start topic but ... and u r sad n cry. And when i came in office u will msn me tell me what happen but gather all the things u tell me.. I know u do suffer alot i can understand. I will be here for u k? Anything. ^^ i won't ask u to forget him as usual but i will listen to u hhehehe see i so good to u orh!.. This song especially for u.. Will make u cry but i dun put it u will open and hear the song urself anyway. At least when u hear from my blog u can type out ur words in comments instead of keeping to urself ^^.
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Jealous!!
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
EEEEE... my friend (real life gal frd) tok to me in msn that at a dinner a guy who is drunk say "lai hug hug" OMG and they really hug... And wht's more!! the guy is OMG so handsome she say is really really handsome!! ><><><.... hehehehehe but good lor see u sooo excited.... ok now sleeping in office -.- good nigth all :D HUG! :( who hug me?
the girl spoke...

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
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Yr frd is soooooo "xin fu"!!!
Wahahahah....
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hannor... she tell me i so jealous somemore she sound so sexcited! eeee >_>"!! LALALALAL i go her company and hug them back hmph! Too bad no pic..she say VERY HANDSOME sometimes i doubt her taste o.O but i still wanna see!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger *Bee* : Wednesday, 05 April, 2006
 
Dun dopp her taste this time ok! cos even guys say that guy handsome ok!! when a guy say a guy handsome, it means really very handsome!!! hahahah
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tao yan! the height suits me heheh wooo i like... wonder there 160? or lower o.O?
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They very short huh? i think they're less than 160cm! :O
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Wednesday, 05 April, 2006
 
Can you pls take a pic of uncle beng and post? then i tell u is my kinda "uncle" or not?
u make me wanna see..**drools**
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Wednesday, 05 April, 2006
 
omg >< below 160 i still wan.. dun care lol jking... WAH I DUN DARE!! i damn quiet infront of guys de u know mah.. im those innocent gal when saw guy will hide one corner one.. -wink wink-
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oei... i just finished lunch leh! dun make me puke!!! INNOCENT? pui pui pui.... innocent my foot!

feed my fetish leh!
I wan pics of uncle beng... when he finishing wk the last day, u tell him say "i told my frd u handsome she wanna see u" then u snap a pic of him lah!! so easy!

If u dun dare, drink some liquor 1st loh... then ask.. hehehe~
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Wednesday, 05 April, 2006
 
HAHAHAHA -_________- like this also can... CANNOT LA!!! i dun dare LOL... lalala ehh tok later i going home shower later going movie with collegues ..first time go out with them o.O! hehehe later talk!! cya hum sup!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger *Bee* : Wednesday, 05 April, 2006
 
MOVIE? brokeback mopuntain ah? Wahaha... who your colleagues?

Can lah.. i know u very sayang me one... give me see uncle beng's photos! FEED MY FETISH!
or u steal steal take lor! Like how u take me and peng's pic while we q-ing to pay for the drinks and sushi lor!!!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Wednesday, 05 April, 2006
 
My surgery is cfm at 10am tomolo.. gotto start fasting at 12am today. cannot eat, cannot even drink... poor me!

I is very very very scared~!! scared until keep lao sai..
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Wednesday, 05 April, 2006
 
Anyway check with u, do u know the title of this song? I dunno the singer and title, it's sang by a guy.
the chorus goes "分手两年后我还是想着你, 有多久没再见到你 blah blah blah"
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Wednesday, 05 April, 2006
 
Lai came in and posted again, in the old place.. he change his pic.
he always put a cartoon version of his car.. when i saw his post today, has change to a female pic... can see the pic is taken with hp one, a bit blur..

I m so sad now.. very sad..
i keep thinking who is that girl in his pic... his gf?
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Wednesday, 05 April, 2006
 
I so sad.. so sad.. i cannot stop crying. i cant sleep, i cannot drink liquor cos tomolo surgery, i cannot do anything. i only can sit in front of the pc and look at pics.

The tot came back to me.."IF i was slim and pretty" IF, IF IF will things be different? I feel that kinda heartache again. hurts so much. now all i can think of is i wish i just die in the surgery tomolo.
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Wednesday, 05 April, 2006
 
sorry buggy yest go movie with collegue hmm 3 gals one guy... and me lor...watch final destination 3 actually i watched liao but they wanna watch and im bored anyway so i go lor... Ur chinese wording i can't see leh this time i dunno why o.O.. all weirdweird wording over here lol...
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i think the gal not gf maybe jus some normal frd that he jus know then take pic put in avatar actually i thought he is loyal to his love o.O? Don't think he will do that..Can't blame urself too much blame he and him dun have fate ba...like u got fate hug with handsome guy that night -_-!!!! STILL IN MY HEAD!! THAT HUG!! ROAR!! lol
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Sigh, my room got whack!
Sigh...Today contractor come my house again, then they try to stick hmm u know the wooden tiles i dunno how u call that..Since december those tile all came out cos of that earthquake that affect malaysia on december.. I still remember im sleeping soundly.. then the bed shaking then i was like "Open eyes, blur blur look around" "Aiya dreaming -.-" then turn back to sleep... -__-" Then next morning i woke up i fall down, injured myself then i realize OMG all the tiles came out o.O!..



Then i go office, my staff was like "wah u can sleep ah, whole building shaking leh" then i dunno lol -.- sleeping like pig.. Until recently then i call the agent to tell him abt the flooring -.- and also my heater spoil hehe to do together... They try to stick those tiles that came out but no valid..No matter how they stick still will pop out... So they call the agent then agent explain to me need to remove all and do cermaric dunno how to spell -.-..Then i say ok lor... i ask them to do when weekend... so they remove all items in my room and flooring -_- so now im packed came office to rest for whole week :(



So this weekend no choice gonna go back singapore -_- at least got bed to sleep lol....

Skip gym today bcos of the contractor late for 1 hr -.- i missed my gym and can't go until all settle :S... control diet lor ><>

Ok all take care... Thats abt all today im a poor bee right? :( i know...sad..cries.. no blanket no pillow -.-... Love all!!! update laters hehehe

the girl spoke...

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
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My test results come back liao...
Normal so now i'm waiting for thurs surgery to check the inside inside...**scared** **shivers**

u coming back on weekend! but i shld be resting... cannot move ard leh.. the one doing renovations is the uncle beng ah? **slurps**

anyway i havent rec the pics of peng!!!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Tuesday, 04 April, 2006
 
wah check inside!! ... scary!!! u take good care hor.. find handsome one lol!! yea the uncle beng...jealous huh lol :P... oh ya sorry busy i try to send asap -_-
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Loving with all ur heart is something good or bad?
Monday, April 03, 2006
Just now talk to a good frd of mine. Guy frd... He love his gf alot but the gal simply ignore him for sometime already..this frd of mine love her so much with all his heart but this is wat he get in return...Loving with all ur heart is a right thing and is something sweet for the one u love...But if u happens to met the wrong target which he or she doesn't know how to appreciate no matter how hard u try one day u will be breathless...



Example this guy love this girl alot been doing lotsa things for her and she didn't do anything, treating her frds better than his stead and ignore him etc...The more he love her the more sad he will be but slowly the love he have for her will turn into hate.. So most caring person will turn into someone bad, finding victim to heal his pain and revenge on opposite sex.. i have few frds like this.



What to do? Sometimes doesn't meant to be yours. Its not urs. It hard to tell my frd "she doesn't love u at all" It will hurt his heart. Even my gal frds i know that the guy don't love him i can't tell her "Leave him for good" Normally i can only wait quietly for her to observe herself and be prepared one day the guy left her i will just be right beside her and support her until she's happy.



A couple might seems really happy but if u look into it..Its not.. Like my parents are a good example. They can't really talk will quarrel i mus always stand in the middle to stop each side from doing harsh things for like few yrs already. Even since the last time i stop their divorce and have big talk with my dad ever since no much quarrel btw them already cos my dad respect me alot now ever since and dote me alot..



Some words for my friend to see actually this words used on dd and ying bfore.. I hope will help him too :) .. he is one of the guy who always help frds when they have problem but can heal others but donno how to heal urself... everyone is like this... did u saw doctor take himself as patient and heal himself? As healing was part of someone who care of u is their job :) i wish u happy

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Very often when we met someone, he or she belongs to someone else.



It’s so funny how we set the qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception.



There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person started hating us but because we found out that they’d be happier if we let them go.



You will know when u really love someone when you want him to be happy even if their happiness means you are not a part of it.



If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of u but for some reasons he couldn’t stay, don’t cry too much…jus be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made u happy even for a while.



There are some things that we never want to let go of…people we never want to leave behind; but keep in mind that letting go is not the end of the world but rather it is the new beginning of a new life.



Just because someone doesn’t love you the way u wan him or her to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all he or she have.



Remember that the best relationship is when your love for each other is greater than your need of each other



Two tear drops were floating down the river, one teardrop said to the other, “I’m the teardrop of a girl who love a man and lost him. “Who are you?” “…I’m the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go..” Never let regret form part of your life.



You’ll know that you miss someone very much when every time u think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick “Hello” from that person can bring the broken pieces back.



When u love someone, draw a circle around their name instead of a heart because hearts can be broken but circle never end



Just a thought: What would you do if the only person who could make you stop crying is the person who makes you cry?



“Every step I took since the moment I could walk was a step towards finding you.” You don’t want to let go; but it’s even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be.



Love? Ot’s kind of complicated, but I’ll tell u This…the second you’re willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that’s love right.



Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that he will love u back. Don’t expect love in return, wait for it to grow in his heart if it’s doesn’t, be contented it grows in you.



It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to fall in love with someone but it takes a lifetime to really forget someone you have grown to love.




the girl spoke...

Monday, April 03, 2006
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slurps! how come he do renovations one oso can drive such tiong car huh? i likeeeee....
not missing lah... i very busy in office leh!!! so many things to do...so messy...
the previous girl dunno do simi lan one! i never see a more messy filing system than what she did!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Monday, 03 April, 2006
 
U wanna make me cry with this post!the bottom short comments i read before so many times but read again oso will feel sad! hahaha
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Monday, 03 April, 2006
 
lol my post always make bug cry orh o.O.. crying bug liao hehe.. wah the new gal is it like shirley pattern LOl i miss her :P! This message i still rememeber is anne email me one imagine i keep until now? rot liao lol... time past soo fast lor..been thinking how long peng me n u know each other liao?
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rofl buay tahan i saw peng pic in frdster.. she go dance mah so wear those clothing then make up etc like performance like that..don't look like her at all!! OMG! she normally much chio... suddenly wrap her up so nice see liao so innocent -.- maybe not her ba -.-
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger *Bee* : Monday, 03 April, 2006
 
We have known each other for abt 5 years? hehehe~
friendster, i dun have acc so cant view pics leh!

She innocent?! :O If she innocent, i is angel liao... wahahahah~
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Monday, 03 April, 2006
 
ooo lol tomorrow i email u..damn funny!! and alot sooo chio... omg our peng!! i miss her sobbbs she getting married sooner or later next time i think she will be busy ler..
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger *Bee* : Monday, 03 April, 2006
 
sigh frank haven't come he come i go ler -_- tired ahahha u work until wat time?
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger *Bee* : Monday, 03 April, 2006
 
Yr comment box no put time leh..
i dunno what time u posts the messages oso... can add in time or not?

I left office abt 6pm cos raining very heavily..
Email me the pics tomolo! cant wait to see... hehehe~
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Monday, 03 April, 2006
 
hahahah okie.. i dunno how to put in time leh o.O i super noob de lol... later i ask ask ard.. yea later i email u those dance performance pics lol.. ard afternoon time she damn funny! some is very very omg so chio..PENG ROCKS :p
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I is very sleepy now...
Going for lunch soon... **yawn yawn yawn**
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Tuesday, 04 April, 2006
 
i so poor thing whole week can't go home sleep.. my room now is empty..removing all flooring and put tiles... soo messy so must sleep in office until monday :( this weekend i going back sg not choice lol
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SOO relaxing..
Alone in KL during weekend was kinda relaxing.. lol so should i say lonely o.O... Went home ard 3am on sat, do laundry, shower and facial then sleep at ard 4.30am. All the way to 12 noon hehehe... Then took my stuff...going gym. Reach gym ard 1+. Nope, I don't have any appointment with my trainer today i going there to do myself..Lol..set myself at cross cramp machine.. For like 1 hr..shocking i can do so long cos when the first 10 mins i start to get tired already doing speed at 150. Maybe bcos something caught my attention



Studio having salsa training hehe so i look while doing my cross ramp wow...like so fun.. but i scare

Went upstairs and do weight training myself...for like 4 machines with 3 sets of 30times each then go bath...feel very ooo relaxing!! thats the good thing abt exercise..when im done it's around 4pm and i haven't eat anything since morning orh.



Then go back home change a comfortable short n tshirt go tabao rice with chicken -.- then bring to office eat...i dun eat rice de only eat chicken hehe... but not full leh -.- but ignore la then suddenly i feel like eating chocolate :S... dunno why a strong urge guess i use too much energy -.- then after long thinking finally i go buy :S then when i stand up abt to walk out the office i realize my hand n legs very sore... can't move alot awww push myself too hrd le..then i buy a small bar of snickers lol a packet of milk then go office play game hehe actually didn't play game la only msn toking to bug until 6 plus when she go for dinner lol alot of things to talk dunno why and ying dd lan roy all not online leh...



Then play with deng awhile -.- when i realize it's 9pm ler o.O! So i go home shower n sleep... until morning 6am go work lor... now is 9am im at work so zzzzz.... cos bf call me ard midnight got awake for awhile then go back sleep hehe...

Then this morning talking to jack well abt his new target looks like he got it sooner or later orh... then tok crap la..he ask me isn't last week didn't come back sg i take quite long to catch wat he trying to ask until he vomit blood lol...

the girl spoke...

Monday, April 03, 2006
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Wahahha! to me he is the most handsome uncle i ever seen ok! **slurps**~
I oso in office, so many things cock up, early morning office phone spoil, i station in woodlands for this week, boring loh!!!

Then have to keep calling back my own branch check things etc etc then call here and there, think my hp bill this mth very chor!

Just called my IT dept, they still doing the checks cos phone is linked to server one.. so is IT dept in charge

I oso monday very blue!!!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Monday, 03 April, 2006
 
The wash car thing make me laugh cos i think a scenerio.
his house there dun have multi storey is open car park..

so if i bring my frd there, he wash car, i sit there see lah..
if really see lai, then he say "so coincidence?" i'll answer "ya, my frd live nearby at woodlands only so come here wash his car?" btw, lai stay seragoon. Wahahahahha....
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Monday, 03 April, 2006
 
hahahah very fake! still say so coincidence... LOL then purposely park bside him somemore LOL.. buay tahan.. wah u at woodlands means go home very long way lor cannot walk home liao... heheh contractor coming my house yest orh i saw them bfore maybe u see ler will like one of them... uncle look also... can consider yan dao... look abit like william .. u know our tattoo artist? LOL bug drool liao drool liao...
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of cos cannot walk home! mafan loh... have to squieeze mrt morning and evening.. u know i hate MRT! i rather take bus.. start wk 8am, have to leave hse at 7am latest..

uncle beng? i likeeeeee... hahahah~ Just finished lunch come back.. so many things to do... tiredz... u taken lunch liao?
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lol yea those beng beng type.. black car like ah lai car pattern but i dunno how to see car but alike lor! they went past me after seeing my house last week then i saw mah -_- another one look blur blur de lol haven't eat lunch i ask office boy go buy liao .. wat u eat today o.O?
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weee eat ler .. califlower, tofu and chicken... hehe :D !!! healthy hor!
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ok buggy missing liao.. i think maybe she saw a same car with lai then run out n chase dunno until where ler :D!
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Saturday
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Happy April fool!!!! :D!

Sigh...Saturday...Slept in office last night ard 2am.. around 5 am heard laughter -.- saying "HAHA on this light later she scare ghost" saying me -.- cos im sleeping in boss office :s..woke up around 9am... shouldn't be anyone in office but saw my office boy there o.O he came to use comp awhile... Deng suddenly came online when i finish playing gb with ying n thi3n... He ask me to use conquer come bi... so i did... then when i reached saw him red name sitting there...saying abt this warrior who kill his noob..the warrior keep denied when saw me and ask me don't kill him etc...then deng say

Deng: Don't go anywhere or do anything jus sit here.. i only wanna talk to u..can pei me?

Bee: Wat happen to u? u sound weird today, sad?

Deng: No ^^ only wanna talk to u...and see u...

Bee: Ben dan -.-

Deng: dumb bee... :p..

Bee: Miss me ah? -.-

Deng: Maybe dunno only wanna u to come n accompany me, not busy orh?

Bee: No...

Deng: Its been sometime since we play gb..wanna ? :D

Bee: lol but i pwn u :P

Deng: =.= noob i rock... go :D?

Bee: okie :D ...

Deng: I will log out once u log out ^^

Then we play gb together until 2+ cos i going shopping he also going out so... :P i believe something happen to him -.- ... then got cheating by dd -.- cos is april fool..saying she migrating to austrailia i was omg omg then in the end -.- happy april fool ... LAME LAME slap slap lol!!! actually i know ler i entertain her only la :p

Back from shopping went Sungei Wang.. Crowded o.O but honestly it's cool, bought a bag for my bf, kingkong vcd for my gay sis, fake eyelashes (didn't try bfore) and hair therapy liquid (damn good i always buy when im there) then a cream that cream is expensive ><>

Then after shopping went to a cafe -_- ordered a glass of beer and smoke then come back to office... then cheat some ppl for april fool :P

the girl spoke...

Saturday, April 01, 2006
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I think maybe ppl notice but they dunno how to see cos yr comment box different from others i have seen leh.. other ppl one submit liao directly can see.
As for yours, if wanna post a comment or see comments, have to click "0 comments" or 2 comments or whatever, they it'll bring u back to the main page and u gotto click my tales again...
it's kinda different from other blogs.. But i managed to figure it out becos i am very clever lah! wahaha~
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Saturday, 01 April, 2006
 
Actually, He looked at me cos i sitting with another bunch of guys drinking and singing "happily".

finally when i think i drink enough, i walked over to him and told him i saw him on the road once. (his car although got many on the roads but special a bit cos he got change his headlights before) he just gave me a very damn f**king awkward smile. then i asked him what he doing, he said "do nothing loh" then **akward silence**

then the guys wanna proceed to the ktv with girls one liao loh.. then asked him along.

I oso abt to go off so boy say give me a lift home. lai dunno the way to the ktv so it's supposed arranged he follow boy's car, drop me liao then they go together.

I still tot i can see him again when i alight and when he's behind boy's car but in the end, he didnt follow, he followed huat's car to the ktv direct.
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It's not just lai loh..
Ken and me are on quite good terms. But oso one reason is huat loh. carel, i dunno how to tell u. i'm so tired of this kinda life. I dun wan myself to be unhappy becos of them so the only thing i can think of it cut off all contact.

I'm now in another forum but they all got wind news of it. they're all in the new forum oso. It's like y they wanna "kar si wa mai pang" (hokkien- bite me and dun let me go)
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Saturday, 01 April, 2006
 
Sometimes, come to think of it, i dunno how i lived all these years in misery. hahaha~

Anyway abt kel, yes he's just so nice, i still remembered he bought the potato chips with cheese dips becos i was crying in office. he went out and bought "comfort food" for me. hahaha think of it now, i'm so grateful to him. He didnt insist to know what happened but all he did was to offer me a shoulder. that is enough. more than enough.
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Saturday, 01 April, 2006
 
like u said, when we wanna go on diet, he go buy all those bars for us! not cheap leh!!

NB, trendy no use!! got my size or not!!! hahaha... find one day i really wanna go up and have fun. i told vivi oso... hehehe...
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Saturday, 01 April, 2006
 
bu yao too sad orh i change song for u :P so u won't sad sad this song abit bad for u o_O... yea should find vivi, ooh yea how is evoyne o.O? very long didn't heard of her -_-" and why u so late still working ah -_-"
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What is this song huh? And who sing one huh? I very long never update myself on chinese songs liao leh.. The chorus so sad leh!!天空突然一片辽阔, 原来你是真得已经离开我. Haha...

I hope when i look back next time, i can only remember the good memories! There's a song i like alot, very old song.. oso suitable one! When i go ktv with vivi, i'll sing this song.. i think very suitable for me! hahaha

曾经真的以为人生就这样了
平静是心拒绝在有浪潮
斩了千次的情丝却断不了
百转千折它将我围绕
有人问我你究竟是哪里好
这么多年我还忘不了
春风再美也比不上你的笑
没见过你的人不会明了

是鬼迷了心窍也好 是前世的因缘也好
然而这一切已不在重要
如果你能够重回我怀抱
是命运的安排也好 是你存心捉弄也好
然而这一切已不在重要 我愿意随你到天涯海角

虽然岁月总是匆匆的催人老 虽然情爱总是让人烦恼
虽然未来如何并不知道
现在说再见会不会太早

I think the 1st paragraph suits me best! hahah~ "没见过他的人不会明了" one lah! vivi says up to now she still curious how he looks like. Actually during sept when i met him, i got one of his pics, not taken by me but by other ppl and i saw it. u wan i email u? hahaha u sure laugh one! vivi says she really suspect i got extra-ordinary taste! wahahaha..

Really like so much to catch up on, vivi doing fine. her business getting good oso.. she moving to terrance house in june liao. corner one so got a swimming pool! OMG OMG.. i told her i wanna go play with water.. hehehe~

U know hor, u make me really feel like go find u and go there play and hug u and cry! hahaha.

I was at home when i posted these comments last night lah.
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Sunday, 02 April, 2006
 
wah -.- bu zi bu jue i type so long o.O... that time i at home in kl i saw an accident outside my apartment window..a biker got banged by two cars orh... then neck break on the spot OMG..i pull the curtains then went to sleep dun wanna think -_- but still :( can't..can't control myself i cry like hell...for 3 days..so ke lian i see the guy die so badly..im thinking abt niu last time bang by lorry..i can't imagine and sigh -_-... 8 yrs liao i still can remember as for u how can u forget? I think u still checking out what he been doing etc right? sigh gals are like this...buggy check my blog later i will show u how to make ur hair back smooth... but need awhile not expensive jus do urself... that time i bleach my hair two times...then dye to purple...color fade liao i dye again the hair wah break like branches then i use that method... not bad leh.. u try kk ? i will show u the products...
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger *Bee* : Sunday, 02 April, 2006
 
ehh..wat song is that? like very familiar leh...give me song name i go learn hahah.. this one is zhang shao han - zhen de.. u go see the mtv.. u will breakdown..cos the guy is damn cold to her u know wat i mean la hor o.O like lai ...lol u still the same.. mus drink until enough then can do some things... U so silly, hurting urself again. Don't meet lai meet liao u sad again. -_- but i know ur pattern even didn't meet u also go down and see his car one then memories come back..then bcome crying bug le..was like zhang hui mei song - spread salt on wounds.. Starting im like u.. But im worse cos gary dun let me go out with frds :( then wan me to break contact with my frds remember? I went all alone to forget my ex lol -.- now better liao not like last time..but can't be help sometimes will think abt him especially if i saw scooter!! and the guy if look like him -_- so when scooter when past i dun look -_-. Luckily viv is bside u or i will be so worried! peng also will be...Honestly u will never forget him, u know la i like to be honest but for ur pattern i know u will never forget him so i won't ask u to forget him but try not to do those things to make urself hurt or chance to look back to the past..If by accident something make u think of the past of u and him is can't be help, but u is go and find those things make u think of him :(...don't be like this.. ur health will be ruin which already ruin abit -_-...
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Blogger *Bee* : Sunday, 02 April, 2006
 
It's by 李宗盛. title is 鬼迷心窍.
I know silly lah~ but i oso know i wont forget him. u know me so well!
U got my email of his pic? heheheh...

vivi see liao is "WAH LAU, what happened to your taste? he damn UNCLE lor!!!" Hahaha..
no choice lah.. all along i got fetish for uncles mah...

Deep inside, i wished i can see him again but then again, i wont know what to say and do. Maybe i should just hide one corner and see him secretly!
Back To Normal Viewing *SIGN BY*Anonymous bug : Sunday, 02 April, 2006
 
yea i saw the picture was shock too.. Well gals like a guy i dun think is by looks o.O...But >< still shock though compare to another one o.O... dun hide see him secretly.. sure get spotted if get spotted die liao u dunno run where.. i teach u la.. u ask ur frd bring u there park near his car and wash car rofl then u stand there kay kay wait -_-... wu liao hor -_- sekali u do that.. sian la monday blues i hate monday grr -___-
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