Alone in KL hmm what should i do tomorrow n sunday i feel like going Glow Dance Club but dunno what is it like i always went past when i travel back from gym to my apartment looks really unique but u can't see inside cos it look something like this
See? It looks soo mysterious thats why im tempted >< http://www.rollingeye.com/glow_dance.htm
I'ts pretty near to my house... If im going and it's fun next time buggy peng come i bring them go there chiong :D ... Wear the sexy low cut black top woooo ><..
When to gym at 4.30pm.. i tell the trainer my left shoulder sprained cos i dunno why maybe is sleeping position -.- then he laugh :s... ke lian -.- today training hard lor.. my hand breaking liao...
Waited so long for a cab, a gay driver offer 20 ringgit -.- gay meter it's only 7rm the most :S... i walk walk walk -.- walk pass a van.. that another gay, "MOI MOI" -whistle- GAY!! Angrily walk down waiting for cab -.- then finally got in one... Yellow cab when i get on the meter starts at $4... when i reach it's $15 -.- well... can't be helped... the yellow premier cab i heard is more exp ><...
Finally reached office, cooked a bowl of oats then changed my nick in msn and talk to roy as deng put "away wanking" doesn't wan to msn him lol... then roy my xiao di bully me, telling me guys will lie etc etc... then say 3 lies straight -.- when i believe he change his nick "Guys lied..... " so when i believe he is like "jie see my nick" and laughing away "HAHA jie soo good to bully i like to bully jie so cute " -_- a jie got bully by a di orh... saw? Mei Tian Li! lol i gonna dig his eye out when i saw him next time.. then pour pepper on it.. and put back -.-
Back from gunbound me and roy got bully =.- then two gals :S... lol >< abit tired.. play co awhile then sleep ba .. Good night all!
Also recieved a sms, he is going USA next week, last min decision for work purpose wish to see me one last time bfore he left it's impossible im in KL.. will call him later ba..
Thanks for ur sms lan lan i jus on my hp and saw it >< cos my sg phone is off when im in kl sorry abt that thanks for ur concern
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Sorry ying, lan, dd, to make u worried... Doesnt' mean to but i really need to rush home cos i feel really terrible. lol.. But im fine now :D Always make u all worried eee i so weak!! But now happy as always it's ok wht is the outcome now as long everyone is happy.. Love u all!! .. Sorry lao gon lao por :(
Sorry dear :( doesn't mean to make u all worried i went home early yesterday too tired bad headache etc.. Went home and spoke to him abt 30mins, 18 ringgit... seen back as new. Dun wanna think too much, Bug actually that day u tell me abt cny things that happen to u i was shock.. u still remember him and even try sms him hope he return ur sms, it's been like so long since he avoiding n u still trying until now :( each time u try, u hurt urself but still can't stop urself from trying i understand :) ... u so strong.. i fu u le...Jia you one day u slim down liao u walk infront of him i think he regret :D!!
Bug thanks for ur advise ur words soo omg ><, i changed not like last time plead n beg n keep sticking to him i learn to be independent if one day he choose to go, or time to end i won't be like last time thats what i promise u and peng and i think i did it. Maybe cos u suffer the same thing thats why i can sense from ur words.. U r my pretty bug always ^^..
You will know when u really love someone when you want him to be happy even if their happiness means you are not a part of it.
If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of u but for some reasons he couldn’t stay, don’t cry too much…jus be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made u happy even for a while.
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o be a love expert here but saying what im feeling, talked with lan lan, ying and dd abt love things.. comments about love things. I think talk to gals about love is better than talk to guys? But guys like to talk to gals when they have love problems, isn't it? Don't know that how i feel.
Honestly i like to talk to Deng, he is my buddy. He know alot lol which help me alot too. But always scold me stupid -.- dumb etc. But i treasure him alot and i really appreciate his advise all the time. If i online and didn't talk much he will know something weird and make me laugh.
Someimes all gals need is just some care and attention no matter from who, normally what is the advise ppl tend to give, "aiya forget him lor, break with him la, aiya don't think of him." The gal will nod to reply that guy mostly they won't say anything much. Why? Because it's obvious she need to do that but saying that doesn't mean she can go thru it, she need a support someone who can support her decision and bring her thru..
Sometimes just a hug and let her cry will make her feel better then saying those. Just like what i did to ying when she's down i won't do anything much only hug her and ask her to cry don't keep things to urself when u have the feeling to cry, cry it out. Then she did... wet shoulder LOL..
The feeling wasn't great when u in need that guy was always not around when u need a hug he's not around. Missing someone which u don't even know what is he doing right now make u feel miserable. No matter what girls need to settle down one day, like me. I hope to find a good hubby and settle down. But i mus make sure i love him alot which last us to the end and im happy with him :). I doesn't want to make harsh decision and get my life shit...
If u feel sad and lonely find the friends around u and relieve urself. Those who care about u are worth talking to, there's many types of friends. Some can be a good listening ears some just dun bother. U should know who to choose.
From now onwards i will be back myself a cheerful bee :) i will wait patiently :) sorry for making my frds worried but i will be strong now~
Damn funny when we talking out of nowhere dd say
DD: I also fall in love in lanz before
Bee: -.-
Roy: -.-
Ying: -.-
Lan: -.-
This is what we call... COLD JOKE.. -black crow fly pass-
That might be lan face at the time he saw that message
ROFL joking kekekek!!!! ...
Today need to go home sleep too tired. Boss in KL now can't play games :p Must be good gal orh orh lalalal... i am a good gal anyway o.O right? ^^ Now i can't wait for my buggy n peng to come kl!!.. hehee.. lOVEEE
http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/885839162
Pretty free today compared to yesterday, Medi kor send me a link which is quite cool. Its a test about your personally.
My Result
You scored 74% SWEET, 77% CHUNKY, and 62% UNIQUE! base with caramel-coated cashew pieces & swirls of caramel
What a nutty person you are...with an ice cream flavor to match! But there's more to you than just being crazy and 'out there'...you have a good heart and you can be creative when the mood strikes. You could stand to calm down a bit, but overall, you're a good person to have around.
Ok the training today, tough. Worse than last time, Trainer says he gonna go another method which is higher reps and lighter weight ... ME -gulps- but im ready! He says today will be lower body.. (UH OH) ><><"
Reach first machine.. Step press.. hmm it's like sitting down put ur leg on the board (the board is straight up quite high) then push with ur legs... 3 sets...30 each.. total did 90 -_- leg was shivering he is like "GO CAREL U CAN MAKE IT, U R STRONG" -.- his favorite quote.
Get up, stretch. Half body wet already imagine how painful it is. Next machine, same thing train thigh too... lifting weights using leg.. 90 times.. then i walk to the third machine like having jelly leg..
Same train back part of the thign, ok this one is damn painful... trust me super pain ><>
Wrapped towel abt to go shower a noob lady keep looking at me -_- whispering to her mum or watever.. Well i know why, because of my tattoo.. Used to it.. It's nothing weird! Only body art! Should ask bug and peng show u their body art too! lol -_- ...
Bought bread and apple juice my dinner :D... When back to office eat while toking to friends on msn, suddenly i miss my bf :( but... i know i can't find him :D so nvm ^^ ... i will gym more make myself tired! Then slim more! So i won't think so much :D ...
Talk to my buddy deng :) We always talk everyday lol but today i like to remmeber wat he say :P he dun mind i blog cos he love his nick soo much too bad he's in china now can't see my blog :P so... here it is
Some like images below ^^ with meaningful words hehe.. have a look :p
Doesn't like to force love, like freedom and lonely this is a life that suit me better :). Take care everyone.
Then morning till now all i got i fax n fax, so many -_- and emails of work stuff... 23 mails and 51 fax plus ard 10+ phone calls :s.... Tiring!!! ><" Today gonna work from 7am to 6pm... then chiong home to bath n sleep.
Finally reached KL -_- at 11.30pm. Waiting for cab with those passenger from singapore. A cab stop i told him my destination which is Ampang park. He say ok.. when i abt to board he ask me is there any others need cab? Then he asked a guy, that guy said some location he say ok. Ask us to come in together and we did.
Ying and Bee
Bee and Ying acting cute -.-
hehe trying to fix the blog entries on happening night the font kinda funny -.- dunno why... then i going to bed..Good night all!!
Was feeling so lonely.. Sometimes i really hope someone beside me. But maybe im used to alone.
I say I will vagabondbut I am not used to the wandering life
who knows I say I will go far awaybut I want to be back home who knows
Who knows behind silence there's a wound
Who knows behind indifference there's a weaknessI smile and say that I'm not afraid of loneliness
but I hold back the tears who knows
How I wish that someone could light a lamp for me warm the hole of loneliness in my heart
Are you lonesome, I think everyone is the same. However we don't know since when this world became colder and colder
After being hurt again and again you learn to hide
I learn to be silent no longer willing to tell others our own stories not willing to express warmth to others either
We would rather make ourselves lonely and make the others lonesome too. However actually, lonely human beings must keep each other warm. No one is absolutely strong. At the bottom of our heart.
We all have weaknesses, empty places. Maybe in the rainy evening maybe on the street at duskit becomes a wound without a reason. Don't say you aren't afraid of loneliness don't pretend to be indifferent any more because everyone has loneliness every one has loneliness
Then we reached there lan bring us to the ice shop. We ordered strawberry Ice...
Then we try to take lan pic but he so shy keep cover and say "Eeee bu yao la ><> -.- failed. But never give up!.... 
That toot thought the hp was smsing lol =p... lan lan if saw this dun cry hor not bad la so cool pose ^^
The three!! DD, me and Ying they so lovely :).. Ok gonna go sleep i sleep too late recently... today gonna sleep early it's 2.21am now.. these day sleep at 6am lol -.-... Good night all!!! Love ya all... Bee.
Have changed font size ^^ cos an old man say can't see lor :p
It's a relaxing Wednesday, was leeching and resting at home today hehe. I'm a good gal today ^^
Surf the net today and found something interesting which i think many doesn't know abt it
Kissing is a romantic route for love.. Most guys dun really know abt it...And how to do it the right way...Don't rushing yourself should be slow and romantic hehe..
Maybe im crazy but i think it's very true the guide line below :P
Hope it helpes u :p
Great Breath - This is very important. Make sure you brush your teeth before going out on your date. There is nothing worse than kissing someone with bad breath. If your date consists of having something to eat before the actual kiss, make sure you have a mint on hand to take right after you finish eating. Don't take the mint just before the kiss or chew on gum. You don't want to have something in your mouth when you kiss.
Moist Lips - You want your lips to be slightly moist when you kiss. Run your tongue over your lips once before you kiss. Don't wear lip gloss because that tends to make the kiss too gooey. And don't wear a lot of lipstick unless you want your partner to wear it too after the kiss. Slightly moist lips makes it easier to move your lips over your partner's and gives both you and your partner a more pleasant experience.Poistioning - Stand close to your partner. As the two of you move closer together tilt your head slightly to one side. If you don't, don't worry about it. Your partner will still tilt their head slightly so your lips meet on a slight angle or they will kiss you straight on. If you can see which way your partner's head is tilting, tilt your head slightly in the opposite direction.
Close Eyes - Just before your lips meet, close your eyes. Some people prefer to leave their eyes open during the kiss. But until you know what your partner prefers, it is best to close your eyes. Kissing with your eyes open, looking into one another's eyes while you kiss, can be very erotic and some people find it quite enjoyable. You may want to try kissing this way once you're more comfortable kissing your partner.
Open Lips - Open your mouth slightly and place your lips over your partner's lips. Do not hold your breath! Breath through your nose. As your lips meet, press them gently over your partner's. You may wish to move your lips in a slow, circular motion or just leave them still over your partners.
Closed Lips - This is like the type of kiss you'd give your grandma or aunt. Instead of opening your mouth when your lips meet, keep them closed. This is also a good way of letting your partner know this is as far as it goes. It also makes a great hello/good-bye kiss or a great first time kiss if you're nervous.
Hands - There are many ways you can use your hands during a kiss. The most popular way is to put one hand on your partner's waist and the other one against the middle of their back. Other ways to use your hands are to cup your partner's face in your hands (very romantic!), put them around your partner's neck, put them around their waist, hold your partner's upper or lower arms gently, run your finger's through their hair, or just hold their hands in yours. And there you have it, the basics of kissing! When you try to put them all together in your mind it makes it seem like kissing is very difficult. But when you actually apply them in real life it's quite easy. Kissing is a natural response to show affection for someone and if done with someone you really care about it will feel totally natural.
Type of kisses lol.... There's Chocolate kiss (new), spiderman kiss, spitzer kiss, lap kiss, carmex kiss, muzzle kiss, underwater kiss etc etc...so much more :p... the rest maybe i will followup in blog in future ^^
Lol bee is crazy today -.- update abt kiss suddenly =.=" Happen to surf that today so sharing with u guys ^^ eheh good night all :D!!!
Since 3pm...Bug Peng and me was smsing each other...thinking to go out and drink...which we haven't meet up for a long time since i worked in KL...I know they miss me!! And of cos i miss them :(.... Bug was working...and she was like "aww very tired leh i scare tomorrow work can't wake up -.-!! if drink sure die!!"
Then in the end we manage to persuade her :D
Then we decide to visit Butter Factory which Bug recommend it's a new pub (i think is disco) but she never went there bfore...Me and peng met...A big hug!! And head our way down to Mohd Sultan, Caseen St. Have a smoke there chit chatting and waiting for Bug...But still she's nowhere to be seen -.-...
Bee: Wei woman!! where u -.-..
Bug: Coming le coming le!! lol paisay paisay.. i damn hungry leh got food to eat or not
Bee: Got la i think..we also very hungry... u still dun faster reach, later u see the floor all our cig butts!!
Bug: HAHAHAH!!!! later kena fine ah!! Nabei...coming le hehehe, found the Butter factory yet?"
Bee: Ohh nope -.-
Bug: Then what u all doing there until now?
Bee: Ohh take pic lor :P
Bug: Nabei!! u all so hiao!! Then how to find u all later? Meet outside the pub mah u said.
Bee: Dunno where is it then we dun wan anyhow walk lol, nvm i think i know where
Bug: Damn pro hor... faster go find i very hungry!! reaching liao! dying le
Bee: Hao la we go now!! faster hor
So me and Peng happily walk down the path to find the path... then we saw the scenery very nice... So we decided to take our pic ^^ right there...
Took a few -_- but too bright or too dark :( so we took over 20pics but all fail.. lol...and we recall our mission!! Find the pub!!...Peng looking around.. Up down left right...then i put my hand on her shoulder...Turn her backwards...it's right behind her -.-....
But the pub was...hmmm...closed or something -.-... it's near 7pm already...
Finally...Bug reached. We saw her blue hair wooo!!! so cool!!! So we chat while finding food. We head down to Clark quay... Since Butterfactory was (maybe closed). We went Liang court basement, MEIDI-YA supermarket to settle our dinner there.
Cos im on strict diet so i told them no fried, fast food etc, so i think there is the best...
We order curry chicken rice, teriyaki chicken and prawn set not too sure...so we share it...
Bug and peng wan drinks...but i dun feel like drinking or they will choose and i will just steal from them ^^...
Queuing
Bug And Peng
Yup, she's very tall... i mean Bug...Especially when she stand beside Peng makes her taller =p.... -.- Peng hope u didn't saw this part hor...
Back to our seat... Waiting for the food..Peng and me decided...Take pic of food!!..So finally the food is ready :D so we took pic of them.... And we were so hungry.... quickly take the pic and eat!!
Alot of good food but too bad im really on strict diet ><…
Finally, we decide to go Cafe Iguana...Honestly its a cool n relaxing place...Sitting outside..with river breeze..omg... soo nice...
Picture i get from net ^^... i left camera in KL ><….
The layout of Cafe Iguana
The logo
Found a cool place...Settled down...A indian waiter came with 3 menus...
After the waiter left us with the menus...
Peng: Happy hour until 9pm leh!! Faster decide..
Bee: Now wat time? (i seldom wear watch :p)
Peng: Hmm 8.55... 5mins only!...
Bug: Ok faster decide...bee wan volka right? we ask wat mixture they have... (she dun wear watch too)
Waiter came...
Bee: U have volka ribena?
Waiter: Nope, we have cranberry,orange,coke and sprite.
Bug Bee Peng: Cranberry sound nice!..
So we decided to order one jug...
Bee: Now still happy hour right?
Waiter: .... Nope it's over..
Bee: Hmm now is 8.55pm, 5 more minutes isn't it?
Waiter: haha now is 9.10pm already..
Then i heard a giggle from Peng
Peng: :p sorry...paisay my watch fast...
Bug Bee : -stare-
Peng: hahaha sorrie sorrie -giggle away-
So we ordered...
TOOK PIC AGAIN!!!
Peng (left) and Me (Bee right)...
Peng is hot and pretty :D...
Bee so ugly -cries- >< ..
Cranberry volka!
Ok it's damn nice... i drink alot... hehe..
We were like 3 crazy gals..laughing away...and talk non stop laugh non stop...Especially when taking picture laughing at each other..making lots weird pose...
Peng And Me
Suppose to take using my hp but bug caught us -.-
Me N Peng
The 3, Bug Peng And Me
Then we took the pic on her camera...hehehe theres lota pic on her camera which is sooo funny! do check out i will try to upload them asap
We ordered 2nd jug... Volka Orange...not so nice though... when it's finished...the same waiter ask us to try Margarita...which is cheaper and nice too
Waiter: We having banana, strawberry, peach... (Etc etc forget-.-)
Bee: Strawberry!! found nice leh!!...
Peng: "There goes the bee and her strawberry
Bee: -.-....... is it nice? strawberry.
Waiter: Yes... very very nice.
So we ordered... strawberry Margarita.
IT'S DAMN NICE
Very POWERFUL though lol
Bee: EEeee very hard to suck -.- straw so thin
Bug: suck hard la!! HAHAHAHA (pervert mode) -.-
Waiter: Oh try stirring it
Bee: -Stir- yea it's better now...
After we finish all... -i drink the most- cos they dun drink that much -_-... i wasn't in good mood too so.....
Bee: OMG 90% already (percentage to drunk)
Peng: Go bee go!!
Bug: (Red eye half asleep mode)
Peng Bee: (Looking at her)
Bug: "HAHAHHA my time to sleep... sleepy mode...tomorrow sure die
Peng: Long long once de mah...seldom bee get to come back wor... tomorrow take MC!!!
Bug: hahaha cannot...short of manpower die also mus go
So around 11+...we left the cafe...3 girls... finished 3 jug... lol..power? im half giddy -_- very very giddy.... didn't have this feeling for a long long time...
Hug goodbye to bug...Peng and i share a cab home....
Reached home ard 12+...can't stand anymore...and fall asleep lol!! Will be leeching at home to slack today :p!!!
Ok last pic of the day right bfore i dye my hair..saw the greyish hair? lol color fade :( 
Left My sis, Right Bee
See the color thing on my hair? like greyish color cos my prev purple hair fade -_-
